:(

I'm not used to it...
I don't want it this way.
My life sucks so much.

Why am I feeling so lousy?

Drained, depressed, upset...

I will sleep early tonight.

I feel like crying. I feel like hiding. I feel like stoning. I feel like crap. I guess I needed more space.

Eye Bags

My eye bags so bad! Want to sleep now but I can't. Waking up at 7 to go for morning run, then 10.30am collect my contact lens and make my way to the library after.

2am, I hope I fall asleep soon.. Goodnight world! With loves<3

Frown

When I'm angry with people whom I care most, I can't sleep and unable to focus. Having the biggest fight with your close ones show that you actually care. But the other party may not share the same thought as you. They assumed that you are out to pick on them-.- Seriously, who on Earth is that free to pick up a fight as and when they like?

Usually after a fight with anybody, I will give it a thought (maybe 10-15mins after the fight) and then start blaming myself for being so impulsive and strong-headed at the moment. That's when my guilt creeps in even when I'm right, ok to be honest most of the time i'm wrong.

So angry because I know you are angry, and I'm damn angry too.

Fly me to the moon...

Thanks to the lunch and panadols I took, been dozing off for the past 1hr.. Now I'm out for my daily dosage of coffee. Please wake up. Running out of time :(

Headache, please go away! Sleepiness, please go away.

I look up to the sky, I saw a plane :) A sign, a sign! Korea, I'm 75% sure now that I'm seeing you during the Summer. I'm left with the last procedure now, make direct payment to the school.

Going back to the library now, please be productive for the next 6hours.

Genki (Y)

Saturday Dinner with Benjum. Is good that we stay close to each other and there's quite a lot of good food in this area :D

本小姐是烂人

我这个烂人竟然迟到1.5hrs, 上什么课嘛？真的是跟在别人的屁股后- 背着书包上学，然后时间到了就拍拍屁股走人!

Diet starts today

No fried chicken, no fried food, no snacking, no sweet drinks...

I give myself 2 weeks, but I have a feeling that I will patronise Starbucks -.- must control.. I personally feel that is ok once in awhile- this is probably one of my excuse but whatever it is, healthy diet here I come...

Rain

Whenever it rain, I feel so sad. Especially when you walk out of the library alone, you just feel >.< horrible. Extremely cold and I need a hug now.

My days for exams are numbered. Haiz~ scoldings from people who care about me almost everyday. They nag at me everyday and will always end up very angry. I'm still in my own world man! After studying for close to 17years, is only the last year that I'm finally convinced that I'm not cut out for studies. To be happy or to be sad you tell me? I just hope to get it over and done with for this year~ but I'm not ready for the workforce. I enjoy schooling, happily training to school, after class I can do whatever I want at my own free time. But touchwood, I don't want to retain please!

Depressed Thursday. Wish you are here now..

Lack of sleep

Been really tired the past few days. I fell asleep on the sofa and the sis took this pic of me :(

Ended up kissing the Minnie mouse while sleeping. So tired! Need to sleep more

My Valentine

Happy V Day!

Mine was great, what about yours? Ben was being a sweetheart, didn't expect him to buy me flowers and when I saw him walking towards me with a bouquet of flowers, I was over the moon. This is the second time I received flowers from Ben, the first was during my 21st last year.. Did not expect any flowers from him for V day because We both agreed that flowers are costly and not worth the money since they will wilt after a few days. But when little surprise that comes along, you just feel :D and so blessed. Once in awhile, is good!

Dinner was at Trattoria Lafiandra @ Singapore Art Museum. We love Italian food and if you realise any special occasion, we will usually ends up with Italian food. My first time at this restaurant and Ben's second time. Not too bad, will be back again to try their pizza!

<3 lovely V-day'2013 Thankful and feeling blessed!

新年快乐

When the mother forced us to take pic with this grapes -.- back in Malaysia!

Otw to school now for 3.30pm lecture!! Yet another countdown begins.. For the next 2weeks, need to burn midnight oil! Stress :(

Here comes the sun

Keep your face in the sunshine & you will never see the shadow. So true!

1-Caramel

I hope this too shall stay with me forever.. Peaceful place, trouble free, relax, good chill out place. Love looking at pretty lights for as long as I can.

My future house must have pretty lightings, falling in love with yellowish lightings. Those romantic kind~

Thinking too much again...

Sometimes is only when you lose something then you will realise how important it is. But this is human nature, isn't it? That we don't cherish what we once had/ have all along.

We take things for granted, because we assumed that it is there, and it will always be. How nice if it stays put there forever, because we will always have. In reality, does it really work that way?

As I grow older, I'm starting to believe in Moments. There are beautiful moments, just like fairytale. That moment when Cinderella met the charming prince. That moment when the sleeping beauty awakens by the Prince or was it the beast? (sorry I don't have much childhood, I can't remember the storyline & the characters),

I just wonder 10years down the road, will I think back and felt remorseful over let's say 'oh I should have studied harder...', just an example... But I'm sure 10years down the road, I will regret and think back of how immature I am now....

But then again, this is life..... Isn't it?

I want more of the Sun

Good weather= good mood

Stuck in school on a Saturday morning, and afternoon. So when I saw this after my first lecture, it brightens up my day a lot more. Wish that I'm out in the sun having picnic, or on the beach tanning..

Through the lens of my shades

This week has been relatively sucky so far. Except that I was happy to capture the pics below earlier on. I have always imagined, me taking pic through the lenss of my shades and contrast the object/place etc. So today on my way to esplanade, thanks to the weather (the sun) I decided to take my shades off me and snap a few pics of the clear blue sky using my phone's camera. Though phone's camera aint as good as camera, but I must say the quality is not too bad.. Love it man!

Haven't been feeling too well lately, why am I so problematic :( ? Sian.... Lying on the sofa, and nuaing now! Ok bye...

Dread going to school tomorrow.. I feel so tired!

I know

When I don't say, it doesn't mean that I don't know.

High Tea with the Man

Well spent Sunday. Short and sweet, and I loved it. Benjum was exceptionally good & sweet to me today. My mum asked him over for lunch, cos she cooked Ben's favourite soup. Then he appeared at the door with Bakwa and handed it to my mum, the mum thought it was red packets from his office because he had taken 1 bagful full of red packets for my mum. Then it turns out to be Bakwa, we were overjoyed! Kickstart the CNY mood at home with Bakwa, he's too sweet (once in awhile) then we head to ion to had his screen protector fixed on for his laptop, and then brought me to high tea @ Arteastiq, Mandarin Gallery. Among Antoinette, Jones the Grocer & Arteastiq, chose Arteastiq because that's the one I have always wanted to go back for tea again! I went there last year and was pretty satisfied with their service and food. It was a relaxing, peaceful afternoon, I would say.

Gonna try Antoinette with the friends or anyone that wants to try with me. Yet to try...

A great sunday <3

Raindrops are the perfect lullaby

The rain is putting me to sleep. 8am in the morning. It rained the whole night. I was hoping the school text us to inform that lesson will be cancelled and I can continue to sleep in. But I guess, fat hope.