Dearest Mao, pls pray for me that tmr's paper aint going to be tough.



I'm so lost in china studies. Tmr is case study and i tell you, i'm not prepared at all. Please pray hard that tmr's paper aint going to be hard but soft. (Rolling eyes) Scared. Scared. Scared.

Bye/

VJC's midyear pushed back by 1week?

Great henry lee told me that his VJC's student have their mid yr next next week.Omg, how come so good? I want my midyear to be pushed back by a year. Fathope! You know, these few days i cannot sleep at all. I'mma so damn tired, but the moment i try closing my eyes, my heart beats extremely fast, fast till i couldnt breathe. And i will start thinking about all my subjects. I hate sleepless night. I'm v worried abt amost everything. How? How? How? This is driving me abit crazy. Pls pray hard that i dont do as badly as the prev common test, because i dont want all the drama-mama to start all over again. And my so many tuitions are jst freak you know. I really dont want to fail. Hokay, i'll stop being whinnny here! You've wasted maybe 1mins of your precious time reading my post. Have a great day, people!

I will go on and on and on......

Jst another day
My fringe way too long.


Dinner with xiwen at vivo. Food republic for the all time fav prawn noodle. Then Beans. I'mma be a Bean's member on my next visit.(: Saw Peixian and friends:D Been such a long time since i last met her. Scream sream to that girl! I miss her.

Crazy sales like everywhere. Please wait for me till my midyear ends. Xiwen reminded me that we did smth funny last yr during GSS sales. And the hardcore us, die die also wanto get the stupid OG card last yr, and we have gotta reach a stupid amount in order to have that card. And we die die spent on stuffs to get it. Ended up, each of us got that stupid card on that day. Though, we've got our names printed on the card, but the card is in our mum's wallet now. Haha. I think we're crazy.

Supposedly to have night study tonight, but then i think i should stay at home for nightstudy instead, or else I'll fall sick again/ Okay. Tmr i'll be out whole day, maybe last min overnight study outside.

Goodbye/

When my fav girl looks happy.





Okay! Olivia's pic was from Jaykay! I think olivia looks damn sweet and happy when she smile. I award her with the Best smile award.

Night studying last night with Fuqin @ B.Basah was awesome!! He enlightened me with alot of tips. Thanks for really cheering me up and telling me not to give up.

Ann lee was being v evil today! Her opening msg for me was funny to the max. She started off with "Greeting from the north, how may i ask have you been miss lee, any progress in....." Omg, if she's infront of me, i would smack her hard! Cos she's a lil eccentric. But still, i miss her! She knows it.

Tuition @ 7.30pm, CCK. Bye

Smile hard .

Primary school friend still the best!







Eyes cannot make it this few day~






going tuition now. Hate CCK! And night studying with fuqin later. bye!

& I miss malaysia mama. <3

Gosh! i'm so in luv with Gu Jun Pyo.

Boys over flower! Hearts.

Sincerity that counts



Yangyang is my fav!


Hello!

Recently lost my feel for blogging. Omg! I think i had been damn sway lately. I've wasted one week not studying. Die! Sick since Tuesday till now. Seen doc twice, why-am-i not okay now!! But i'm recovering v soon. I try to think why i had been so sick. And yes, I ate damn good durians 4 consecutive days when i'm back in m'sia. Durians are like free, that we ate like nobody's business. Awesome. My likes- durian season! And i had lotsa of good food, crabs, buffet, mama's handmade popiah! Each meal at least 5-6 dishes. 1 day more than 3 meals. Supper was bagus!! Haha. Damn good! That's why the moment i stepped into singapore, i fell sick! Extremely sick. My throat was in v bad condition, and i had to take in lotsa different medicine): it seems like i deserve it.

I think m'sia mama is good at planting, We've got lotsa papaya trees, chilli, brinjal, rambutan, mango, pumpkin trees. Both me and sis plucked chilli back to sing! Hehh. Had fun! Love my hometown alot. And love car-rides with cousins. Drove 2hrs to and fro to a place to have desserts and it turn out to taste like eeeew. M'sia sky is the best that i have seen so far. There's a lot of stars in the night. Is not only jst a few, is uncountable! Lovely. I tried counting it when i'm in the car, but i always lose count of it.

A lil weird smile


So cute right? Sheng~




Qin is cute! like what my sis says future super model


My face looks round ):












The past few days, had been thinking alot. And i think i'm not being the real me ever since i'm in Peejaycee. I dont know why but to think this way. I'm no longer as happy as i used to. I'm no longer that frank anymore. I'm like an angel in diguise, or rather a monster. When i went back m'sia, i learnt of one thing "sincerity". Sincerity is priceless. As long as you're sincere in your work, towards your family or to your friends, you'll realise that it is happiness. I'm contented with what i have now. And i love people around me for who they are.

I cried hard on my way back sing, knowing that life is hard in sing jst cant stop my tears. I jst cant wait to go back again.

There's so much thing that i wanted to tell a friend of mine. I jst cant seem to pluck up enough courage to talk to this person now but when the time is right, it will come at the right time that i tell this friend what's going through my mind now.

Lastly, is good to be back to where i grew up.

Hello.

Time flies. Had a great time eating non-stop while i was back in malaysia. Awesome. Didnt do any shoppings back there, instead i jst kept on eating non-stop like some hungry gorillla. Gorillla my friend duh! I got to know that poppy and poppka(both dogs) died. One commited suicided, like seriously accidentally tightened the chains himself. M'sia mama told me that she dragged the dead dog which is half my size to the backyard land to bury. Is damn sad!! Poppy is a guard hse dog(front door), and when i know about it. V shock. The other one poppka(back door) died too, but i dint ask abt it. Wo-de-ma-ma-ya! Sickening sad. Now the new dog is hush puppies. The new dog is well trained and when she barks like nobody's business, Me & sis would ask her to shutup! And yes, she just shutup! This dog is not powerful. If there is a burglary, i think the burglar could jst bribe this dog with bones.

When i'm back in sing, i'm not well. Went to see doc, and the doc is not in sing. Turned out to be a lady whom i dont really trust. Srsly. My back aching badly, and that i told her that i've v bad headache till i cannot stand. My headache can really kill me. She asked me to get panadol at home. I was damn pissed. If i'm well, i wouldnt have consulted her. She didnt tell me what went wrong with me. So ended up, i'm like taking in alot of own panadols instead of her prescriptions. I trust the doc whom i normally consult and not this replace-for-a-few-days doc. Fighting against virus in my body.

Left my spec in malaysia and i went to make one today, i think i'm turning blind soon. my degree is horrible. It jst go up and up, and i have to take the trouble to change my contact lens degree again. Troublesome.

Okay, some peeks when i'm okay. Need to sleep now.

Weeling's best friend. (Olivia Wong<3 )




Morning: 30mins late for meetup, my bad! Me+Olivia+Anna head to IMM for Mos. Our all time favv. I srsly dont mind squeezing alot of Mos burger into my mouth(: Library with Olivia then. Half the time, we were flipping on travel books and cooking books. I want to learn cooking after A level, tho i know i suck at it all the time. Would never forget my first time cracking the egg during sec 1/2 home-econs lesson, it landed on the ground instead of the bowl, i'm bad at aiming. Laugh hard!! Tuition at CCK at 5.3opm. Supposed to be math tuition after that, but i cancelled off since i'll reach town like 8plus 9. Ended up, i went to shop for kids clothings. Sis came to help me choose. I like them wearing Junior (y'all know the cow's logo?) I bought for the kidz, cos me gg back M'sia tmr. Cant wait. Bumped into mum and she bought alot of kidz stuff. Tmr food party. F-cant wait!



My hair in v bad condition now, i dont know why!

When i've got small eyes -.-



Wednesday- Library-tarts delivery for smalley eyes and beetch-home-tuition @ CCK
Thursday: Sch(thesis) -Meet sis for lunch- library- Steventan looked for me-Vivo aftermath dinner with the others

Bad feelings crawling. By the way i should cut my crap and go into my lalaland now. I'm so sleeepy. In hrs time, seeing Olivia, Anastasia and Howeyong! Hearts.


Ernest trying to????









Clarkequay- Tuesday! GR owe me 1 jug!!!



My fringe is soooooo=.=












Me&xiwen, where's our best friend? You know who you are?
Walao, where's our movie meetup? MIA.....



















okay that's all, night sleeep tight. time check: 1am.

I think this flower taken by Jaykay is awesome. i like this peek.



Been extremely busy lately, No life. hardcore thesis! Almost everyday and that sitting infront of the laptop for straight 5 or 6 hours can die. Realised that tuitions so many times a week makes me feel like vommitting. Next week will be scary for me! siao ding-dong eh!

Will upload a few photos preferably tmr. Need to sleep now. v tired. night. Need to get up in hrs to head to sch. My hates.

time check: 12.10am.

Morning sunshine! I jst woke up.
( jst realised that my this peek's mouth, looked like the gorilla, heh!)


I'm so awake now, was extremely tired recently, had no idea what went wrong. Skip lessons today, way too tired, cannot make it. Anyway i met a couple of peoples ystd. To school for maths and chem mass tutorials. On my way to sch, i saw Poh Huai Ching that idiot! Really asshole, msg me "eh", he thinks i'm soo clever to have guessed that he was behind me all along. lol. Funny!! then managed to see Chester and Shaosiong, okay, forever unfriendly to me! Aftermath to the library for thesis. Bumped into Howeyong at bugis! He's a joker who travelled v far away for his toilet. First time that i eat out myself, so weird. Yes, i'm so freaking loner! Yaaa-- I spend almost 3omins deciding where to be a loner, and i ended up in Hans alone for lunch. I met Jerry there, but i think he's blind, cos he didnt see me. Felicia was in the library searching for her books all the way, Howeyong joined us then. Coincidentally xiwen was in library. So all of us in the library, jst that at different corners. Homed to put laptop and clarkequay for dinner.

If there's no A level, i would have go to the cruise with xiwen and others next wed ): Mum told me to bear with it, and that end of year if she's not bringing me to korea or china, i would want to at the v least travel somewhere. Omg, can die in this red dot man. I want go taiwan again ):

Thesis: Oh-no!

Tuition teacher intro this to me MTT- mother-dan! Sounds bad. Jst today, i really panic-ed like mad, when i know it is my bad that i have not done my thesis, y'know i couldnt even start typing all the shit that would normally flow out from my brain in split sec. I msged CT that i really cannot produce something good, and the past few night i have been thinking of how to even write something that would impress the examiner. My heart is feeling heavy now, heavy like rocks. Pressure pressure! Meoow. Tomorow, i'm going to be in the reference section Bugis library level 7,8,9. Omg-can someone save me from this torture?

I think twitter is so cute.<3 My nails is pinkish red now, okay, v random and bored now.

And Great Henry Lee, my-tuition teacher said that this is new my boyfriend. He placed this jst 5cm infront of my eyes. hehhh. I laughed and wasnt sure of how to react to his impromptu showcase of my newbie boyfriend.



Lovelorn fool.

daily rantings at the bottom.(sry, i think my blog v lagg)
Nick's @ Harry's!!!

1june- Accompanied Nicyee to funan early evening, then Bucks to slack while waiting for the rest. Harry's @ Suntec then. Esplanade aftermath.







Faceless person!










Eh, assshole! (haha, joking)

































Keane woo, i miss you! hahaha.





















Split fringe=x





























Tan Howe Yong imitate my stupid primary sch ez-link card)): bad! hahaha







































Keane woo Keane woo keane woo! (((:






inside joke of this peek!!! I looked v unglam with the middle finger hahaha.



Felicia erh(:



























Finally, i have one proper peek with xiwen!

Split ways with the rest, me nic and keane went esplanade












Nicholas yee's birthday present! Love your present horrrrr. walao.

Okay! i'mma gg to type.

Overboard spending recently. Money flew off damn fast. I need to control as i feel bad. I think my mum finds it to the extreme how i squander off without carrying back any clothing or do any shopping. My bad! Aiya. fretting.

Okay, thesis writing is staring at me. And to tell you the truth that i had decided to rewrite everything which means that i have to start from scratch. The thing is that i'm give a few days to complete it. Die man! Omg. Btw next weekend, i'm going back malaysia, i cant wait. Madnessss. hahaha

The past few days, had been feeling blue. I'm so affected by small lil things. So near yet so far? I jst feel that i'm awkward, as though something is missing in my life. Feeling relatively sickening now.

Jst now on my way to CCK for tuition, i met JAYYEO, and he stalked me okay! Or rather i stalked him for 5mins. We talked and chatted for that precious 5mins, and he msged me to study hard. I replied him "jayyeo, i miss all the hse capts" And his reply was so-funny. I really miss jayyeo-the mickey mouse v badly. He said that he would pass me his photo if i really miss him badly, omg-pls pass me one! hahha..

Alright, i miss alot of people. and i'm gg to stop here. Weekend shall be??? time-check now: 1.16am. Time to hit the sack. byebye