Elephant Hippo Shark?

I didnt know..

I found out that actually there's people who reads my blog/twitter/facebook. I didnt check via any websites but when people accidentally leak out saying that they read my stuffs, I was actually quite surprised. I feel that twitter has no privacy, gradually losing that privacy that I used to have. (I'm not implying that I'm famous, I'm not) I tweet my thoughts and felt that twitter is the right place for me. But I got quite irritated when people assume and think that I'm actually referring to them when I'm not. Or the other way round, if you're guilty and thinks thatyou're the one I'm tweeting about, jolly well keep quiet and pretend you didnt see it. I think that's the only way for us to continue to be friends. All of us have different personality, I understand that it takes time to know somebody well. I want to be nice, but this time I cannot stand it, you know? As far as possible, I want peace and not fight with others over silly things. Really. I know is my bad that I wrote something like that when people actually meant well. But have it cross your mind that I do not need that? Try thinking from my perspective. So right now, I'm actually the criminal being blacklisted. Is ok.

Heart is crying

Hi guys! How's life? This week been a bad one for me. Hectic, Heavy Heart, Moody, Worrying, Just want to cry my hearts out. Econs test was the one, I spent the entire week reading through and I've taken it in the afternoon. I want to at least pass for this test with a decent pass grade. I know is not counted in my overall but at least I want to see an improvement. (I have this bad feeling that is going to come back bad)

I'm not going to disclose much but treat old people well because one day we're the ones going to be oldies. Just these two weeks, I've made numerous trip down to the hospital (between sing and malaysia's hospital) for visiting. It just occur to me that in times of a sickness/crisis (oldies kind) that you'll see how human beings react. It upset me most when I walked along the corridor of the hospital seeing old patients lying on the bed in pain. Especially when I came across a few who's trying so hard to get up from the bed by themselves. Obviously a few nurses pretended that they didnt see and walk off. Where's their family members when they need someone most? Humans are warm-blooded. They can sense and feel if someone is truly concern about them. Next time, all of us will be old. We don't want to be lonely and be left out. We want to be loved by our family members. Just put ourselves in the shoes of the old lonely patients, is sad right? I reminded myself that I want to be filial. Even though there are times that you will quarrel with your family and nasty words coming from you but be sure to be there for your family when they need this support. I was feeling horrible because I see the ugly side of human and certain things are not within our control. Everybody wants to paint a beautiful picture but how is it possible when you're not willing to take part in it? Deep inside me was struggling because I thought everyone thinks the same way as me. Nonetheless, I was wrong.

I hope things will get better and turns out fine. Please.

Stress. Weeling, please manage your time well for the next few weeks! (Work and studies) My coordinator job is starting tomorrow. Wish me luck. So many things for me to juggle between, if only I'm superwoman.......

Stress

Just want to hide and cry. Time to hit the notes even though I'm mentally and physically tired. Infact, is not the notes that's driving me crazy. I'm tired.

Awesome bunch

I love hanging out with them. (Absentees: Kegan, Jay, Serene)











It has been long since I last met secondary school friends. Hehe. Very much want to meet them soon(usual clique). A few friends whom I want to meet(those I have not see them for more than 3-4months, I want to see you all) BUT I'VE NO TIME I'm not superwoman so I have to constantly remind myself self-discipline please. No distraction. But sad to say that very often I got so distracted. My work starting next saturday, I hope it will finish soon. I'm crazy that I accepted the job offer but I have to pay for phone bills and I want to get stuffs that I like by my own means. Money dont fall from the sky. I hope I can survive through that 11days, by then it will be time for christmas, I'll not be in sing this christmas :D I miss last year's white christmas. Snow. OH MYYYY.... Haiz....

k bye.

Hamburger (I know is Hand)

Meet up with Karyin and Alvin last Friday. It has been so long since we last met altogether. I get to see Alvin more often because his/my sch are side by side. Oh, he's more active on twitter :D That's a good thing.

(daily ranting at the bottom)


















Today (Tuesday)
Accounting lecture in the morning. Not so bad, except that I need to do a nose job soon because I'm sneezing and rubbing my nose, my nose is dropping soon. Had lunch after lecture with Zhixuan and Huimin over at Jurong point. Huimin's the driver for today! Is sooo funny when the lecture clique hopped on the car and started making hell loads of noise because she's a extremely petite driver, driving family car. Tomorrow is Wednesday, public holiday. It doesnt affect me much because Wednesday is my off day even when there's no public holiday. I guess tomorrow I'll be staying at home to rott. I want to watch Harry Potter!!!!

Alvin Goh snapped this and I got a shock of my life, look carefully. Is so creepy. He was the one who pointed to me.... My eyes playing tricks on me?

I'm crazy

Me: Aye, Happy Birthday Dennis! I forgot to wish you.
Dennis: Oh Oh.. Thanks!
Me: (Me thinking, why he didnt reply me further?)
20minutes later..................
Dennis: Thankyou, my birthday was in september
Me: OMG. Are you kidding me? (So i went facebook to check)
And OMG! So embarrassing. His birthday was 2months ago.

My friends

I treasure my friends. Of course, I want to keep friends whom i think worth keeping. There are friends who are listed as hi-bye friends, Best friends, close friends, old friends etc. Recently, I bumped into my old friend. This person reminded me that actually we have known each other for 7years and I was like (are you sure?) After so many years that we became on-good-term friends. I know that I may sound silly and childish but is true that each and everyone choose your friends that you feel comfortable with. I dont think anyone will choose to be with friends that they dislike. Right? I like the feeling that you found your long lost friends, you guys can click off so well despite countless years of not meeting up. Oh wait, this friend whom i met recently not my long lost friend, just that we didnt meetup for more than 3years till yesterday lunch. My friend claimed that I looked different as compared to the past. While I feel that this person became more vocal and totally different now. I like to meet friends whom I never for the longest time because before you meet them, you'll actually feel a little nervous, wondering if they are still the same friends that you once know. Normally it will turn out that you feel so happy after talking to them for hours, and you just wish that you guys can talk forever about how you get to know each other and the small little things that became part of your memories. Oh, I missed out one type of friends; cyberfriends- Infact I dont understand why people on facebook can act really friendly but in reality they have not see each other before. How well can you know someone just by viewing his/her profile? (No offence to anyone out there, this is just partly my opinion and how I felt) I'm ok with cyberfriends who are nice but cannot stand those who are rude to you in the conversation when they are the ones who added you in the first place.

Goodnight. Is almost 2am in the morning and I'm still wide awake. Bye, I need to sleeeep :D

Life's good

Hi! Been really busy for the entire week because it was like a midterm break for UOL. I played so hard for the past one week. Haha. I'm really happy now. Quite guilty that I didnt touch my notes at all, but I guess i need this one week terribly. Oh yes, tomorrow back to lecture! I cant wait to head back to school for lectures. Need to get back to studying mode, yes i can.

Went Malaysia with lecture clique on Thursday. It was fun! The guys were held back by the custom on the way back. Kinda spoiler but everything was alright. Met zhixuan on Tuesday. Hi tea with Howeyong and Felicia, Ann joined us. Meetup with teachers.

Study hard, Play hard.