哭过就好了，不是吗？

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Walking home, along boat quay, depressing mode on. Can't wait to head out soon! Riding on this stress-crazy-siaolang-emotional roller coaster!! I just need to rant...

Walking and posting at the same time! I always wanted to try the Indochine restaurant, the one along boat quay right next to Asian Civilisation. The setting and ambience looks romantic to me. Like a good place to catch up with friends. Just saying.. Ok next, tourists ask me to help them take a pic- they are not very friendly people :( just my luck. Then after I walk passed Timbre Art House, a couple in a fight, geez- the lady is shouting and crying at the same time. While the guy remains quite calm. Seems like she's all ready to jump :(

Sad to say, I'm walking towards Starbucks now!! Actually come to think of it, my life is not as miserable as the others, shouldn't whine too much!

Haha Ok bye! Till then when I'm random again.......

Secret Santa

I hope I have a secret Santa this Christmas. 1-2weeks ago, my sis told me about what gifts she and her friends exchanged last year, and then this week they had randomly assigned a person to whom they anonymously give the gift to. Go google Amazon's, I'm very impressed with their ideas and services (I'm too lazy to explain here)

I think is really sweet when you buy something for someone that suits him/her, most importantly something that comes in handy for the person. It does not have to be expensive stuffs. Is not about the amount of money, but more of the sincerity and thought that counts. So far, I have one gift exchange with the girls :D thinking of what I should buy?! Hehe...

On a side note- Great minds think alike, how true is this? Having doubts about it.

Goodnight! I'm sleepy now. Need to get up in 6hrs time!

In need of a beach vacation

1am in the morning. Miss Krabi, the beach, the sun, the food and everything there.

Let me have a sweet dream tonight please. Goodnight

Raindrops

Time: 8.30pm

Just stepped out of the library, my neck, back aching :( I'm freezing because is raining. I wish someone can hug me now, need some warmth!

Alone at the bus stop waiting for bus. I love the rain when I'm at home, or somewhere safe and cosy! Definitely not when I'm out.


~Reminiscing the good old days, my friend~

5days more to December!

The Christmas tree is so pretty. Managed to capture such a good shot at vivo with my handheld phone :D Can't wait to put my camera into good use when December comes.

Missed my bus, and initially early for school, guess I'll be slightly late now. Insufficient sleep because I forgot to do my assignment and started on it 12midnight. Took me 3 hrs to finish and then right after, I couldn't sleep. When I'm tired, all the more I can't get to sleep.

Anyway, i was browsing through my Facebook, my newsfeed. I hate it when people like to quote others'. Seriously,, it doesn't make you any better person by quoting others. Try quoting yours man! It annoys the hell out of me, perhaps is because is that specific person whom I really dislikes. The best thing I think he wants "likes" so on average per day, this person post at least 2-3times quotes! (ok, is at least) So much for wanting to delete such a bad ass person. But well, there's a reason why I don't delete him off my fb list

Alright, I shouldn't be that grumpy! Have a good monday everyone!
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Waiting in line

Waiting for my turn at the clinic, initially there were 20 people infront of me, right now there's 10 still. So there's a slight improvement I should say. I'm the kind of patient that is quite picky about my doctor. My current doctor, he's a very friendly man but he always charge me higher and higher despite the fact that I see him so frequently the past 1year. As compared to my family members, he charged me so much more! Then i will always joke about it and tell my mother to go with me the next time i visit him so that he will know my whole family only sees him when we are sick. But sadly, it doesn't work that way and infact he knows I'm their daughter lol. I'm paying so much for per visit and yet i have to wait in line for so long, close to 50 bucks for per consultation. Think he's really famous in this area. He's a really nice and quite caring doctor.

There was once that my mum brought me to another doctor, bitchy doctor! She's around 70yrs old but she looks really young, obviously she takes Botox every 6 months and I think she loves to receive praises that she's young! But well, the more someone wants to hear praises, all the more i will remain silent and not comment about! Haha..What I don't like about her is, she will scold her patients, oh yar my sis is one of the victim who get scolded by her frequently, oh well she's the only one that can treat my sis's nose! We paid for it but ended up getting scolded! Ridiculous right?!! Ain't doctor supposed to be caring and be angel like when we're at the most unwell state?

Alright, 3 more to go before it is my turn! Today is run errands day, after this I'm heading to ICA and then continue to chiong my exams.. I try 150 pages today!! Hopefully I can ;( sad life...

9 Days

I will not allow sarcasm to bring me down.

Have a Yakult!

Time Check: 1.30am (still wide awake, hoping to fall asleep sooner)

A little struggles deep inside me. But well I'm ok. Received a fb message from someone that sent me his regards. Shock of my life though, but is really sweet when friends decided to drop me text/fb messages or whatever after a few years. It brightens up my day a lot more. Perhaps I shall do that too once in awhile, a little surprise for my friends is good right?!

Mocha frappe almost everyday, sweetness overdose, adrenaline rush. I change studying location almost everyday for this week, no fixed place.

Alright shall end here, need to catch up on some sleep! 5hrs of sleep.. Actually I don't feel like heading to school tomorrow. It feels like a waste of time for this and next week! Going for the sake of attendance and copying! Don't know what am I doing man.. When December comes, after 1st, is going to be a nightmare!

Keep this going~

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Craving for Crawford's Bakchormee! I really love to Bcm, to the extent that I can eat it daily without feeling sick of it. This Bcm is from Chinatown, Ben bought it for me the other day. Not too bad!

Too tired to think of what to post here now, I'll be back... :)

Countdown begins (12 days)

Some hardcore studying today! Only 7hours of sitting down and reading, and i think is killing me :( 1st December please come sooner.

I'm someone who does not like competition at all. I don't like it when due to competition and it strains friendship. Sometimes I feel that all of us are in it for this. Though certain things are left unsaid but I can feel the pressure, and usually I will choose to avoid because i'm not in it for competition with my friends. I don't want us to be holding guns and shooting/killing each other. I'm extremely sensitive and observant to what's going on around me. I just don't like it.

I used to have a study buddy, but now all alone. This is year 3 for me, all alone by myself. But well, I don't believe I will not be able to make it through. Need to go on and on :)

Diet plan: On!

Fat is the word! I know I'm not obese, but each of us have certain expectation of ourself. For me, I want my thighs to be smaller and slimmer! To my horror, I have carrot/radish alike big thighs. I need to be slimmer. I know I'm not tall, my legs ain't model-like, slim and long! I'm asking for smaller thighs.. Desperately want my ideal figure.

To me, Skinny doesn't relate to perfect or good figure!! One has to be in proportion to their heights and assets Let's say, tall people who are skinny, but if let's say their boobs small and flat, that's not having good figure. Same goes to short people like me, it does not mean being petite means I have good figure.. I'm Feeling fat, expanding in the wrong direction! I know right that everyone have different perspectives on this. This is just my personal view and I need to work on it..

Way to go, to keep fit and staying healthy. No one is perfect. Need to work on my body! To gain at the right place, and lose also lose at the right place please :)

Everybody, stay healthy and keep fit!

Goodnight

Time check: 2.08am Sunday morning

Everyday at around 1ish-2ish in the morning, I tend to be exceptionally emotional. Usually I will sum up my long day, especially when my day is longer than others (around 5hours of sleep daily)Right now, mixed feelings. I need to sleep off these.....

P.S I wish I know you more

The Back

Been relatively unlucky the past few days. Did not sleep well and I woke up with very tight and uncomfortable neck on Saturday morning. My head could barely turn left/right. So that's like a add on to my existing backache. I don't know what to do with my back. I went for acupuncture yesterday, just hope it will be ok in another few days time. Giving the back another week, if it does not recover then probably have to go for x-ray. I have the tendency to sleep to my right, but now I can't because it hurts even when I just lie down to my right. So now I have to lie flat and face the ceiling :(

Need to get well soon so that I can go for a run soon. Just can't wait, so I have been taking very good care of my back these few days. Annoying much!

To the embassy

Woke up early in the morning for the renewal of both me & the sis passports. There were quite a lot of people at the embassy early this morning. Usually we get to collect the new passport in the afternoon, but today there were exceptionally a lot of people, so we are only able to collect it on Tuesday, which means we have to run errands again on Tuesday and then to ICA at lavender -.-

Anyway I bumped into a nice lady today who brightens up my day a lot more. As you know the requirement for a passport photo- your fringe cannot cover your eyebrows and they want to see your ears. So initially I had my hair tied up, but my mother said I look better with my hair untied, so I let down my hair and it was like a lion head, hell messy and ugly then. So I asked my sis if she has hair clip, she did not have any, at that moment the lady next to us pass me hairclip and she adds on if i need more than 1, i can take from her. I was shocked because to be honest after staying here for close to 15years , I don't usually encounter such kindness from a stranger.

Personally, I always feel the closeness between fellow Malaysians. Let's not relate to the accent, but in general they are more approachable. But of course, I do have a lot of really nice Singaporean friends :D

Heading to TCM in abit for my back. Back ache for a week, It hurts even when I cough or laugh :( Hopefully it will recover soon and I'll be able to go back to my routine run! Miss running..

Have a great day to whoever that happens to chance upon here! Bye

On the way to school

Love the fact that as I'm on my way to school, I am able to post a short paragraph here.

Exceptionally long week since Saturday despite Deepavali holidays! Usually I don't have class on Tuesday, so it feels like every other week to me. In fact longer week since i crashed so many classes to make up for the lectures i missed during the work week. Morning class today :) Love morning classes, it brighten up my day.

PS: I need to work harder than yesterday, and hopefully smarter when tomorrow comes :)

Mid week

Every week after Wednesday's class- Demoralised max, on a weekly basis :(

I miss one of my friend, but I don't think my friend miss me or at the very least remember me. People come and go, how true?!

Rainy day

Whenever it rains, I wish I was having high tea. Can't wait for December to come... What I had ystd afternoon when it rained, Hot chocolate.

Cravings

This is not exactly the one I have been craving for, is the one at Pan Pacific, if I can't find the similar ones which I had previously, considering to head down Pan Pac for that! I'm pretty ok with Danish as well, just hope lady luck is on my side! Hahah sudden cravings for puff pastry!

Gardens by the Bay

Being tourist day. Had a great day out!
I should be worried that my exams in exactly 19days -.- Unprepared!

Strangers to friends

My life been revolving around Ben, Ben & more of Ben! I do realise that, and I don't know if that's good or bad. I have been relying on him way too much, perhaps is not just me, but both of us.

I love meeting new people/friends in my daily life. Of course I only like to meet nice people, and don't hope for nasty ones. Sometimes, I find it amazing to meet people who hit it off well with me, someone whom I can rely on despite us only knowing each other for that few days, or rather it feels like you have known this person for the longest time.

I came across a few friends only recently, they make me feel like I have finally found them. I was all excited initially because there were so much in common between the both of us. I think the problem with me is that the excitement goes off quite easily. Let's say the other party does no effort in maintaining the friendship, at the end of the day I will just leave it hanging there and do not care. Sometimes I feel that maybe they are just friends who come and then will eventually go someday, is just a matter of as and when. I'm not facing with friendship-crisis or whatsoever, but just saying.

Just today, this person added me on Facebook, Someone whom I just met a few days ago. His looks does not match with his statement of "interested in men" so I was shocked and burst into laughters during lecture today. It was quite interesting.

2.30am, I need to sleep now. Goodnight. Till then...

Lights

Starting to love pretty lights, I guess is partly due to Ben's influence.

The sudden urge of posting here...

This is probably one of the best time that I can post whatever I feel like it since nobody will chance upon here. 2012 has been relatively good to me so far, some hiccups along the way but at least it is still manageable. Can you believe it, slightly less than a month to December and that's it for 2012. I don't know if I should be feeling glad that 2012 is coming to an end and be all excited for 2013?

I am quite excited for Christmas though. No plans for Christmas so far, but I really love to see Christmas lightings, gifts and arranging meet ups with friends. However, the irony is that
I wish i'll be out of town this Christmas because I prefer going overseas to staying in Singapore (as you know that few boring places for christmas in Singapore.

Updates:
I just finished working for an event at Pan Pacific. It was good to be able to meet new girls, a total of 19 ladies including me. Really glad that there were no major dispute among the 19 of us and in fact most of us hit off well. As you know when 19 girls coming together, there's bound to cause some frictions. Thankfully, it was not that bad. But inside me, I was struggling and I think my tolerance level had gone up (Shall not talk too much about that here)

I need to study. So many stuffs for me to catch up on. I need to make good use of my time.

Till then.....