hello people(:
current mood~ lousyy.
the whole of last week forgotten what happen. but i rmbred vividly bused home with mslau&guorong on tue.. & that was the lousiest day i could ever had, but thankyou so much mildred&xiuhui. thanks for being there with me. & guorong shunbian walked me home since he live so near knowing that i'm in a lousy mood. thanks oldie~ haha. he's old. & ohya thankyou weijie~ you msged me saying the good things to me. nice of you(:
i'm getting more&more sian. like things ard me are getting fake, infact me myself also fake. i hate it man! i will roll my eyes* olivia had a good talk with me when we were looking at our grassygreenland.i want to give myself a tightslap. agrrrwww..
btw had my makeup lesson for gym. me&milk cleaned almost all the mats. this makes me realised that is fcking dirty.is tiring. & of cos paiseh that we got laughed. hhohoho. i missed gymnastic, esp the training sessions at hwachong. like every sat/sun goes there. now i dont. i miss mrlim scolding us " ni tamade" esp his vulgarities. haiz. now no more. i missed stretching my neck out to wait for that bloody hell 961 which takes me a 45mins ride. i missed running out of chinesehigh at night to catch my bus with mildred,erin, gym nicholasbro, songyong etc.. now no more. everything changes. i missed them. it just slip through my hand when i wanted everything back badly
....
......
........
i got so fed-up when someone just stood me up. & for godsake is my wrong doing & i really make a hell out of it. sorry that i lost my temper to you. like i always did. & at times you really got pissed off with me. i owe it to you. seriously. & you're always so poor thing who gets all my crappy shoutings through the phone or ranting at you. sorry dude. i always think i'm right, but i know i'm wrong. sorryy!! sorry leeyishao..'
todayy(sat)
had chem lesson in the morning. then vivio with jiamin,xiwen & russell to superdog. was hearing russell's story. & it make me go into deeper thoughts. he said this " as long as you are happy, i would let you go" (of cos not saying to me) he says that to the girlfriend who's so far away from him. but he trusted her alot though they seldom meet. isnt this great? the trust is so impt. seriously it do. then me&jiamin went carls jr & so i glued my butt there for like 5hrs. jiamin left ard 4. while i sat down doing my work alone. then peixian&friend came to say hello. and then nicholas came at 6. so we talked & crapped alot.. was feeling quite-_- when that person msg me & dont want to tell me anything. i feel so left out. anyway didnt dinner with nicholas. paiseh. i was rushing home. & then i was pissed. so went to sleep at 9plus... & woke up coming here typing..
anyway blogg abt last sat wangzhi's b'day. i'm a sinner okay! for always like slow in almost everything. so last sat celeb wangzhi's b'day at suntec. so being the goody planner i got there early with xiwen to check things out. & fav food of the day 1/4chicken(: & we were late to meet the others. so walked ard aimlessly, whereas alrdy in mind like what i want things to go on. so proceeded to kennyroger. got the vip seats from them. nice right. though the vip seat dont really look like vip to me but at least we have the privacy. craving for 1/4chicken..lovelovelove. then me,feli,xiwen,jiamin&kimberly gossip abt a particular person of the day. OMG luhh.this shows how dots she is can!! were laughing badly how she smiles & the photos. haha a bitch. she's not anyone of the girls ard me/thought everyone dont know abt this but ended up we confess for what we did. & heyy all of them sama sama as me. was telling them abt a bushy guy which i think quite walao. so fake lolx. then halfway laowang went off without saying anything & they told us he pissed and went off. then i kanchiong ran out to look for him. we search everywhere & even ran up to the fountain then idiot luhh. they bluff me&xiwen.-_- anyway offf to arcade. they played while i EMO lol. best word to describe.was thinking whether the plan will succeed anot. then half way MIA went off to delicate our msg&songs. so we made a big boohoos~ there. delicate 3 nice msgs for him.nice right. so to the fountain there. make xiwen&qian bring him there & we had the tinyest cake ever. lolx. laowang dont even know that we had surprises for him. then me&kimberly so kanchiong. & hey i saw it & shouted to them. so he stunned & saw what we wrote for him. he quite touched(: hahhaa. i'm so proud!!
tomorw will be a better day for you&me. quoted by, ???
enjoy the photos(:
we pretending~
which person we look like? guess...
he's freakin 190cm
wee&yinhaoyu
ckk&weeling
bye~
