好恨我自己，为什么会这样？

A leopard will never change its spots

This person "M" message me so randomly! So initially I thought it was really nice of that person to contact me after 3years! M claimed to be a changed person now. For me, I just find it weird when I received a call and messages from M. Afterall, been 3years since I last saw the person in school.

So M called again and said that I'm the third person he called, and I'm the first to pick up as of that day. I was just wondering, If there's a need to tell me that or something to be proud of by telling me something like that? I was being way too nice to answer the call in the first place. So it ends up as though I was desperate to pick up the damn call after seeing the name. M suggested to Meetup, but I'm afraid to even meet this person. Just feel uncomfortable and is going to be so awkward, I guess.

And people being judgemental again towards me. I have friends that I message all day long, be it male or female, they are the ones whom I hold dearly to. But I really dislike it when someone message you and make you feel that they may have ulterior motive.

Am I the unfriendly one? Or once bitten, twice shy?

<3

I think I'm a bit ridiculous because i usually post in the midnight and it will show the date to be the next day when i'm actually relating to the previous day.

Up to date, December has been good to me! My favourite month of the whole year! Love meet ups with my friends, love them so much. Just want to hug all of them and kiss them all Hehe! More and more girly style but I'm straight, definitely!

A big hole in my pocket now, damn broke kind but I'm very happy :D I still have many more meet ups with friends. My pay needs to come in soon, $$$ roll in!

Pics not in order.

Mixed feelings.
I'm tired. Just want to sleep now.

Sloppy

Ok dragging my feet to school. I can never understand girls who go to school with thick make up? I'm with a bow hairband, top, shorts and slippers, no make up now- there are times I felt so embarrassed why am I going to school like that?! Simply too lazy, and I don't see the need for me to dress up extremely well to lectures. I think girls want to impress guys, hitting on them. But I'm not going school to impress any. Ya, image right? I think my friends know me better than any stranger, is ok for others to judge. It doesn't matter much coming from strangers. Isn't it?

My ulcer is so horrible. Those underneath your tongue is definitely the worst. I'm going to survive on liquid food for the next few days :( ok, reaching school!

Have a good day.

Buddy!

Brighten up my Monday morning looking at this pic. (PS: unclear, thanks to phone camera! I need to put my camera into good use and pick up some skills)

My Saturday :(

This is damn hardcore, 3 lectures straight, from 8.30am-6.30pm! With Less than 4hrs of sleep, omg!! I'm at the 3 lecture now, waiting for the last lecture of the day to start :(

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Staring at it blankly for the past 15mins! Too much to write but I don't know where to start :(

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Goodnight! I sleep at near 2am or later every night, screw my bio clock. Bye

My Wednesday..

Usually I will set my alarms even on days that I do not have morning class. The alarm snooze from 8.30-10.30am today, and that's when I decided to get up at 10.30am. I think I slept more for the past 2 weeks! I'm the kind that feels perfectly normal and can still be very active and energetic to have 4-5hrs of sleep a day! (Sleep late and wake up early)

So I have set 6 alarms on my phone now, just in case I slept through again and that's it for my morning class.

Wednesday was quite good to me! Had lunch with Ben, then late afternoon class which ends up like a copying session again to me ;( Die!!!! Skipped the test with my friends, so I left during the break, that's the right decision! Because it was so lame that the lecturer told them to bring home and do the "Test" That sound more like an assignment to me. Went home for a jog, weather was good! Sad to say, I was all smiley during the whole run but none of the joggers smile to me! This country is a depressing place man, everyone is like a walking zombie. Black face, abit of angst I guess. I was in good mood today due to the good weather and thank goodness my back finally recovered after 1 month. So I met Ben for a little while on the way back. And home after.

Just another day but :D

Goodnight!

Young at heart

Look at the last pic! Hellokitty's skeleton. Haha, repost from Fb! Can't get enough of mouth-less kitty :>

The other 2 pics of the planners, nice! If I'm getting planner for 2013, I shall get something like that. I love the original Hellokitty in red ribbon! Really hate it when I see black kitty. The pic of Rila is my friend's friend, haha!

Btw, the sis purchased 2 mocha frappe, from Starbucks and free upsize given by the barista! Given her kiddish look, she always get something extra or free when she buy food/stuffs. That's an advantage of looking young!

Alright almost 3am, need to hit the sack. Night!

3rd December

A good kickstart for my December meet ups- with Olivia & Ana yesterday! It was a good one. Supposed to have dinner at Dempsey but it was pouring the whole afternoon and evening :( so it was quite a turn off for us! So we ended up Taka Ichiban and Paris Baguette for coffee! Of laughters the whole evening. Love them so much <3

I don't know is it because we are getting old and friends do not meet up that often, I must say I hate goodbyes! Nowadays I will get all excited, counting down to the days that I'm meeting my friends and then when it is time to say goodbye, I will feel very upset deep inside me. On the way home, silly me will be smiling to myself and browsing through the photos taken. But happy from within, that I have friends like them all :)

2am

Exams over and I'm so dead! Glad that is over, sad that $$$ fly. Anyway December is here. Scheduling more meet ups for pre-Christmas and catching up with some friends. I really love December <:

Need to start early revision for the final exams, cannot afford to fail! So much for me to catch up, committed to study damn hard from this week onward :<

Went to Sentosa on Sunday, supposed to be sun tanning and lounging around with Ben but it drizzles a little before we even hit the beach :( so we ended up heading there in the evening for a mini picnic ~.~ Well, despite the last minute change of plan, it ends up good. Windy-evening weather, just right for some picnic along the beach. Good time spent together with him <3

Random note~ By the way, I have this friend (anonymous A) A always make me feel that we have known each other for the longest time. Sometimes I do wonder if I know this person in my previous life or whatsoever. More than once that I felt this way, trying really hard to think if I know this friend beforehand. A very good friend whom you can rely on despite us not meeting up that often. It feels like this person knows me well, can read my mind without me saying anything.. I don't know how should I put it but you know both of you are of the same frequency. Wait, I think different characters but hit it off well. I think both of us can talk for hours if we have the time in the world for each other. (PS: Dear Santa, I hope to see A this December! Because this person is forever busy, I need some bitching session with this friend soon)

I have a lot more to say but geez is 2.30am now! Need to get up early for morning class. Ok bye goodnight!

Found this pic, I miss them all. I'm supposed to be the one organizing for the next picnic with my Jc clique.

哭过就好了，不是吗？

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Walking home, along boat quay, depressing mode on. Can't wait to head out soon! Riding on this stress-crazy-siaolang-emotional roller coaster!! I just need to rant...

Walking and posting at the same time! I always wanted to try the Indochine restaurant, the one along boat quay right next to Asian Civilisation. The setting and ambience looks romantic to me. Like a good place to catch up with friends. Just saying.. Ok next, tourists ask me to help them take a pic- they are not very friendly people :( just my luck. Then after I walk passed Timbre Art House, a couple in a fight, geez- the lady is shouting and crying at the same time. While the guy remains quite calm. Seems like she's all ready to jump :(

Sad to say, I'm walking towards Starbucks now!! Actually come to think of it, my life is not as miserable as the others, shouldn't whine too much!

Haha Ok bye! Till then when I'm random again.......

Secret Santa

I hope I have a secret Santa this Christmas. 1-2weeks ago, my sis told me about what gifts she and her friends exchanged last year, and then this week they had randomly assigned a person to whom they anonymously give the gift to. Go google Amazon's, I'm very impressed with their ideas and services (I'm too lazy to explain here)

I think is really sweet when you buy something for someone that suits him/her, most importantly something that comes in handy for the person. It does not have to be expensive stuffs. Is not about the amount of money, but more of the sincerity and thought that counts. So far, I have one gift exchange with the girls :D thinking of what I should buy?! Hehe...

On a side note- Great minds think alike, how true is this? Having doubts about it.

Goodnight! I'm sleepy now. Need to get up in 6hrs time!

In need of a beach vacation

1am in the morning. Miss Krabi, the beach, the sun, the food and everything there.

Let me have a sweet dream tonight please. Goodnight

Raindrops

Time: 8.30pm

Just stepped out of the library, my neck, back aching :( I'm freezing because is raining. I wish someone can hug me now, need some warmth!

Alone at the bus stop waiting for bus. I love the rain when I'm at home, or somewhere safe and cosy! Definitely not when I'm out.


~Reminiscing the good old days, my friend~

5days more to December!

The Christmas tree is so pretty. Managed to capture such a good shot at vivo with my handheld phone :D Can't wait to put my camera into good use when December comes.

Missed my bus, and initially early for school, guess I'll be slightly late now. Insufficient sleep because I forgot to do my assignment and started on it 12midnight. Took me 3 hrs to finish and then right after, I couldn't sleep. When I'm tired, all the more I can't get to sleep.

Anyway, i was browsing through my Facebook, my newsfeed. I hate it when people like to quote others'. Seriously,, it doesn't make you any better person by quoting others. Try quoting yours man! It annoys the hell out of me, perhaps is because is that specific person whom I really dislikes. The best thing I think he wants "likes" so on average per day, this person post at least 2-3times quotes! (ok, is at least) So much for wanting to delete such a bad ass person. But well, there's a reason why I don't delete him off my fb list

Alright, I shouldn't be that grumpy! Have a good monday everyone!
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Waiting in line

Waiting for my turn at the clinic, initially there were 20 people infront of me, right now there's 10 still. So there's a slight improvement I should say. I'm the kind of patient that is quite picky about my doctor. My current doctor, he's a very friendly man but he always charge me higher and higher despite the fact that I see him so frequently the past 1year. As compared to my family members, he charged me so much more! Then i will always joke about it and tell my mother to go with me the next time i visit him so that he will know my whole family only sees him when we are sick. But sadly, it doesn't work that way and infact he knows I'm their daughter lol. I'm paying so much for per visit and yet i have to wait in line for so long, close to 50 bucks for per consultation. Think he's really famous in this area. He's a really nice and quite caring doctor.

There was once that my mum brought me to another doctor, bitchy doctor! She's around 70yrs old but she looks really young, obviously she takes Botox every 6 months and I think she loves to receive praises that she's young! But well, the more someone wants to hear praises, all the more i will remain silent and not comment about! Haha..What I don't like about her is, she will scold her patients, oh yar my sis is one of the victim who get scolded by her frequently, oh well she's the only one that can treat my sis's nose! We paid for it but ended up getting scolded! Ridiculous right?!! Ain't doctor supposed to be caring and be angel like when we're at the most unwell state?

Alright, 3 more to go before it is my turn! Today is run errands day, after this I'm heading to ICA and then continue to chiong my exams.. I try 150 pages today!! Hopefully I can ;( sad life...