Kick start the year end shopping, go girls!! Need to buy gifts for gift exchange, I'm heading town tomorrow to buy gifts and clothes :D

Hope the last 2 weeks of the year gotta be good.

21th Dec- Dinner with primary school peeps

22th or 23th Dec- Maybe dinner w class girls

24th Dec- Dinner with sec sch friends

25th Dec- Benjum

26th Dec- Cousin's wedding dinner

27th Dec- Saythuan's hse for belated christmas gathering

28th Dec: Lecture -.-

Grossly fat face.

Such a pain in the arse

I'm angry. Is driving me crazy. Damn it, just my luck. Pissed.

To accomplish today:

#finish up Corporate finance assignment

#Redo macro tutorial

Bye Novemeber, Wink Wink December

Kinda a little excited over December, though I'm not going overseas. Slowly blocking off Christmas that week for meetup with friends. Woohoos, can't wait. I have yet to come up with a place to have lunch/dinner with Ben on Christmas day itself. Any recommendations?

I guess time for me to put my camera into good use, I shall take lots of pics in December. Yay, aren't you excited? In slightly less than 2hrs, is gonna be Dec.

So little time

So many things on hand yet so little time. Partly because I'm lazy and not that smart. There's so many assignments due next week. In deep shit seriously, I need to start clearing now and not wait till next week. Though I whine about the countless stuffs I have to clear but I'm quite happy doing that, yes i'm a sick ass. Haha....

#Macro Assignment and tutorial next week

#Informational System's assignment next week

#Corporate Finance in 2 weeks time

#IS spreadsheet in 5weeks time

I need a getaway soon.... haiz :(

Mr Curry

I'm not a curry person but recently Ben introduce curry rice to me, is nice! Eat it, you'll like it.



Caught 2movies last week. Tower Heist and In time. Both are so-so! I hope good comedy movies coming up soon.


Random photos :D



Shall go read Financial intermediation. Most hated subject, but I just got to read up more to like it more :D kth bye.

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Slack too much

I slacked too much for the past 2days. Friday was awesome, Ben cleared his MAS test and we went for a movie. Then Saturday I spent the whole day hanging out with friends. Very motivated to study now. Hehe, play too much. Now I still have 3days of holidays before the start of lectures. I shall make full use of it.

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Mocha frappe

This is such a lovely friday. No lecture today, no notes, just me and my earpiece on listening to music, sitting in Starbucks, having a cup of mocha frappe. Over at suntec's bucks, waiting for Ben's exam to end. Long weekend ahead, my lecture will only resume on Wednesday ;D

Not a bad idea to be alone once in awhile. I do observe others, strangers. But irks me when girls look at me in such a weird manner. There's this lady infront of me who stares and glares at me as though I want to snatch his beast alike boyfriend. Come on, no bitch fit please and I'm not interested. Don't destroy my beautiful day.


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December, be here soon.

Wtf, I post again 5 mins after the previous post.

December is coming very soon. The month of the year that I love most is December. I always get very excited during December because I get to get out of Singapore, but sad to say not for this year end. But still, something for me to look forward to because I'm considering to buy a Turkey for this Christmas or not? The main point is I get really hyped up over whether or not I should buy a big fat turkey?

And Ben asked me if he should take a day off at the beginning of December to go Sentosa or he should save that day for an impromptu trip. No plan as of now. My reaction to his question: giggling and laughing away over going to Sentosa on weekday. He insists that going to Sentosa should be on a weekday instead of weekends. But is nice that we're going for some tanning soon be it on his off day or weekend.

Many reasons for me to get excited and hyped up over. Shall start making plans now....

I don't mind being alone

I always think that i'm independent enough to survive on my own if one day I were to be stranded in a foreign place. As long as I have both my hands and legs, I'm sure I can work things out. At times I prefer being alone, especially when I go shopping. For me, there's no need for others to decide for me since I want to buy something which I like/prefer. I'm not that kind- dying to meet friends, and rely on my friends too much. Is just like I trust no one but myself only. I'm not saying that I can live without friends. Everyone want to have friends, including me, want to have a clique of friends to hang out with and enjoy with them.

It strikes me recently that everyone changed. I don't even know how to describe that kind of feelings. It seems like people whom you used to hold dearly to are worst than strangers on street. I know I'm not that great either....

I don't like it when people expect me to live the way they live. Neither do I want to control them. Everyone is different, I can not expect others to be like me. No way is there a similar me in this world. When I take a step back and think, I understand why people get angry over trivial matters because they are not hearing and getting what they want. Others can get angry over the silliest thing, but so do I.

oh fck it, I just want to hide. thanks bye.

Hehe

I'm in love with my one piece bikini.

I'mpossible

Like this....


Thankyou Benjum! Always listening to my rants. You're awesome, you're great <3


- Posted from my house phone.

For disgusting people

Can all the arrogant people please get lost?

I don't see the need for you to show off infront of me

I'm not interested at all.

Deepavali

Woke up slightly late than usual. Head out for dimsum with Ben and family at Chinatown, which is walking distance from house. It started pouring. Home to rest and slack after... Impromptu photoshoot later at Barrage with the friends. Hope all goes well.

Kind of dread going to school tomorrow, but is gonna be good because after tomorrow's morning lecture, my weekend will be here.... The advantage of no classes on Friday. There's no TGIF, TGIT (Thank god is thursday)

Not easy to be me

Dislike when anyone who talks without thinking. Do try to be more sensitive please. I get very affected by it when I sense that the person is indirectly referring to me. Sucks to be me because I'm very sensitive towards this. I haven't been feeling good for the past few days. Mentally tired. Nothing goes wrong yet i'm feeling lousy. Perhaps in need of a good sleep!

Goodnight.


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:D

I know I'm on and off from here, shall take more pics and post here.

The rain is putting me sleep

I 'think' I finished my report for IS, it is supposed to be an easy assignment but I don't know why I can not reach the word limits of 600. I'm only at 500words. I suck at this word counting stuffs. Anyway is raining now, I love rainy days when i'm at home. But the thing is I'm heading out soon -.- Heading out to do my FI assignment which is to be submitted on Thursday. Many upcoming assignments and tests. I feel that I'm behind time. The sianness in me and in everyone. Ok time to have brunch and do my work. kth bye.

1st week down.

My heart and soul telling me to study yet my body has been restless and lethargic for the past 1week. Week 1 down and despite me forcing myself to study, nothing goes in. What's wrong? I'm starting to panic because is tough to even survive in this battle. I have to score exceptionally well in year 2, constantly reminding myself not to forget the goal that I have set for myself. I need the drive to kicks in as soon as possible, please! Time to sit down and study/mug my ass off.

K, bye.

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Reflection

Urbanized-my reflection.
I need to start studying and not slack, play & enjoy my life away. Stay focus, I'm sure I can do it.


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Up for F1 race

I'm not a fan of F1 race but I managed to catch the last race on Sunday night. The view was great, but the vroom vroom engine noise was annoying despite the fact that I was at indoor. Aftermath was the Linkin Park's concert. It was amazing, the sound system that they had for the concert was so good that I could hear them screaming and singing from far (from Padang field)




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Shangri-La Rasa Sayang Sentosa

Pics are fresh from the oven. Facebook uploader giving me problem so I shall post a few pics here first. The hotel is really quite good, spacious.

First day of school day, I was drenched while waiting for bus at clementi, I knew it that I would not be able to get on the bus and reach school on time. So ended up, I was late for 30mins. No friend for first lect. But is ok, next week onwards, I have my lecture clique friends.

I need a pencil case (ziplock bag no more pls)

Stayed home in the day, sit&watch contractor fixing stuffs. It practically makes me feel more tiring sitting/staring and watching.. The final countdown, tomorrow I'm going for lecture. Please let me catch the bus at the disgusting bus stop(clementi). I shall wakeup early for school yeah!

Meeting Olivia in less than 3hrs time @ Holland Village, I hate that place seriously. I'm happy to meet Olivia there but definitely not the damn place. Others like it because they says that is kinda like a caucasian place in Singapore- but ben doesn't go there often (not even once with me), with the yellowish lightings, small area but cozy. But I just dont like it because it is inaccessible for me. Whatever it is, I still gotta drag my ass out of the hse there....

Heading out to buy stationery, in need of a pencil case. Because the pathetic me been using ziplock bag for gazillion years,a little over exaggerating but is really embarrasing when you take your pens out from a ziplock bag. I just do not want to freak people out during the first lect since i'll be alone. k bye!

Photoshoot

Love the photoshoot pics yay!

Photobucket is taking quite some time to upload my photos.

O M G, can you believe it that i'm starting school in 2days? Heehee.. Last weekend was good, stayover at Shangri-la Sentosa and USS. I finally got to USS and it is so frigging small. A pity my sis has her prelims and she decided to stay home and mug, mother ended up not going with us because sis did not go. Anyway, shall bring them in to this pathetic small theme park some time soon after her A's.

For the past few months, there's a commotion going on at home deciding where we heading to for year end trip. #1 Hongkong #2 Bangkok #3 Australia #4 Japan #5 USA #6 Singapore... So is very confusing, I was the one that suggested USA because initially Ben went back and I didnt know if he's coming back? So i wanted to go USA badly. (But of cos is so expensive, I can't afford -.-) Then every few days, they will say here, there,here there.. Actually I don't want Bangkok,cos is so-.- Big sighhh.. So i kinda feel that this Christmas I will end up in Singapore which may not be a bad thing :D If I'm not going anywhere, shall plan a trip with Ben. The most annoying thing is that I will miss out quite a few lectures because the school management decided to be a bitch and give us no break during december. And according to year 1's timetable, I assumed that we will finish syllabus around Jan2012 but who knows our timetables will be stretched longer and is gonna end late Feb. I'm gonna miss hell loads of lectures :(

Istana

More photos on my fb

X Work ending on 16 Sept (Friday) Freedom..

X First lecture 22 Sept, alone for first lect :(

X USS next Sat&Sun! Can't wait, because I have never been there before

X Primary School friends on 24th, noted down yeah

X Jiamin & Peixian next week

X Yanny after she's back from BKK.

So you think you can float? hehehehe.

This lady is hella funny?! actu cute to the max.... LOL....

3pm at home resting for the night. Getting ready for tonight, hitting club with sec sch clique. When's the last time I stepped into a clubb?/ Anyway, I'm pretty much excited for school. 4months 1week of holidays is no joke. The hols is finally coming to an end \m/ I'm the only one who's excited for school. Apparently my colleagues and friends are not atthe very least excited about it except me. heehee. Ok, offto watch dramas...

Starbucks

Sitting at Starbucks, eating my fruits, staring at Ben studying!! Just can't wait for school to start and I will have my own studying materials. I have extended my work, 2weeks more. My last day of work will be 16 September and then it will be back to school.

Geez, sleepy. I must update this space more often. K seeya!

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It just upset me so much.

Weighing scale

I got this weighing scale from Ikea; cheap
Spent half the day at Ikea. Dislike Ikea's self-service furnitures and their 1-way route, no exit. I was trying to figure my way out most of the time. Despite me grabbing their market hall's brochure, but it doesnt help at all for people like me who cant read map- could not my way out. Perhaps I'm not a map person. Bought a few items which will be delivered next Sunday. (How efficient? -.-)

Mother offered to buy Hellokitty Weighing scale; but i know is gonna take long before she finds one. So meanwhile this.....

Me Myself and I

My 7th weeks with Hsbc, going 8th this coming week.
I'm glad that I have a job to keep me occupied. Everyday feels the same to me. I'm going for a haircut and do some shoppings tomorrow all by myself.

PS, Yanny, thanks for all the messages and whatsapps. Thanks for being there, making me feel that I'm not alone with your messages. Is amazing that I need not say a thing and you know exactly when to text me to ask if I'm ok. Thankyou so much. I love girlies talk with you. Hang on there! we shall continue to be study partners when school starts<3

Fireworks

I used to dislike fireworks, but now i'm learning to appreciate it. The first Ndp preview was not bad, I only rmbred that I was busy searching for my 3G connection instead of paying close attention to all the performances. Anyway thanks Nic for the tickets.

Love the sky & the sea

Krabi trip, phuket trip any form of seaview trip soon (I hope so)




I dont know what is this -.- hehehe.

I'm not

When everyone say "Is Friday", they're excited for weekends> I'm not
When everyone is at the cinema watching Harry Potter> I'm not.
When everyone is out having dinner with their friends> I'm not
When everyone is busy dating> I'm not
When everyone is happy> (but actually) I'm not


I just want to hide at a corner and cry. Nobody to pity me.
I promise I will be stronger, till then..........

I typed a whole chunk and I deleted away.

Today my heart sank. I just want to sleep.

7 days :(

Am still skyping and calling USA everyday. I feel that I have no friends except Ben.









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Daily routine

skype>googlechat>facebook. I love my phone so much.
I charge my phone for almost 3times a day because my 3G will be on for the next few days, weeks. My sis said that it doesnt seem like Ben flew back USA, it just feels like he didnt drop by our hse for the past few days (I'm always on the phone with him when it comes to US midnight, Singapore's evening)

:(

Mr USA

Please let me fly over to USA now, yes now! I miss you Ben :(



:D


Cute :)




Impromptu Bintan last weekend was good! I'll upload on fb and some here.
If you ask why I upload photos of toilet? (Strange right? Ok, just feel like uploading these few...) No more toilet pics after this post. I guess I will doing more updates here...