I will go away, love.
more activities for me pls, i dont want to think.
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i'll upload all my photos after tomor. alottt on the way.

On Task
firstly, to all polo hse reps/members(important) Pls link to: http://www.geocities.com/pjc.teampolo/ to check for the interhouse games & time slots.Credits to: Lex :D

secondly, invitation to all Queenstown friends: Wed(tomor) celebrating childrens' day at sentosa. Ollivia&Weeling cfirm gg. meeting time 11am Harbourfront. Dressing code: Beachwear(it would be nice to be in kiddy dressing code).

& taggys, i will reply asap. Sorry, my mood currently off-mode.

I need time for the crack.
I need time to stop hating myself.
I need time for myself.
I need time to forgive&forget
I need time to delete msgs
I need time to say byebye love.
I need time....................

When things wont be the same anymore. We agreed on what's good for us.

You told me that you're a liar, yes i agreed with you for once.

You stole my heart, & crack it.

Where's your promise?

Where did you go, love?

goodbye.

I told beeet-ch that i'm alright. nope i'm not.

&& i'm fcking gg to spend my money, maybe money can buy a smile back.

AWESOME DAY

publicity, pls go to http://www.shoppink-diva.blogspot.com/ for lenses(:

Meet chanpeixian for her dinner break first. then dinner-ed with huimin while waiting for px to knock off. Humin's treat for dinner at Terra cafe, thanks girl! Today peixian is a happy girl!! hahaha. Then Chillx at Ocean pacific company/pacific ocean company(i forgot!!) superb! All of us still the same, yeahh! We could talk abt anything under the sun.(0h-well, under the moon since it was dark at 8pm). My gloomy day was brighten up, & it was awesome. More meetups,yeahh~! I think next week hahhaa.cant wait.&& i saw FUQIN at vivo! Pool& games at clarkequay soon!

I always thought misunderstandings over us. Different schs really make me feel that friends are really impt to me. Our friendships is back again. I hearts you many many, ahem* happy girl. (sound so cheezzzzy)

goodnight, i'm gg to sleep soon, i guess. 1.20am now.

i love to laugh (:



















I think her hair very cute from this pic lolx...





Me&humin laughing at the stupid damn smalley ice-cream which they call the desert

goodbye all.








i dont understand you

Time check: 4pm
& i spent quality time with the mop/broom/dust.I cleaned the whole hse to kill time.yes, i really did, & Bro thinks that i was mad. Everyone else is working. R Mia. damn it. Sis studying for exam. & i'm all alone. wahlao..i tried to wake up as late as i can. ended up 11am. Cos i'm so used to waking up at freaking 6am. Dangg! & i tried to nap, it fails. Rolleyes. Wah wah wah. Nvm, i'm gg vivo look for chanpeixian now. Hehehhh. Boring days. Craving for ikeas food/kenny roger/

i love you more than a friend, more than a friend friend.

This is going to be another wordy post.

I think F1 is somehow quite irrtating. From my hse, i can hear the vrooom,zeeeee,mmmm, whatever sound it is. It jst never stop you know. I dislike the noise, but i love the craze about it. madness!!

jst back from my supper at orchard with gkr.
Exams- crazeeee traffic jams at PIE & orchard area.

Homed- like 7pm. bus ride was frigging 1hr30mins.

Orchard-9pm. walked walked walked. Orchard still looked the same to me. havent been there for like 3-4weeks. Exam period!! i'm kukuuu lol.

Supper till 11. my life is boring. very boring.

Let's hide, peoples!

Finally exams are over, but i dont feel the mood that is over. Is so strange, before promos i was saying that i cant wait for promo to be over, because no one likes the feeling of holding notes every single minutes/seconds. Is jst so disgusting.However, now i feel that i'm a liar now. This is so ambiguous.Am i the only one feeling this way? I dont hope that sch starts soon(which is like thursday), but i dont want to be rotting at home & wasting time. I dont want to learn the fact that actually there's alot of things waiting for me to acknowledge them. Life sucks, isnt it? There's one person who often tells me this that life sucks, & i would never fail to tell him that. No you're not alone, i'm always with you, our life would be good! I'm a number one liar in this world. The feelings that you are somehow 1km away from everyones are scary. I've been very bored recently. Bored till the state that R and me msged each other in chinese to kill time. Very random you know!! Howeyong never fail to cheer me up, he is the one who always know when i'm not right & stuff. This makes me feel even more beeet-cherr, for not caring for this lovely friend. I miss him. I cant wait to see him. He always cheer me up with a short msg "i miss you,weeling" Actually i dont know how come he can stand me. Is only when we're in different schools that we became closer friends. && if only he still stay in peejayycee, i'll bugg him everyday man! But, he's in SA(clever asss). you stilll have got one more H1physics to go, all the way TanHoweyong!!!

tomorow will be a better day. Later will be a better day.

unlock my heart pls.Now 1.25am, i shall go & sleep byebye

1more paper 1 more paper 1MORE PAPER to go.

Anyway yeah, my freedom is finally back soon. There's so many things i have in mind now. I need to get a life, proper sleep like 10hrs of sleep a day.

1)Time with R.

2)Meet Jeremy Ooi&Heng, Weijie, Jehian(the best in this grp/if not 2 grps also can i dont mind)

3)Meet felicia/xiwen/olivia etc.

4)Hunt for chanpeixian in vivo

5)08S12 outing to sentosa

6)Meet gkr

7)I wanto see Minyang&skiplim. Like where's our lunch/dinner? (liar=.=)

8)Movieeeeeeeeeee time.

9)Pool with Fuqin&Jeff. (soon soon soon)

10)I wanto see huihui/yonggeng/eleanor.

11)Pw-freaking shit. (like i'll be stress again soon)

12)Hit town! & spend llike fck.

13)Children's day celebration shall be with?? (:D olivia in my mind)

14)yeeeeeahhhh, i need to exercise. Interhouse coming;D,skipping with class girls<3

15)Paint my nails pinkish red.(such a colour?%^&)

16)chitty chitty bang bang at beans till i jawdrop.

17) i want to talk to zhixuan<3

18) how could i forget jiamin/milk/audrey they all? (no, no never!)

19) ohyes, smalleyes where's progco outing?

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Omgggx, more to go, hehehhh, i shall stop here. I dont wanto leave out anybody!

Feel like gg BBQ, awwhh but troublesome. anyway, gg to sleep now since i mugg like siaooo ystd night for cheena studies. 2-3hrs of sleep.. say i pro please. bimbo!

i'm running away from reality, i know you dont.

thankyou weijie, you're forever so sweet. blame me for being so blurrr.

I was blind. catch no ball of what u said. hahaa. study real hard for O!!

our conversation((:
WEELING wee-weeling.blogspot.com says:
what posting?
RoNN(: ; -1,1,3,3,4,2 ! - <3 , to be a better man, - midst of striving- - WEELING, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PAPERS says:
zzz
RoNN(: ; -1,1,3,3,4,2 ! - <3 , to be a better man, - midst of striving- - WEELING, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PAPERS says:
cant you see my nick?
RoNN(: ; -1,1,3,3,4,2 ! - <3 , to be a better man, - midst of striving- - WEELING, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PAPERS says:
hohohoh
RoNN(: ; -1,1,3,3,4,2 ! - <3 , to be a better man, - midst of striving- - WEELING, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PAPERS says:
slow lor you =x
RoNN(: ; -1,1,3,3,4,2 ! - <3 , to be a better man, - midst of striving- says:
nvm
WEELING wee-weeling.blogspot.com says:
hahaha..OMG.. when when when?
RoNN(: ; -1,1,3,3,4,2 ! - <3 , to be a better man, - midst of striving- says:
i wish you like that better

The feeling of not going to make it for promos really suck big time.

3more papers to go. I'm tired.

byebye all.

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUV♥XYZ

I need to shout. seriously. Driving me nuts. Everyday Bean bean bean. I'm going crazy over coffee. Dont want to die of too much caffeine. I miss all((: Summation/APGP are reallly beetch. I dont understand. byebye, take care peoples.

Song: Eternal flame

L♥ve

Gp was very difficult. What's happiness? I think hard, ask my brain, ask soul, ask myself, & is clueless that I cant deduce anything from that passage.L♥ve said smth "jst write my name as answer" I laughed hard. shit, i think i will fail.

one down, many more to go! dont give up, go weeling! Btw, mum/sis/bro gg back malaysia on saturday to celeb yangyang's 1 yr old b'day. & again, i'm so gg to miss the sweet moment singing b'day song for the cute lil one. ): I miss malaysia<3.>

Nestle bar accompanied me on friday(still in bag). Kitkat bar accompanied me on sat(i ate it). Kitkat very sweet, super sweet, melted in my heart. Love's kitkat.

12 more days to the end of promos. Damn sian. trying hard to study/practise/memorise/hugg my notes. I wont be blogging that much le.. I need to get a life* of study f-hard. & now, so many schs promor papers staring at me now. I dont know what-the-hell i'm doing. Can someone give me a 1G memory brain. Maybe is not enough? hurrr$%^&*.

I'm starting to realise alot of things that even me myself cannot figure out. goodness gracious. B, told me smth, is shocking, very shocking. Alright, for now, it shall be books&me.


cafe galilee with ernest:D




centre parting? haha


we've smalley eyes! jst like ximing.


















thursday:D during PW lesson, we randomly took ghostly photos. ahem* the 2 lovely girls beside me are the ghost lolx.. hahaa. omgggg.. freakyyyy. hohohoho




goodbye

Meoww, R. I hate losing sights in college. my(L) is (L)

Currently 1am. Jst finished Gsc powerpoint slide. tmr presentation=.= && so great, project work havent finish! Like i ps tzeyu on msn, resulted in her falling aslp infront of her laptop. Sorry girl. I'm so bad. tmr sch ends like 1.30pm for me. i'm gg jurong library alone after sch, to cafe galileee. byebye. i need to sleep.

I'm good today, earlybird for school.
My Kitkat melted in my heart,love.

I miss jumping up high. I miss gymnastic. I want trampoline!


Wapiang, my nails ultra short now. & no longer like last time that long.
Nails, faster grow, faster grow, esp my thumb nail. faster.


08s12
today's CT's lesson was great. Supposedly to have basketball for CT lesson, ended all of us forgot abt it, mooooo. Went in, CT bought mooncakes for class((: Had the biggest portion man during GSC. haha. 30mins of Contact time then class lunch. You see, S12 is lovely. haha.

thankyou, see my kukuface here.

classphoto. eeeeek, i dont like.


ystd sharon's b'day celeb(haaaa-peeee belated birthday)





Jeff's legg, i think fuqin drew this on his leg during lecture.
damn gross okay. is super grosssssssssss.

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Next up is fooooood. Intro intro. this western food is very nice, thumbsup! At maxwell hawker. The price is not ex at all.. 5-6bucks for this. very very very nice. hahahhaha.

goodbye.

Lousy day today! slept at 2am, burned midnight oil. Woke up at 5plus in the morning. 6.30am out of hse & i'm late for sch=.= Scoldings early in the morning. I dont like. PE was floorball, damn it couldnt play jst because i'm late. walaooo. Very good, memorise like mad for mechanism ended up, keep dozing off during chem mock today. Plus, i forgot all i had studied in the night! i studied very hard eh but still): Stayed in sch all the way till 6pm in order to retrieve back ezlink.
Thankyou Huahui for the lovely gift&card. very sweet.

That day's pic. Mummy b'day dinner pic. didnt see my mumsie in the pic, i rmbred is in the camera. didnt upload.

food not nice at all, but f-ex luhh.

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i'm losing faith.

because small lil things matter.