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My heart splits like crazeee! I played hard only to know that i'm the stupidest person on earth. I'm a wholly shit coward. I jst cannot let it goooo, help me please! I wont think, but each and every hr/min/sec, i think! Fck up!

Nicholasyee is going off for a long camp, take trucks loads of care & may you have fun there! This coming week would be a very busy week for me. Packed like sardine.

In my heart. I miss you

Hello! Ystd was a hectic day. Morning to hwa chong for the chinese thingy, regarding Chinese school thing. Supposedly to bugis library aftermath, in search of cheenastudies with Tzeyu&Limin but was cancelled at the very last min. So town lunched with Junwen & Fiona. Was hungry man! had KFC for our v hungry meal. The entire trip to chinese high, i only rmbred whining to each other "i'm hungry". & yes, Junwen&fiona kept laughing at my leg, like "bai ka". Anyway Lunched at Shaw & saw Elton. Tuition from 3.30-8pm for me. I dont understand Probabilty at all! Wt-hell.

Today- Mother woke me up damn early, 9am! Down to Uncle's stall for lunch with her since sis had tuition. Then Tiongbahru plaza to make my Ezlink. Say byebye to adult fare for the time being. Hehhh! I'm happy, can save me alottt of money. Met Mr wong to pass him his things. & i'm home now! What a good weekend??=.= Most likely visiting Kegan later at SGH.

sis got a real bigg pink bear! That bear is fatter than me, almost the same height as me? hehh! i know who gave her. shhhhhhh/ Okay sidetrack- Fck, i think i need to save money. Or else sooner or later i'm gg to be damn it no money. Money roll in please!

This is my brother. a lil bit crazeee. He asked me snap this! I think is v crazeee & siao.


Friday at Jurong.





Steven & fiona!


Fiona&weeling

Tzeyu!

Limin!

The smalley young reporters. Impressive?

I think the christmas lightings for Fish&co. Superb!

Is like a dream place de feelings. Hearts!

Goodbye loves!

A VERY BAD DAY

Town to run some errands in the morning. Next to sch for meetings which ends like 5pm. Then to mac with a few council friends. Went Jurong areas with Fiona&Steven. 2 bad things today. Sickening prolly shit. Srsly. Firstly, i somehow twisted my leg/ankle.Totally hurts like mad. My ankle in pain now. & i've to drag myself out of hse tmr when my ankles hurts so mmuch. The pain is killing me. Next, the 3 of us, who wanted to be kids all over again, slack & played ard the playground. We talk & slacked our ass off. Intended to slack till late night, then here comes the story! Damn it, there's a disgusting ugly shit fella who kissed my thigh! Damn it! Shit it! My thigh? Horny bastard!!! Like super disgusting. If he's a super handsome person, i dont mind. Or rather my boyfriend, i dont mind!! BUT....Imagine the scenrio, this holy shit kid grab my thigh, hugg it(he thinks he's koala bear, i roll my eyes). It was so fast that i couldnt react. Both fiona& steven also very shock!!! then i screammm... yelll...We thought he will release my big fat thigh, who knows that he kissed my thigh 2times, to be exact! Fiona laughed like hell. It was jst like some drama-mama thing going on. I screamed and shouted even more. "OMG, fuck!!" All this jst shoot out from my mouth. If you're me, cfirm also scream one! I got really annonyed by the fact that it was far too yuckies. & that fella jst ran offf when i made up big fuss about it as i was screaming really loud. That fella ran to me again, & i run towards steven. Hide behind his back, & steven stopped that fella from coming to me. So i was shouting to steven&fiona to leave that freaky place. Srsly, i got disgusted by it. I washed my thigh many times. Goodness gracious. If my reaction time was fast, would have probably slapped that fella. yucks.

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I ran i ran i ran. I didnt run 5km. Instead 4km! Say i'm pro please. Hehh! but stamina is really lousy. Is time to run all the way. Aye, i have a mixed feelings after the run. I dont know how to explain and express it out. Something is missing, someone is missing, somehow someone is missed. Anyway today was another slack day for me. I sleep alot recently and i've never find sleeping boring. I want to be sleeping beauty. My brain cant seem to function well at all. I cannot do math, i cannot memorise chem, i cannot find my mood to stay focus for cheenastudies when the 2nd dateline is approaching real soon, i cannot concentrate. Mind seems to be somewhere out in the lalaland. I'm sucha lousy,bad fella who cannot juggle almost anything now. Tmr will be another hectic day full of meetings& sch related stuff. chill please, weeling.

Guess having a crazeee sales(i think), as it has crazeeeily been sending me mails abt its sales 25%-60% discount! Till sunday.

Strangers, we were.

Ystd- Monsoon in the morning. A guy whom i think i never see before do bunding for my hair. I miss Max alot! Previously, he was the one doing the hair. now different ppl, wahh i dont like. Like faster come back and meet me! Then to Jurong to meet Zhixuan aftermath. Miscommunication & ended up i 30mins late. JEC became a dinosaur kind of place for me. We didnt know that JEC became totally empty. Looked as though dinosaur living inside.Heh! Cafe galileee for Gamesco meeting. Jst the 2 of us! & split way in the evening. Trained passed dover, Nicholasyee hop on, coincidentally Eddie the bamboo also hop on the train;D A long time since i last saw him. To me, he forever look like 190cm. Tall bamboo. Met xiwen at vivo. We walked ard for 1hr deciding on what to eat for dinner. Like abit too long lol. Finally finally we chose Secret Recipe. After that to outside of level 1 to slack. We started using laptop & best part go to this ghostly website which opens from 6pm-6am only. Ghostly website! Is quite exciting & i think scary luhh. xiwen started screaming even though she's the brave one among us! hahaahha

Jeff Ng Sheng Yang! Pls use the condom we bought for you wisely. haha. Like you're no longer underage to use this! hahaha. lolx.

I chose to remain offline.
Strangers, we were.

mama-goodness. Ystd celebrated Jeff's birthday. & I was fcking late. Like 2hrs to be exact. Well, i pangseh Hobingzheng and i bet he's angry.(I've got reasons for my being so freaking *early). Anyway, Screwed up celebration planned by me. Fck! Next, Both me&sis watched drama serials all the way till 5am. My eyes are like super painful. Brother & friend came back at around 4am & the four of us started crapping. Like i think the world is so small. Ex-sch mate brother. Like they looked alike like mad. Sharon& Tzeyu called at 9am, & this 2girls ownage. Was half awake when i picked up the call & i burst into laughters after knowing why they called me. Woke up at 12am and continue to watch my show all the way till evening. I did my maths too. Which is like only a lil portion. lolx fck!

Tmr i've to wake up early. 9am ler! & meeting zhixuan to do gamesco stuff.

I just need a shoulder, that's all.

Can you feel my pain?

Overdue photos~ 08S12 Sentosa trip!

My very overdue photos. There are alot more. But too lazy to upload le. I feel like a mute for this post. Or infact dont feel like typing much. Btw sentosa trip on 4nov was great! Had alot of fun. 2volleyballs, frisbee, netball. So we played all the games. Damn funn!

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goodbye

Forgetting you aint easy. Trust me, i'm working hard to.

I just felt like a real bitch. this time round is spelt as B-I-T-C-H. No longer "beetch"

Sometimes, wont it be good if you have the same thinking as mine?