Thankyou 2012, I'm moving on to 2013

I can't ask for more but thankful for the good times I had with families and friends. Those close to me. Thankful that Ben is always close to me :)

So much to say but leaving to my heart to deal with it.

Thankyou 2012.

Alone time

Sitting at Raffles city Starbucks 6.15pm, with Cafe Mocha. Just feel mentally drained, I feel so tired really. Just hope that this moment, anybody/somebody whom I know will pop by, right infront of me and talk to me, casual talk is fine. But apparently no one so far...

And these 2 Vietnamese beside me talking non stop and so loudly. I want some peace man!!

So I'm having this alone *me time, people watching now. This actually feels not too bad.. I'm back to studying mode already, thank goodness I woke up and perhaps in my dream someone did knock some sense into me yesterday night! I went to the library on Sunday and studied for near 5hrs straight! Amazing! So tonight when I get home, I will study more. I need to get a planner 2013, I shall go source out with the sis maybe tmr...need to plan my time well.

Played too hard for the past 2-3weeks, i guess that's the reason why I'm so drained. I'm in the the festive mood no more. Sian now!!!

PS: You mean something to me, really

Merry Christmas

Drink Drank Drunk. Not a very good one. Truths that come to light. I'm not very good at handling this kind of shit.

21.12.12

Throat hurts, headache, migraine.

I slept early last night because I don't feel well. But woke up to these. Think I need to take panadols, my best friend.

Heading to the library in awhile. I shall read VSA today, most hated mod. Alone for the whole day, need to do some soul searching. Die, cfirm into depressed mode later in the day. Sometimes I enjoy being alone, but on the other hand when no one contacts you 24hrs, you feel weird. How strange. So they say today is going to be the end of the world, I think if it happens, is going to be sad for me since I'll be alone today. So from yesterday, Thurs-Sat I will not be meeting Ben, since he have his activities.

I received a very touching message from a friend yesterday! We were really close friends in JC, but not so in the recent years (last year-now) After I read his message, I was shocked and on the verge of tearing. I hope to see him soon, we need to talk. I know he needs friends to be there for him at this point of time and I know I want to be there to hear him out. I shall arrange for a meet up with him soon. Please stay safe and be happy my friend.

Let's go Friday, let everything goes into my head please.

Today is an excuse for us to say whatever we want- if we survived through today, we may not have the opportunity to say anything we want. Haha! Everyone, go confess or whatever you want!

PS: Everybody stay safe and Dear world, please don't end today, I promise I'll be good.

Cute

So cuteeeee! I love it when I receive sweet and cute stuffs. Received my card from Huihui<3 Thankyou! I have decided to stop mailing cards to my friend, so lazy! But I must say Huihui is my sweetest friend, she put in efforts into mailing greeting cards to us yearly. This year I received 2 cards by postage from her. I'm the lucky one to have a friend like her. The joy of receiving handwritten card+ our pic= Double Happiness! Thanks Babe.

Took a pic of the soft toy at taka! She's so cute. Couldn't resist!

Keep me sane, please.

This sudden sadness creeps in. I hate it when I'm sad. I can't sleep, did not sleep well last night. Is going to be miserable day today. I need to meet my friends, do some shoppings to kick this sadness off. I know I'm lying, lying to myself. This is getting me nowhere. When I'm sad, I spend. Especially dresses, I will be back with many dresses. Is not just 1 or 2. Strangely, I usually comes back with many dresses during :( days. I don't know why. And yes, when the bills come, congratulation to me!

Please keep me sane. I need to think straight and right and not like 1+1=3. Geez, if the world is coming to an end, all the more I shouldn't be feeling depressed.

Old Habits Die hard

I have this bad habit of coming home to stone for an hour or so before I finally decide to shower. I just don't feel like moving when I'm using the phone to post here, check on twitter, instagram etc..

Hopefully I'll get a good night sleep tonight! 累.

Photo taken on Sunday, another random pic :)

Hey

Hi

Back home on an early Monday evening. I need to hit the sack early tonight, lack of sleep for the past few days, on average 4 hours a day. But well, I'm sure I will sleep at 2-3am again later on, thanks to this body clock of mine. I'm actually not that busy, but I wonder what did I do for the 20 hours daily. Wasting my time and life away, Why am I so screwed?

Yet to start on my present hunting, need to buy 2-3 presents for gift exchange. Can't decide what to buy. I want to buy something that will be of good use to the person who receives it, something that he/she will use, so is really tough for me to decide what to buy since I don't even know who I am buying for. Just need to try my luck I guess....Am still loving this Christmasy mood! Actually can't wait for the gift exchange with my primary school friends, a bunch of fun people! 

Ps: Mind over Heart- or- Heart over Mind?

:)))))))

After a few hours of studying, sitting at a cafe having tea. Life's good like this. Thank you December, for once I felt that actually I'm so blessed. Though I'm not rich $$$$, very broke now (acc left with a few bucks perhaps? Hahaha) at this moment I feel that I'm the richest girl in the world because happy from within. I'm contented with what I have. I'm happy :D This is what I have been asking for all this while, I hope I will continue to be happy in the many days and years to come. Of course all my friends to be very very happy.

Yours sincerely,
Happygirl1991dotcom! (hahaha)

Angry

My blood is boiling, reaching its maximum point soon.

Sweetness overdose

Ben said to me that day " Sorry I kissed alway your lipsticks (lips)"
Me "I didn't put on lipsticks today :( " what are you talking about? Hahaha

And both of us burst into laughters...

好恨我自己，为什么会这样？

A leopard will never change its spots

This person "M" message me so randomly! So initially I thought it was really nice of that person to contact me after 3years! M claimed to be a changed person now. For me, I just find it weird when I received a call and messages from M. Afterall, been 3years since I last saw the person in school.

So M called again and said that I'm the third person he called, and I'm the first to pick up as of that day. I was just wondering, If there's a need to tell me that or something to be proud of by telling me something like that? I was being way too nice to answer the call in the first place. So it ends up as though I was desperate to pick up the damn call after seeing the name. M suggested to Meetup, but I'm afraid to even meet this person. Just feel uncomfortable and is going to be so awkward, I guess.

And people being judgemental again towards me. I have friends that I message all day long, be it male or female, they are the ones whom I hold dearly to. But I really dislike it when someone message you and make you feel that they may have ulterior motive.

Am I the unfriendly one? Or once bitten, twice shy?

<3

I think I'm a bit ridiculous because i usually post in the midnight and it will show the date to be the next day when i'm actually relating to the previous day.

Up to date, December has been good to me! My favourite month of the whole year! Love meet ups with my friends, love them so much. Just want to hug all of them and kiss them all Hehe! More and more girly style but I'm straight, definitely!

A big hole in my pocket now, damn broke kind but I'm very happy :D I still have many more meet ups with friends. My pay needs to come in soon, $$$ roll in!

Pics not in order.

Mixed feelings.
I'm tired. Just want to sleep now.

Sloppy

Ok dragging my feet to school. I can never understand girls who go to school with thick make up? I'm with a bow hairband, top, shorts and slippers, no make up now- there are times I felt so embarrassed why am I going to school like that?! Simply too lazy, and I don't see the need for me to dress up extremely well to lectures. I think girls want to impress guys, hitting on them. But I'm not going school to impress any. Ya, image right? I think my friends know me better than any stranger, is ok for others to judge. It doesn't matter much coming from strangers. Isn't it?

My ulcer is so horrible. Those underneath your tongue is definitely the worst. I'm going to survive on liquid food for the next few days :( ok, reaching school!

Have a good day.

Buddy!

Brighten up my Monday morning looking at this pic. (PS: unclear, thanks to phone camera! I need to put my camera into good use and pick up some skills)

My Saturday :(

This is damn hardcore, 3 lectures straight, from 8.30am-6.30pm! With Less than 4hrs of sleep, omg!! I'm at the 3 lecture now, waiting for the last lecture of the day to start :(

Blank

Staring at it blankly for the past 15mins! Too much to write but I don't know where to start :(

O
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Goodnight! I sleep at near 2am or later every night, screw my bio clock. Bye

My Wednesday..

Usually I will set my alarms even on days that I do not have morning class. The alarm snooze from 8.30-10.30am today, and that's when I decided to get up at 10.30am. I think I slept more for the past 2 weeks! I'm the kind that feels perfectly normal and can still be very active and energetic to have 4-5hrs of sleep a day! (Sleep late and wake up early)

So I have set 6 alarms on my phone now, just in case I slept through again and that's it for my morning class.

Wednesday was quite good to me! Had lunch with Ben, then late afternoon class which ends up like a copying session again to me ;( Die!!!! Skipped the test with my friends, so I left during the break, that's the right decision! Because it was so lame that the lecturer told them to bring home and do the "Test" That sound more like an assignment to me. Went home for a jog, weather was good! Sad to say, I was all smiley during the whole run but none of the joggers smile to me! This country is a depressing place man, everyone is like a walking zombie. Black face, abit of angst I guess. I was in good mood today due to the good weather and thank goodness my back finally recovered after 1 month. So I met Ben for a little while on the way back. And home after.

Just another day but :D

Goodnight!

Young at heart

Look at the last pic! Hellokitty's skeleton. Haha, repost from Fb! Can't get enough of mouth-less kitty :>

The other 2 pics of the planners, nice! If I'm getting planner for 2013, I shall get something like that. I love the original Hellokitty in red ribbon! Really hate it when I see black kitty. The pic of Rila is my friend's friend, haha!

Btw, the sis purchased 2 mocha frappe, from Starbucks and free upsize given by the barista! Given her kiddish look, she always get something extra or free when she buy food/stuffs. That's an advantage of looking young!

Alright almost 3am, need to hit the sack. Night!

3rd December

A good kickstart for my December meet ups- with Olivia & Ana yesterday! It was a good one. Supposed to have dinner at Dempsey but it was pouring the whole afternoon and evening :( so it was quite a turn off for us! So we ended up Taka Ichiban and Paris Baguette for coffee! Of laughters the whole evening. Love them so much <3

I don't know is it because we are getting old and friends do not meet up that often, I must say I hate goodbyes! Nowadays I will get all excited, counting down to the days that I'm meeting my friends and then when it is time to say goodbye, I will feel very upset deep inside me. On the way home, silly me will be smiling to myself and browsing through the photos taken. But happy from within, that I have friends like them all :)

2am

Exams over and I'm so dead! Glad that is over, sad that $$$ fly. Anyway December is here. Scheduling more meet ups for pre-Christmas and catching up with some friends. I really love December <:

Need to start early revision for the final exams, cannot afford to fail! So much for me to catch up, committed to study damn hard from this week onward :<

Went to Sentosa on Sunday, supposed to be sun tanning and lounging around with Ben but it drizzles a little before we even hit the beach :( so we ended up heading there in the evening for a mini picnic ~.~ Well, despite the last minute change of plan, it ends up good. Windy-evening weather, just right for some picnic along the beach. Good time spent together with him <3

Random note~ By the way, I have this friend (anonymous A) A always make me feel that we have known each other for the longest time. Sometimes I do wonder if I know this person in my previous life or whatsoever. More than once that I felt this way, trying really hard to think if I know this friend beforehand. A very good friend whom you can rely on despite us not meeting up that often. It feels like this person knows me well, can read my mind without me saying anything.. I don't know how should I put it but you know both of you are of the same frequency. Wait, I think different characters but hit it off well. I think both of us can talk for hours if we have the time in the world for each other. (PS: Dear Santa, I hope to see A this December! Because this person is forever busy, I need some bitching session with this friend soon)

I have a lot more to say but geez is 2.30am now! Need to get up early for morning class. Ok bye goodnight!

Found this pic, I miss them all. I'm supposed to be the one organizing for the next picnic with my Jc clique.