Puffy Fluffy Clouds \m/

Is going to be a good day :D

On the train, on my way to school (en ruote to ngee ann poly actually) and I saw this. Blue sky, Puffy clouds. I love good weather, good day like this.

Missing all my friends, I smiled to myself thinking of them all.

Both me and Huimin, look like poly students, I think we can blend in with them there. We are crashing ngee ann's library :D Age is catching up fast, live life to the fullest, you can't buy your youth dude! Haha so now we're trying to live like them.. When I was 18years old, I had hell loads of fun in JC, those were the good old days... Till then! Need to study now. Bye...

I wish....

I score 100marks in exams yo!
(Unrealistic though)

I've got to hang on, keep going even if I'm alone fighting this.

11.30pm, I'm heading home for dinner soon. Am having cafe mocha at Starbucks now. Something that warms my heart<3 Had a little too much of coffee and tea today. The irony: damn sleepy now yo! I looked extremely pale today, don't know why- so I was worried I will faint, I forced myself to drink sweet drinks the whole day, just in case I faint and to tahan till night)

(I have this "yo" slang recently, like I will just add this yo at this end of all my sentences! Damn it, I need to stop yo-ing!) crazy.... I know I'm irritating! Hahaha.. Bye

(I wish)

Every girl's dream.

I'm so in love with him, Robert Downey!
Every girl's dream guy. So hot!

I want to watch ironman! I shall watch it after my 3rd paper. For Tony Stark :D

Sunday

Study session with the guys earlier on in school. They are a group of jokers :D 6pm and I'm on my way home now.

Nothing to look forward to, since no more social networking apps that's available on my phone that I can turn to. my phone can literally go missing and I can't care much now. Ben is away, and I bet he went to a ulu place to paint the school. I didn't hear from him for 2days already. I can't contact him either..Mute certain whatsapps group because is just so annoying when there's more than 20ppl in the group-.-

Now I read my past messages, past posts , look at my pics that's in the phone when I need a break :D usually more of my bedtime story! I fell asleep even with the phone right smack into my face & in the dark! (Lying down, facing the ceiling with the phone high up, can picture that?)

Going home to catch a bit of the star awards before I continue studying!

After exams: sun tanning, job searching at some pretty cosy cafe, chill out with friends, learn how to ride bicycle, Picnic at Botanical Garden, run 10km in freaking 1hr, go back to Malaysia, lose 3kg, put my camera in to good use (manual mode), and the list goes on..... so many things in my want-to-do-list.. Hahaha!

Back to reality: study now!

Insane again!

Deleted my twitter/Instagram/Facebook apps on my phone! Great. For the next few weeks, I will be here. Is good when I don't think many people know of this space. I'm even thinking of changing my URL, so that no one knows.

I have so many secrets, and only I know about it. sometimes is better to trust no one but myself. The irony is, when you feel so miserable you have only yourself to talk to :( When you need someone to talk to, and specifically that few or that one person, they are not there. Sometimes I think talking is cheap. Bullshit (Just like I talk so much now)

Even Ben is away :( seriously why must it be this timing?

When history repeats and you feel...
Mend my broken heart please.

I will try again tomorrow.

Immunisation, I'm so lost in your world. Seriously! I hope I am able to immunise you during the exams, please be kind to me.

Weird dreams, for instance last night I dreamt of a lot of IM questions. Let me dream of the exams questions, i don't mind. Getting a little stress, actually very :(

Crisis. I hope for a better tomorrow when I wake up later on. Time check: 12.05am! I shall sleep early tonight.

Here's a pic of us: taken at SMU ystd, crash her school to study. I have 2 friends that asked me am I the one on the left or the right?!! 2 friends said to me this pic is scary, really? We look different, I feel.

Goodnight!

New found library friend*

"Do not judge by appearances; a rich heart may be under a poor coat."

Recently, I bump into this old man almost every single day, he will greet me with a smile and say"How are you?" and my reply will be "I'm fine :D" As the saying goes; Never judge a book by its cover. I'm quite ashamed of myself actually. I have seen this old man quite a few times at the library. My impression of him is dirty old man, he always wear a yellowish white shirt with his tattered and torn pants, he carries a few big plastic bags with him most of the time. Now that I'm a regular at the library so he recognises me, and thus make friendly gesture- smiling or waving to me whenever I reach/leave the library. I must say, reporting to the same place almost everyday makes me realise that there are a lot of weird people out there. Back to the old man- overheard the librarian addressing him as Mr Pang. Initially, I thought maybe he's mentally unsound because of the way he look at me each time i walk pass him (my bad)

A few days ago, was on my way to the library- just like any other day, I bumped into him on my way and he said "How are you?" I was shocked and didn't know how to react- I told him "I'm fine :D Thankyou" he brightens up my afternoon. I felt so ashamed of myself at that moment. I shouldn't judge and infact he was being friendly all these while by giving me the awkward stare which I thought he was mad...

He may be poor, may be old, may be homeless, but he is definitely someone rich in his heart, a very friendly old man. No man can tell whether he is rich or poor by turning into his ledger. It is the heart that makes a man rich. He is according to what he is, and not according to what he has. Don't judge, because everybody have their own story. Need to keep this in mind, to be a better person :D

So yes my sister laughed at me saying that this old man is my new library friend. Lol -.-

Yet to meet new library friend and my school term coming to an end soon. So that's why I think is quite amazing that I met Benson yo!

Last last week..

Thanks guys!

Is quite sad that our clique now left with the few of us ;(

I give up on uploading of photos on fb now! 23 May, I will spam upload on fb my birthday pics yo!

Half dead

Need someone to teach me investment management! I felt so bad that I have been pestering a few of my friends asking them how to do when they have their exams too. I'm so blur, so dumb- can try a question for hours or even studying the answer and I still cannot get it ;( Sian!

Enough said. Time to sleep and wake up on time in hours time..

真的累，我要睡觉。

Silent killer

12.40am. Say nothing more. Just want to sleep. Don't talk to me later in the day. Alarm set 7.30am. Give me a good 12-14hours.

Talk to me in my dream. Goodnight!
Am a problematic kid, when I don't feel like talking tmr..

PS: I have a thing for roof top- bar/chillout place. Came across this today! After exams, i will be there :D Flashback memories. Is not the goodbyes that hurt, it's the flashbacks that follow.

My favourite friends

Always there for me. If you're friend with Huihui, you're probably one of the luckiest person, because she's way too sweet and caring to her friends. Glad that i'm one of the luckier ones to know her since 7years old :D Yonggeng texted me that day wishing me happy birthday and the content of his message is the bomb man! Shall not disclose here but Thankyou bro man! I hope Jowe is not that stress and be a happy SMU student. Haha...Eleanor is in Maldives- that night I dreamt that I flew there to look for her to eat Ham! Yes, HAM?! I laughed so hard to myself when I woke up. Though I don't get to go Maldives but in my dream the place is so pretty. Hopefully I get to Maldives in this lifetime! Expensive place, but something I wouldn't want to miss out. Till then...

My birthday week- we went Rochester for Rotisserie. Their food is good :)

Yet to upload pics.. All the pics here are all uploaded from my hand held phone :D

The last pic- Eleanor :) She looks so happy there!

Re-read some of my blogposts while searching for pics. That's how much I have changed...

Oh man... So much to say! Lengthy post later!

16 days, die :(

Think now must delete fb, delete twitter, delete Instagram, tempted to delete whatsapps but can't -.- delete all the apps on my phone. Maybe I should ~.~

Heavy downpour

Decided to attend morning class in a few hours time. Hopefully it be good.

Drenched at around noon. thanks to the downpour! This is the 2nd time that both me&sis were drenched at the same area. I guess I'm just unlucky. Usually, it only starts pouring when we are around that area, a place where there's no shelter. Soaking wet even before we reached the library ~.~

I'm too sleepy now... Goodnight!

Depressed. Hungry. Tired. Done

2ish in the morning and yes I'm here posting again. Is a daily affairs now other than studying in the day, eating and sleeping. Talking about dinner, yet to eat my dinner. Lost my appetite earlier on, I'm hungry now but too lazy to eat.

Bkk confirmed! First week of June. Can't wait to get out of Singapore. In need of a getaway right now. Sad to say, just have to wait.

I will upload my April photos on fb the next few days! Procrastinating again -.-

Feeling depressed! Everyday- 9pm is the worst time of my day, I feel so drained, tired, sad. I think a lot at this specific timing, i can get all emotional and just cry if i'm alone. No one to talk to. Is a routine. Mood swing bitch. Tomorrow I will be ok.

Goodnight, I'm turning in now.

My GGG!

Thank you guys! We became close after Games co! I thank Orientation for bringing us together. We are the mighty mighty Games co!

See you all soon!

Distance means so little when someone means so much.

Thankyou for always being there. Always so supportive of me. Always nagging at me to study, study and study. I know you mean well. Thank you! You don't say, but I know.

Happy Birthday (Belated)

Run

Waking up in 6hrs time for a good run (I hope so) I need to run....

This is so true for me. I think a lot whenever I run. A million feelings, a thousand thoughts,a hundreds memories. I just need to run later when I'm up.

Goodnight world.

My sunshine

With my babe on 11April @Chijmes

Jiayou babe<3 Thanks for sharing so much and opening up to me. Felt that we are even closer now! Love you Olivia! Thanks for being such a good friend of mine.

Is a nice feeling hanging out with happy people. She's one cheerful and optimistic babe.

The food is damn nice!! My 4th time at Sun with moon. Worth the money, really!

15 years of Friendship and still counting...

Dinner at Covelli with Jiamin&Peixian on 10April. Thank you for the treat <3 and the Meetup. They are the ones whom I can rely on, I'm glad I know them.

Affordable Italian restaurant. The food not too bad.

Some of me and the sis's random pics.

Goodnight everyone!

Sharing these...

#1
Bumped into Jason on the bus and we started on the conversation about this particular UK prof.

Me: Eric Dyke*, your lecturer?
Jason: Huh?
Me: Eric Dyke, don't you know him?
Jason: ?!!
Me: not died* but Dyke! You get me?
Jason: Ohhhh... I heard as died*

What's with my pronunciation these days?!


#2
Went Harvery Norman buy stuffs, and this lady told me, so you want brand A, brand B or brand C. So I asked her so can you tell me the difference other than the price and make a recommendation which one I should purchase. She replied "They are different in their names" i was thinking if I'm the one asking the obvious or she totally just can't be bothered with me ;( (so I looked at her again, huh?!) she added on, they are different in sizes! Stating the obvious.

So I went over the counter to pay. I was in deep thoughts during the payment, so I paid and left, totally forgot about the items I bought. Embarrassing moment comes when the lady goes "小姐小姐，你的东西＂I was still in my own world... Till somebody tapped me on my shoulder and I replied "What?!" Everybody there must have thought that I'm out of mind.

#3
Another Jason, I have 2 friends called Jason. So this Jason told me just that day he went to order drinks from the hawker, "one Hot tea (hottie)" the auntie flicks her hair and look into his eyes. He told me he was so embarrassed!! And he repeated his order "AUNTIE, one hot tea" Omg I can totally picture that, burst into laughters in the LT when he told me this,..

She's my special friend, what about yours?

Thankyou Yanny for this surprise at the library! Just make me feel so loved<3

My special friend, our mode of communication- whatsapps! And whatsapps do wonders, really!! We are so gonna meet right after exams! Thankyou for telling me that you did not forget my birthday, it meant so much to me for knowing that you care :> She bought me Victoria secret make-up kit! Can't wait to try after exams! Thank you my dearest babe <3

She brightens up my Saturday! A good friend is someone who understands you abit more than yourself.

P.S: it happened that the sis brought the Polariod out for her dinner meeting in the night and she was with me at the library! Kudos~

Have a great weekend everybody~

Talking to the moon

Felt so tired today, even when I breathe- breathless, restless. Need to drink more coffee I guess to keep myself awake.

After the library closed, walked to cityhall's starbucks for a good Hot Caffe Mocha, sat there alone and stone... Felt so good after coffee and some Stoning session. Then again, I took out my scheduler and inside me I screamed (can't possibly scream in the public for no good reason right, that's like totally siaolang's act, I didn't :D) My schedule is insane next week.

Keep going :)

My study companion is now the sis. We have lunch and dinner almost everyday. There are times that I'm alone, when she's in school. But that's alright :) because is good to have some me-time. Where's my Library friend :( ?! I thought of him whenever I go to the library. Haha..

Benjum is coming back to Sing tomorrow after a week of vacation. But in another 2-3weeks he will be flying off again for another vacation! He's enjoying life, too bad I can't join him all thanks to exams. Oh well, mine coming soon! Everyday I'm praying "please do not start the war" or else what's gonna happen to my trip -.- Please don't!!

A little chatty today, stress unloaded :)

Post title: listening to that song now! Lol

Bye

Clear blue sky

Let's breathe~

我的朋友

Someone who brightens up my day!
Someone who took the initiative to be friend with me.
Someone who take notes (kope) for me.
Someone who added colours to those Maybank days.

The one and only Full-time clubber, my friend :D

Time: 12.50am

How's my day? A rough but fruitful day i should say.

I look forward to sleep and I think my recent dreams are kind of odd to me. I jumped for joy in my dream when I found a bag full of Goldbars with friend A. But sad to say reality ruins my life. It was just a dream. So when I woke up, I texted friend A that we found gold bars, but no response ~.~ I think I'm the only one who's high* about it.

Browsed through my scheduler and realised that next week is going to be a busy week. Lessons and I have a few dinner dates. I'm so tired now, goodbye..

Owl

Night studies start today! I mean now... @_@ Time is running out...

Here's a pic of pretty lightings. I love this <3 Park Royal, right next to my place.