I miss myself. Dont know why.I shall start ranting on what's missing in my life now. Hitting town weekly, talking on the phone for like hours, busy& fun life, gossipings, screamiing really loud, laugh nons-stop for longgggg. Ages since i last went sentosa. Wth. tomor meeting friends, but i feel awkward. like i also dont know how to say. But i'll still go.

Tomorow is labour day. Which means byebye April. Cant imagine that i actually settled down in the new environment for almost 2(1/2) mths. People, please hugg your time real tight or else is just gonna run away from you. Letme introduce my love to you, Lovely pinky! my graphic calculator(; she's pink. haha. I love her madly. She's just like my baby.Most of my friends said that i wasted money on this, but is lovely okay. Surprisingly met HUIHUI in the morning, awwhh so sweet. She's forever sweetheart


Anyway, I want

I've got a mountain of work which is supposed to be done.But i kept on procrastinating.I shouldnt man. nvm tomor going to one by one clear them. sickening.

Thankyou R. You're forever so sweet/cute/adorable/funny/lovely/shy. You always bright up my day in college.Your smile is so freaking great. You never fail to care for me this friend, when i've bad eyes day. You're the only one who wish me well. Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou to the max.June is coming(: I know you wont see this. But thankyou for being such a lovely dude.

Gtg byebye love.
I dont understand million of things.
Why it still ends of in such a way?
where's my 0.00000000000000000001 tears for you.

This is the pic of the previously amazing race 12april


Back from elects camp. Is very fun during the sat amazing race. In a month i've got 2 amazing races which is like totally sian. Talking abt the camp, i must thank alot of people, because they helped me alot during the camp. Esp during the NightWalk. I cried & cried because i've the gut feel that i'll see smth. Creepy feelings crawling all over me. Andy&Janice suppose to scare me & my 2 others teammates Zhixuan&Eric. I held on to them when we took our first steps. So i started crying, ended up Andy&Janice were shocked. Esp Andy he was like hurr? Then Wilfred the president took me to a teacher & to the canteen. I'm really weakling. But really, everything seems very creepy. I dont know how to describe that kind of feelings. Beyond description.

Amazing race, the next day was fun to the max. My grp leader is Jianlin. He was a very good nanny for the day. Me, Elaine, Huimin & Jay in a grp with our beloved Jianlin. Is fun to be in this grp. When we have a very thoughtful leader who actually take care of us, went to buy bubbletea for us, bought alot of tibits for us. You see, he's damn good right.

I wanto thank Jianlin, Wilfred, Andy, Janice(her hugg was great), peiwen, & alot more. They're the 8th SC. who are my seniors.As for the 9th elects, everybody who asked if i'm okay anot & those who helped me throughout the camp. thankyou(:

Okay wth, i've to do my stupid project work & a freaking big chem test tomor. what's more 6-7.30pm. really What-the-hellllllll...................byebye love<3

Sorry hur, no time. so just random snap a shot from webcam.

Yoyoyoyoyoyo....
okay taggs reply here...............
Zijian: Yoyoyo, thankyou so much(: you're also in. yeah Elect camp will be fun(:
Olivia: Hello dearest, i'll take care. Dont worry i'm perfectly fine. Take lotsa care too. I miss you(L)
Suaney: Thankyou(: I'll be strong! Mr Lau is our big love to the max.
To anonymous: Hey thankyou, though u dont want to leave down ur name. but is nice of you.I'll stay strong & be cheerful.
Sherline: Hi, So you're in Nanyang Poly or anderson Jc? haha... i think is quite near bahh.. yupp take care too
Felicia: haha.. HUGGs xoxo. hopefully we'll meetup soon.
Xiwen: I'm smiling. Thankyou. Not new Love luhh. lolx.Bluff u only
Yanci: Thankyou Yanci, glad to hear that you all love me. haha. How are you?
Huihui: yeah Threesome, US US US! I miss you all. haha.We tagg each other taggboard at the same time. so cool right? haha.. Seeya real soon. Okay.LOVE
Johans: yupp. I'm okay. Very okay. Dont worry. stay sweet with your girl. okay
Melly: hello, haha. thankyou thankyou. Love our hair(: Long hair, soon soon soon(:
Cheryl: Hello, very shock that you tagg. Thankyou for thw wishes. Celebrated my b'day at somerset sakura. You too take care.
Jasper Tan: haha. uhmm long story. next time meetup then say.
Bethany: I dont know why i miss you alot. Working at there, fun?haha. i dint see u online. like when we can talk? LOVE LOVE LOVE BETH<3


Shit, this is what i called faithful blogging? screw me.
Anyway the whole week, life has been hectic. 4-5hrs sleep a day aint beauty sleep. I need my sleep. My birthday celeb was relatively good. & the best part is when the 10ppls pop up at my house singing the roaring b'day song for me. I love you all. Thankyou for everything that's happening in my life. Specific thanks will be when i'm free, i'll one by one state our their names. They're really great people,friends in my life. Life wouldnt be that fantastic without them.

Tue met up with skiplim. I thought he MIA, glad to know he's doing fine. Hope to see him soon.Take care, friend.

Ok tomor is 9th elect camp in sch. HELL, i'm scared. Mr Kow was telling us about all the rumours(dirty stufff) in the sch. SHIT, i'm seriously scared.He told us the specific areas. When night falls, i dont want to be those small lil girl crying at one corner, where there's no one for me to turn to.I hope nothing will go wrong & the camp will be fun. Today is the emo-est day for me ever since te first time i step into the college. Was tired, very very... My eyes was in pain, not because i cried. I've got panda eyes & looked very haggard. Just very tired.Thankyou BZ who realised i was emo, & said smth great. I miss my friends.

The smile is so great, the rosy cheeks are so cute. Like give me your complexion. Though my friend agreed to it but we were just being lame. Always met in school. So great right. wth i'm talking abt.

How are you people? Fine?
Byebye love.

Btw i've to say thiss i'm no longer with huaiching. & everybody i'm perfectly okay.There's alot of misunderstandings everywhere. When there's no commitment in a relationship is really pointless.I regard him as a friend. Maybe i've become a girl with a strong heart. I cannot deny that my feeling hasnt fade. But i've learnt to take things easy. No point for us to be together jst because for the sake of it. If we cannot manage the commitment then is good that we'll be friends.& though we broke off but i dont hate him. I like him,as my friend. So people dont ask me anymore about this relationship. Both of us are just busy with our own sch life. Most of my friends are very concern that if i'm alright. I know in sec sch days, they know that i dont take things easy & lightly. But I'm moving on with my life, moving on with my friends. Frankly speaking, i'm sad & down. But as time goes by i'll be okay.


I just woke up & realised that i'm freaking late for a talk at dunman high, & my teacher is so gonna be damn angry with me. like the thing started at 8.30 & i woke up at 10.30. How great it is.ystd was the speech day. I think it was fantastic. Mainly because Sp auditorium is big, let's imagine if it's back in queenstown, i think wont be that nice. I realised that i miss MR DAVID LAU. Sickening when he was no longer the one standing on the stage giving speech, instead it was somebody whom i dont even know. Met alot of queenstownians. Xiwen&Ann were telling me that someone(ex-gym) actually saw me & first thing siam me. I thank god that i didnt see him. You know why? because is so clear-cut that we're no longer friend. Yes, i'm damn it childish.if he sees this, curse me then. But if i saw him & he just rolled his eyes at me, that will be worse. I saw nicholas&songyong, i think they're forever so sweet.

Not in the mood for pics for this post.

Hello everyone.
Today is a so-so day. But i also dont know what went wrong with me. Just kind of moody, but i'll be okay in a few days time i guess. Before i forgot, i've to introduce two of my besties in class. Jeff & Fuqin. I dont know why i alway feels good when i talk to them, maybe because we always giggle, laugh out loud like nobody's business. Whenever i'm emo, feeling super down & i asked them to entertain me. Is like we'll start to rubbish. Fuqin is forever so neutral & naive, his every small movement or action will alway broaden my smile. Jeff is forever arguing & crapping with me. I've got two hot-est friends in class. Without all the laughters, i'll probably be dead. I've a supportive class, they gave me all their support that's why i got in Sc, THANKYOU 08S12. the surprise banner that they made for me is really bigg.

wondering why i'm thanking poeples that's ard me. maybe because when i'm feeling really down & that's when i realised that people around me are really concern about me.Talking about this, Howeyong everyday will ask me if i'm alright. Thankyou so much, I'm okay. Is just a matter of time when i'll stop bleeding. My spine hurt so badly that i cant breathe properly. i thought i was going to die. smth wroong with my back.

OMG~ i told xiwen of a new love. & she believed me. But is for her to find out.
yes, i'm meeting skiplim on tue.Hopefully he wont fly me kite. Or else he die.jk.
Okay i gtg le.bye
tomorow will be a better day, i hope so!

Happy Birthday to myself(:
Anyway i've tons of things to share. Shall elaborate when i upload my photos.I still prefer my blog to be full of photos instead of just wordy post. Anyway, i'm feeling the stress man. Works piling up & i'm going to do it now... OMG OMG~
Ohyess~ i'm in 9th student council. Haha. i'm happy.
& are you all going to Sp for queenstown speech days on friday?

BETHANY~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY(13th april)
sorry that i'm really slow in wishing you. I miss you. Also all the best in your studies there, okay! I (L) you. lalallalala

Hello LOVES~
like finally i'm here blogging. Time flies. Okay for your information, i'm currently in PioneerJC which is located at choachukang. I've to take like freaking one hr either bus-ride or train ride. OMG i seriously hate it to the core, but endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss Queenstown alot, especially my friends.There are alot of them whom i havent seen for quite some time. So all of them grew taller? shorter? I think i'm still as short as before.I want my hols back or rather really looking forward to hols. I'm a slacker to the max. haha.Btw i didnt blog is because my com & connection at home is fcking screwed up. Is damn irriitating.

okay i''ll reply my tags here:

Chanpeixian: Like why did u delete your blog? shit you sia.Like blog again.
Zijian: hello, & you're going to be my busmate soon(: haha. & i've got alot of your dirty lil secrets
Boi: You are? uhmm i think u're really interested in my blog.haha.
Zhengyi: you're which Zhengyi? haha. okay long time no see. maybe you can contact me through my handphone if possible
Felicia: yoyoyo, okay luhh. i'm not that busy to that extent. you should know that is my com prob. Anyway i know u miss me.haha
Bethany: heyy how are you?? i miss you alot.Really. 13 is coming soon. i rmbred. How are you doing over there?

While i was browsing through some blogs, i found it quite ridiculous when some people deleted my url. Okay i'm not trying to say that i want all the people i know to link me up. But if people wants to draw the line so clearly that we're no longer friends, then so be it.

The people that i'm meeting up occasionally is that few girls & of cos Ooi&Heng, Weijie etc. Omg like i really want to meet up with more people. Ohyess, glad that nic(gym) still contacts me. LeeAnnAnn is in the same sch as me. But she ps me for her fencing. Like she's away for 1mth.Bloodyhell.Come back soon,idiot.

okay gtg.byeeeeeeeeeeee
i'll blog again soon. Dont miss me people.