9 Days

I will not allow sarcasm to bring me down.

Have a Yakult!

Time Check: 1.30am (still wide awake, hoping to fall asleep sooner)

A little struggles deep inside me. But well I'm ok. Received a fb message from someone that sent me his regards. Shock of my life though, but is really sweet when friends decided to drop me text/fb messages or whatever after a few years. It brightens up my day a lot more. Perhaps I shall do that too once in awhile, a little surprise for my friends is good right?!

Mocha frappe almost everyday, sweetness overdose, adrenaline rush. I change studying location almost everyday for this week, no fixed place.

Alright shall end here, need to catch up on some sleep! 5hrs of sleep.. Actually I don't feel like heading to school tomorrow. It feels like a waste of time for this and next week! Going for the sake of attendance and copying! Don't know what am I doing man.. When December comes, after 1st, is going to be a nightmare!

Keep this going~

:O

Craving for Crawford's Bakchormee! I really love to Bcm, to the extent that I can eat it daily without feeling sick of it. This Bcm is from Chinatown, Ben bought it for me the other day. Not too bad!

Too tired to think of what to post here now, I'll be back... :)

Countdown begins (12 days)

Some hardcore studying today! Only 7hours of sitting down and reading, and i think is killing me :( 1st December please come sooner.

I'm someone who does not like competition at all. I don't like it when due to competition and it strains friendship. Sometimes I feel that all of us are in it for this. Though certain things are left unsaid but I can feel the pressure, and usually I will choose to avoid because i'm not in it for competition with my friends. I don't want us to be holding guns and shooting/killing each other. I'm extremely sensitive and observant to what's going on around me. I just don't like it.

I used to have a study buddy, but now all alone. This is year 3 for me, all alone by myself. But well, I don't believe I will not be able to make it through. Need to go on and on :)

Diet plan: On!

Fat is the word! I know I'm not obese, but each of us have certain expectation of ourself. For me, I want my thighs to be smaller and slimmer! To my horror, I have carrot/radish alike big thighs. I need to be slimmer. I know I'm not tall, my legs ain't model-like, slim and long! I'm asking for smaller thighs.. Desperately want my ideal figure.

To me, Skinny doesn't relate to perfect or good figure!! One has to be in proportion to their heights and assets Let's say, tall people who are skinny, but if let's say their boobs small and flat, that's not having good figure. Same goes to short people like me, it does not mean being petite means I have good figure.. I'm Feeling fat, expanding in the wrong direction! I know right that everyone have different perspectives on this. This is just my personal view and I need to work on it..

Way to go, to keep fit and staying healthy. No one is perfect. Need to work on my body! To gain at the right place, and lose also lose at the right place please :)

Everybody, stay healthy and keep fit!

Goodnight

Time check: 2.08am Sunday morning

Everyday at around 1ish-2ish in the morning, I tend to be exceptionally emotional. Usually I will sum up my long day, especially when my day is longer than others (around 5hours of sleep daily)Right now, mixed feelings. I need to sleep off these.....

P.S I wish I know you more

The Back

Been relatively unlucky the past few days. Did not sleep well and I woke up with very tight and uncomfortable neck on Saturday morning. My head could barely turn left/right. So that's like a add on to my existing backache. I don't know what to do with my back. I went for acupuncture yesterday, just hope it will be ok in another few days time. Giving the back another week, if it does not recover then probably have to go for x-ray. I have the tendency to sleep to my right, but now I can't because it hurts even when I just lie down to my right. So now I have to lie flat and face the ceiling :(

Need to get well soon so that I can go for a run soon. Just can't wait, so I have been taking very good care of my back these few days. Annoying much!

To the embassy

Woke up early in the morning for the renewal of both me & the sis passports. There were quite a lot of people at the embassy early this morning. Usually we get to collect the new passport in the afternoon, but today there were exceptionally a lot of people, so we are only able to collect it on Tuesday, which means we have to run errands again on Tuesday and then to ICA at lavender -.-

Anyway I bumped into a nice lady today who brightens up my day a lot more. As you know the requirement for a passport photo- your fringe cannot cover your eyebrows and they want to see your ears. So initially I had my hair tied up, but my mother said I look better with my hair untied, so I let down my hair and it was like a lion head, hell messy and ugly then. So I asked my sis if she has hair clip, she did not have any, at that moment the lady next to us pass me hairclip and she adds on if i need more than 1, i can take from her. I was shocked because to be honest after staying here for close to 15years , I don't usually encounter such kindness from a stranger.

Personally, I always feel the closeness between fellow Malaysians. Let's not relate to the accent, but in general they are more approachable. But of course, I do have a lot of really nice Singaporean friends :D

Heading to TCM in abit for my back. Back ache for a week, It hurts even when I cough or laugh :( Hopefully it will recover soon and I'll be able to go back to my routine run! Miss running..

Have a great day to whoever that happens to chance upon here! Bye

On the way to school

Love the fact that as I'm on my way to school, I am able to post a short paragraph here.

Exceptionally long week since Saturday despite Deepavali holidays! Usually I don't have class on Tuesday, so it feels like every other week to me. In fact longer week since i crashed so many classes to make up for the lectures i missed during the work week. Morning class today :) Love morning classes, it brighten up my day.

PS: I need to work harder than yesterday, and hopefully smarter when tomorrow comes :)

Mid week

Every week after Wednesday's class- Demoralised max, on a weekly basis :(

I miss one of my friend, but I don't think my friend miss me or at the very least remember me. People come and go, how true?!

Rainy day

Whenever it rains, I wish I was having high tea. Can't wait for December to come... What I had ystd afternoon when it rained, Hot chocolate.

Cravings

This is not exactly the one I have been craving for, is the one at Pan Pacific, if I can't find the similar ones which I had previously, considering to head down Pan Pac for that! I'm pretty ok with Danish as well, just hope lady luck is on my side! Hahah sudden cravings for puff pastry!

Gardens by the Bay

Being tourist day. Had a great day out!
I should be worried that my exams in exactly 19days -.- Unprepared!

Strangers to friends

My life been revolving around Ben, Ben & more of Ben! I do realise that, and I don't know if that's good or bad. I have been relying on him way too much, perhaps is not just me, but both of us.

I love meeting new people/friends in my daily life. Of course I only like to meet nice people, and don't hope for nasty ones. Sometimes, I find it amazing to meet people who hit it off well with me, someone whom I can rely on despite us only knowing each other for that few days, or rather it feels like you have known this person for the longest time.

I came across a few friends only recently, they make me feel like I have finally found them. I was all excited initially because there were so much in common between the both of us. I think the problem with me is that the excitement goes off quite easily. Let's say the other party does no effort in maintaining the friendship, at the end of the day I will just leave it hanging there and do not care. Sometimes I feel that maybe they are just friends who come and then will eventually go someday, is just a matter of as and when. I'm not facing with friendship-crisis or whatsoever, but just saying.

Just today, this person added me on Facebook, Someone whom I just met a few days ago. His looks does not match with his statement of "interested in men" so I was shocked and burst into laughters during lecture today. It was quite interesting.

2.30am, I need to sleep now. Goodnight. Till then...

Lights

Starting to love pretty lights, I guess is partly due to Ben's influence.

The sudden urge of posting here...

This is probably one of the best time that I can post whatever I feel like it since nobody will chance upon here. 2012 has been relatively good to me so far, some hiccups along the way but at least it is still manageable. Can you believe it, slightly less than a month to December and that's it for 2012. I don't know if I should be feeling glad that 2012 is coming to an end and be all excited for 2013?

I am quite excited for Christmas though. No plans for Christmas so far, but I really love to see Christmas lightings, gifts and arranging meet ups with friends. However, the irony is that
I wish i'll be out of town this Christmas because I prefer going overseas to staying in Singapore (as you know that few boring places for christmas in Singapore.

Updates:
I just finished working for an event at Pan Pacific. It was good to be able to meet new girls, a total of 19 ladies including me. Really glad that there were no major dispute among the 19 of us and in fact most of us hit off well. As you know when 19 girls coming together, there's bound to cause some frictions. Thankfully, it was not that bad. But inside me, I was struggling and I think my tolerance level had gone up (Shall not talk too much about that here)

I need to study. So many stuffs for me to catch up on. I need to make good use of my time.

Till then.....

So dead

Such a dead site.

Exams over, way too free.

Slacking and rotting my life away.

Kick start the year end shopping, go girls!! Need to buy gifts for gift exchange, I'm heading town tomorrow to buy gifts and clothes :D

Hope the last 2 weeks of the year gotta be good.

21th Dec- Dinner with primary school peeps

22th or 23th Dec- Maybe dinner w class girls

24th Dec- Dinner with sec sch friends

25th Dec- Benjum

26th Dec- Cousin's wedding dinner

27th Dec- Saythuan's hse for belated christmas gathering

28th Dec: Lecture -.-

Grossly fat face.

Such a pain in the arse

I'm angry. Is driving me crazy. Damn it, just my luck. Pissed.

To accomplish today:

#finish up Corporate finance assignment

#Redo macro tutorial