Is you? Online-you went offline-Offline you went online?


Morning sunshine was great!

Half-the-day goes to tuition. & cheapthrills aftermath. Sooo-happy. I bump into shuyi @ town. I love town alot. Now is GSS! Anyway tmr is Harry's @ suntec-dinner. Cant wait.



This girl, Spent half her day with me ystd! Omg, Love her alot. Charlie angel? Tmr, she'll see me again! hahaha. Lee-ann-ann, better go hor!

I'll upload photos, when i've alll the photos. Jiamin, sendd me okay!

Jiamin, Weeling-love-you (though you love luozhixiang more)





Dearest jiamin, Happy 18th birthday! 12years of friendship and Still counting! I've got so much to say, you should know what i want to say right? We know each other well. I hope you enjoyed this special day. Hardrock celebration was nice today. Though you love xiaozhu more than anyone else, is okay that i'm 2nd. haha. Yeahhh! I hearts you alot. hokay. And plsss lovee the present that i've chosen for you! i was literally trying to look for the best stuff for you. And sorry, i didnt get you the LV that you want(haha, youknow!) instead Agnes.B! Hope u like it. And not jst from me, from Chan-Wee-Ann.

More b'day's to come! Me like machiam no exam like that. haha. Okay, shall study soon.

No energy to bicker


Gp paper over! one down- next wednesday is GSC. Holidays is here, but i dont feel that it is here.

Met an irritating cab driver. I hopped on and he started commenting about me! He was saying all the crapp stuff, "he said i looked like pri sch kid" And i think he's a lil blind. I'm like srsly damn old for the age of 12? Then for the entire 30mins journey, he jst non-stop talking to me, and i was really not feeling well. At that very moment, i wished i vomitted on his cab. And this very evil-uncle dropped me off at school busstop cos he said that it would jam if he turn in. And i was v angry, but i didnt even have the strength to quarrel with him, So disturbed by him. And apparently, i dragged myself in to school. It was as though i was floating. I was cursing v badly at him. I took cab to school today,cos i was not feeling well, uncle~!! wahh angry~I'm gg to sleep now, and back to CCK for tuition in the evening~

And my facebook! Wahh, chanpeixian- v good! Ppl, my very jing dian crooked damn ugly face in facebook. You'll have a good laugh after viewing the peeks. walao. hahaha. I dont care anyway. haha i love my face now even tho there are pimples and stuff. hahaha. My hair higher that mountains now (i like), my bunny teeth bigger than yours (i like), my eyes bigger than yours (i like), My centre parting is the coolest thing on mother earth! haha.

Vodafone is slowing my internet speed now and i got so pissed when it dc me once every 5mins. Arghh, lazy to use broadband. I need to nap now. bye

Sleepless night.



Off-day tomor. Damn it sick. sick buggs in my body. Y'all know, i wanted to go sch tmr badly. So many impt lessons which i really dont want to misss, but i have to rest or else friday's paper would be screwed up if i'm nt well. And now, v drowsy! But i jst couldnt get to sleeep. I need to get well for weekends.

School was great today! I love the chitttyx2 bangx2 session with ginny,bingzheng, fuqin, jeff.

Beetch! My beeetch, where'are you? i miss you alot. Your should know who you are. This person went MIA, and he didnt want to talk to me anymore! I hate you for this 1sec. Peace\/. Hahaha. i looked shit in this peeek.



frantically hunting for presents.I dragged myself to town despite feeling terrible, roaming from DFS to wisma, to taka, goodness, me dont knw what to buy. I hate wearing sch uni to town.


Why dont you understand me? So far away. Am i too bitch or what?

I see chanpeixian's blogspot, damn-it i feel like crying. I miss my primary school.

Her post Rahhh-rahhhh me. Omg!

I feel sick. mama-no sch later pls!

School: woke up late, damn late! 30mins later than usual. (lucky i managed to reach sch on time)
After school: Bugis popular, and my sis paiseh me): Supposed to have bucks+ (i'm reallly craving for Ritz Apple strudel) with her! Omg! She ps me!!
Home: Love sunkist orange juice. I love hse fridge.
Me: Uhhmmkayy, avge! I see the tagg, i miss huihui alot.
My sis: Omg, she's having her hols now. I want.
Family: Everybody the same! i think so.
Thinking: I need to sleep now!
Homework: alot! many many essays killing me.


And JK jst called me OWL! (oiiii-Wee-Ling!) how nice?

I'm stresss! V stresss.

........Omg........

SCREAM!

To be loved than to love.












Trust me~ my post going to be wordddy today!

Heyyoo! Weekend is here! I think i'm starting to be a really mommssy-good girl. 24hrs a day includes only school-home-tuition-school-home.(this type)! Omg! By the way the entire week, i got very pissed off by one distinct person, i hate this gross person for trying so hard to piss me off, and literally spoilt my days, 5 out 3. My blood pressure shot up (i'm very mean!) But really cannot stand his sarcasm and bullying my girls in school! I'm like superwoman, always the one to rescue them!

Didnt check my mail for weeks, and after browsing through some mails. I've got so many things to say, tho i know is not very appriopriate to say it here, but i must say that i'm really unhappy and not satisfied with certain mails. Am i a slave? (this cross my mind after seeing the mails)

Next up is that, i love my clique in school. Really! That day, fuqin went to buy a kitkat, so is four small lil bar, then he ate half of it, the other half he gave it to Jeff, and Jeff gave me half a portion from his original half portion which is equivalent to 1bar. And the me, gave huihan half portion from mine, which is 1/4 bar from mine. I;m so glad that i'm in this boys+weeling clique. (huihan not in the clique) They are always giving in to me, listening me whine, we shared the good and bad things. Tho, there may be some small conflicts here and there once in awhile, they are always the one who are more tolerant.

I dont know why i'm typing non-stop and it is jst going to be the length of essays. Talking about essays, My goodness-mama-mia GP paper next friday and chinese GP the consecutive wednesday. Very very scared. By the way, i've got no motivation to write on my thesis writing. I dont know how to juggle between midyear and thesis. Holy-shit, i have to complete it before june hols end or else i'll be in dead shit. My june holidays will be eaten up. I miss my country alot/ i miss home. I just want to see malaysia-mom! Miss her this much <3

Just so me know, i realised that i'm starting to treasure what's around me. Trying hard to control my anger even tho i'm not that type that who will swallow everything.(i think i will spill it out in some way or another) Trying to love my friends, to those who loves me alot! On my bus ride home, i always think alot (tho out of 10times, 8times i dozed off after the 2nd busstop which i boarded or you can catch me sleeping v unglam-ly on the bus) And i think of so many things, I can even recall back my primary school time, or infact how i used to be so blur that i bang onto the street pillars and would end up crying like some siaolang. woow-kay! Shit, i'm not going to have some emo-ish fever!

There's this curse, if day one of the week- that i take cab or late for school, the entire week would be cabbing sessions. My-to-school cliques includes Nicholas-tzeyu-sharon-fuqin(most of the time) We're really going to quit cabbing to school and save money. I'm still wasting money on cabfares, what-the-f, weeling! We're so going to join others of last-min running in and not cabbing in. By the way, school a tad bitchy, they have adjusted the school clock twice this term. Omg, every mins counts!

Hehh! i shall say that you're extremely patient to continue reading even though i sound very boring. Nice one! okay, i'm off to do my stufffs. Tomor, i can wake up late(:

Happi-lee-weeling! Gp tutor said this today. And Fuqin is Bob Chua (cos i was talking about Bob the builder) How cute is this? hehh!

Jiamin+Weeling=<3



Went to meet Jiamin at suntec after school. Ashton for lunch! I love the fact that school ended early today for me! Blabbered our way through till early evening. I so-in love with the simple baby pink bag, I wanted jiamin to get to the seller and grab it for me, but you-know, there's no more babypink! Bloodyhell. Please let me see the bag elsewhere! please please please. Y'all know, i'm becoming like some cave-woman. I dont like! Next week shall be all the b'days celebrations, i cant wait to see my friends. By the way, i nearly lost my headset today. Damn lousy day! Thanks to my friends who went round the school to hunt for it for me when i already left the school.

On my way home from suntec, i took a bus and alight at shenton way, from Laupasat- i walked home. So many things that i discovered. There's actually so many restaurant, pubs, cafe, light-goodayye-lightsnacks and of cos mos burger at those hidden area. Is jst 2 streets away from hse, i'm really happy that i realised smth Big today. Happy((:

































Panic panic panic/ Omg! Crazyyyyyy. okay. time to bath and do my work. I dont wish to fall asleep after 5mins of work. buhhhbyeee.

Sisterhood



Really miss Jackie chan's cafe! Mama, bring me there now! Omg, i cant wait. Is damn awesome! You'll love it! I want to fly now! Miss almost everything. I miss the sofa, i miss the cafe, i miss literally everything. I want to go with my friends.











I love her bear very-de-very-de-muchhhx! The pink bear is 3/4 my size. I wrestling with the bear everyday! And i'll do with the "ding!dingg!ding!!!" so that i win! Oh-my-gosh! Okay, that's meanieee.




Pissed off(today)/

Bad day today.Complained to CT that i really hate that person who pissed me off. Hope the person just roll down the ramp tomor!!! But kegan make me happy with his words during sanc duty! Late for school today with nicholasyee+tzeyu! but ended up breakfast with tzeyu before heading sch! Gotta be early tmr. Essaysss, essayss, here i come! Gosh, been writing a lot for the past few days. Nuts!

Peace tomorow?

Cant wait for Harry's. No more prima-prima tower.

feeling so empty. heart-shape nutshell.

My facebook is freezing.

Blame Me Not!

Gamesco dinnner last saturday! I hearts gamesco! Awesome awesome!
Had dinner at swensens and chittychittybangbang at Coffeeclub!! Hearts them for being so lovely that night. Infact all along they're very sweet towards me. Dearest gamesco folks!

(daily rantings all the way downnnn)




They tried to hide. idk why.













Our very very inside joke. itchy itchy scratchy scratchy-scratch-your-buttt.























Bigg eyes that make you wowwww!







Trying to imitate me! Cos smth almost fall into my top. And is damn obscene.

















Coffeeclub. (like the ambience!)







































I'm not ready for peeeek!!!





Our signature pose! We heart to do this!!! our version of titanicc!










































Okay. i'm so going to type alot! Haha. So long since i last sat down infront of my laptop and type many many alphabets. By the way, my life has always been average. Jst as usual, wake up in the morning-trying to get to sch on time-attending lessons(with the exception that mum excuse me half day on wednesday since i was tired)-heading back home late. That's my so ordinary life. Well i know is boring!


And i would say, is annonying that school aint that great afterall. Some horrible person scolded some of us that day, so damn it. Ijst feel like slapping her and to tell her that she's jst acting only! Big deal.


Went to the library with leonard and ruiyong today(saturday)! V funny when ruiyong went forward to ask the person to shutup when she spoke extremely loud. Leonard was the first to reach lib, and when i walked him, he was complaining to me that the woman was noisy! I didnt care much at first, but when ruiyong came, her voice was so distinct/sharp/loud that u cannot stand at alll.


I feel out of place recently. I restrict myself from going out, and i really like staying at home to sleep, flip my notes once in awhile. The type of feeling is shiok! At times, i feeel so crazy that it seems as though i'm crawling out of the house to CCK. The journey to school was hardcore-feeling especially when you're guilty of the {not-yet}completion of your homewrk for tutorials.That sucks. I tell you, i cant wait for A level to be over! Now i see people all playing and going out, i really envy! But i keep telling myself after A level, i can have as much fun as others, jst that i have to bear with it in the mean time. I want to get into local uni. Omg- i'm so scared that NUS/NTU/SMU wouldnt even squeeze out one pathetic place for me. (whine,whine,whine- my buttt not very very big) Then it will really be game-over. madnesss, you seee.


On a lighter note, i'm drinking sunkist now! Make me so happy!


Ohyess, have jst joined twitter and i find it interesting. People, join! I was crapping with nicholasyee jst now, i think he's really my goodaye friend. Ask him play along with me, and in mins time he joined. Thanks for being such a good friend, most of the time waiting for me at Jurong east in the morning, especially when i dont-feel-like ggoing school feelings. Running to get into school gate with me almost everyday!

I miss my primary school friend. really! I miss meeting up with yonggeng and huihui, they all those whom u can rely on and tell them as much complaints/gossips as you can. I miss them a lot. Minyang and skiplim- they are those who give in to me, treated me like princess, so damn good friends. Peixian,Jiamin, Ann and felicia- they are those whom you can rely on, cry infront of them, heart-to-heart with them, gossip with them, hugg them real tight.

I would very much prefer to be innocent and worries-free type. I would want to go back to primary one, at that time i'm still a small lil girl, holding on to my partner's hand when all of us queueing up during morning assembly-when moving from place to place , at least you feel secure and know there's someone holding you tight even you fall. I would cry if i fall, cos it hurts but you will forget after the pain is gone.

Alright, shall say goodnight now~ Bye