randoms~

nicholas's surprise, me&ann

hello(:

one week is over & everything is so-_-, i'm like on the verge of dying.dont know whyy. cant seem to control myself. alright i must complain that my seat is so HOT, in a sense that the weather, temperature is rising like mad. & not that weeling is hot! but if u wanto think it that way i dont mind you see~hohoho! so everything wasnt that smoothly for me afterall. i'm trying to recalll what happen this week. anyway the new vp not bad luhh, you know why cos he looks young & he graduated from oxford. at first when you come to think of it, seems like kidding but so true lolx.alright i fastforward................

thursday(28june)

a bad day i guess. is the earliest day that sch ended, then lunch-ed with xiwen,olivia,wangzhi at mos. and everything that we talked abt seems so interesting. the fun never stop!! we talked abt haoyu lol. i missed him, he was so crazy when he met me&olivia in sch on wednesday. he wanted us to give him a hugg. then he went on so highhh~ with his story. OMG~ lamer ler he. anyway we talked abt his HIStory, and went on laughing non-stop. best part was when they said that JASPERTAN went for the prefect interview during sec1, i couldnt stop laughing. just that kinda laugh till whole face blushing & my laughter dont stop. sorry to jasper lolx, dont mean it!! digging up the history. there's also like the unforgetable sec2s camp, 2CIANS'05. hohoohoo.

today(29june)

thankyou to my dearest olivia for leading me to the place. i wasnt brave enough to manage that alone. thankyou so much. i felt like you're my besties in the class & is true, very very true. like how we actually survive last yr till now. when i turned mute in that place, thanks for all those u've said.bio practical today. but it was so shitty, like even the solution was wrong. then half way stopped everything. not funn): and had durian today with feli,xiwen,weiling,wangzhi,nicholas. haiyo my dearest olivia had oral so she cant go. but i'm sure she will do well for her chinese oral.yes!!! then durian was yummyy! eating at that place was hott, the freaking weather was killing me. cant stand mann!! anyway ard bugis till 5plus.

so my prev post i was madd. but the other special lady enlighten me. i was glad that i'm okay now. thanks! and then i realised had intensive practical almost every week. & i hate heating. & i must shout it out loud that weeling is really clumsy when doing titration. even mdmteoh said that. i was laughing away for what i did. even that assistant like teach me a million times i'm still so clumsy ehh. bwahahha. then yishao added me, i was freaking shock. half dead now. is like never talk before during tuition then he can find my friendster. waahh lolx. hopefully go tcc break-fast soon,yahh

&& TANYONGGENG, he's so cold.... wahaha. and he's a damn bad person, he broke my fragile heartt. get me a bandage please!! but he & huihui are miss by me lolx. so after O, our sentosa trip... okayy!! he said that.yuppp..

so tomor tuition. sian. dozed off.

more pics soooooonn. okayy! bye

so sorry to devill~

dont ever judge a book by its cover. not even the status,position,studies or even looking at the side of $$$. i dont know what went wrong with me. madness is all in me. was freaking angry. can say that i'm petty so on & forth but what i heard was incredibly unbelievable. isnt it true that even kindergarten teachers thought us not to despise people or another way round to love one another. but this society sucks. like do you ever think what your mama & kindergarten teachers thought are true? dreamon.. i couldnt believe what i heard from my peers. like how others are actually loooking at how,who & even where you're from. this is so ridiculous. is like even working adults are doing that kind of ruthless thing, so do you really think is so fcking TRUE to have love,care&concern? no matter what class we're from, all of us are the same. dont u see that all of us eat,slp,shit.... isnt it the same... i cut my hair or rather trim my fringe because is long, who knows i'm being that lucky to be caught. and the sch rules doesnt state that girls cant have a proper haircut with proper fringe & mine is short fringe. i went to trim it for sch re-open & all the other girls are having their hair problem too .. & all of us are the same/equal. everyone should understand it. my peers have got even longer fringe but why i'm the only one? just because i'm in this class? this class may have the attitude problems and all sort of things but i'm not being the snobbish one going ard telling ppl off this & that.dont just accuse that i'm one of them. i just feel that all of us all the same, if you think that i'm being sarcastic, that's ur problem of how you want to think it.i know i'm in the wrong of my frigging messy hair. but my fringe is SHORT. is shorter than last time.. & i say ONE MORE TIME all of us are the same. dont judge me like how you want it. i cant seem to control my anger anymore, time & time again stupidity that befalls on me, like i will say "oh my mama, i'm wrong" stupid things that i did that i couldnt even believe it myself. just what's happening to this pathethic world of mine. i'm not trying to be so kelian sort of things in my blog. i just think that this is the best place where i cant vent my irritating frustation here. & tomorw i just have to be that nerdy girl going on with her hair so tied-up & well clip. i hope so.
like other sch girls esp good schs are all having girls with hair problem. so what's so wrong abt mine? every 9 out of 10 girls are having HAIR PROBLEM. alright people~good schs girls are also having HAIR problem, but just becos of the GOOD NAMES everybody thinks is alright. LIKE I MENTION UMPTEEN TIMES, all of us are the same. stop it.

i scream my lungs out to father. he was obviously scolding. OMG~ i', so-_- . wait he's not scolding me, he's just siding me.

like STOP STRESSING ME OVER MY HAIR. i would just be a nerd clipping my hair uppp....

hair abit kuku


the man & the wives. hahaha

(not much photos, dint really take. ony had photos with sis)
more to go when people upload. k

hello everyone(:
it seems like rather long since i last post.had been busyy going out. i'm so freaky tired. anyway i should start with em.....


tuesday 19/6
had bio lesson & then 2nd surprise for nicholasyee. is like everything was planned previously. then of cos feli&me had to help out. so rush to bugis to take the cake from annlee first.then me&feli settle down at mac to wait for the rest of the people. we talked alot.bwahhaha. then here's this crazy auntie who kept on telling us abt her upcoming b'day just becos she saw the cake with us. anyway xiwen came then talked abt her aust. trip, then that women came up and became so helpful. godsake. met melissa,sedrilyn,pnelope,kiankiat,zacharie they all.. alot of people. anyway we went to prepare the surprise, somehow the chocolate cake melted under the sun. how gross it is lo. & we had to eat it. then went shop ard. they had sakae. while i ala carte. then after that homed.


wednesday 20/6
at first thought nth to do, then i date sis out to watch HULA GIRL. is damn nice. saw boonchew & friend there. couldnt recognise him at first. then sis told me. the movie is so heartwarming that the people ard me all crying. especially those auntie. OMG lol. then stupid howeyong prank me at night. i was very freakout, then when the truth was known, me,hy,nich,wang conference then talked super long. lol. funny ehh, then they quarrel i diam diam never say anything. hahaha. but i was prank too. bad right.


thursday 21/6
backed to malaysia the whole day. NICE. but haiz like things are getting from back to worst. when i heard abt the 40k, my heart sank like mad. i dont know why. anyway the whole day is food day.delicious food ard me. then catchup with my cousin. is really ladys' talk. they all talk abt their in-laws all this. gossipings(: hehehhh. like backed to sing in the night. malaysia's sky is super nice, the sky is filled my stars. is just like diamond sparkling somewhere else.beautiful~


today 22/6
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE GUO RONG
so at first was hesitating whether to go anot & ended up i went okayy. so i thought i was late ended up met xiwen & we're the earliest. haiyoo then met dacheng. he called me. at first i dont recognise then he pat on my shoulder & then i was thinking who he is then i got a knock by someone else. lol. hahaha said hi to him. then met them at cine, then met wangzhi's friend. he's called li long, his every lil movement look like guo zian ehh. i was shocked to see that. the way he walk & all those. then they pooled while i talked lotsa shitt. the funniest part is when me&xiwen grab wangzhi's hand on the street.. then gurorong,qian,li long at the back... qian suddenly grab they 2 de hand & all of them siam lolx~ she's paiseh. & all of us ROFL~ hehehh. wangzhi is me&xiwen's de. lolx then both of us left while they K... then we went plazasing for secret recipe. the cake is delicious. dont have my favourite blackforest, i tried chocolatebanana. not bad!! then went daiso then homed. then saw zhu an &co. lalalala.

when i got home i was thinkin i should have K with wangzhi&co, like 8 got home then no one at home. very sian. haiz.but then i realise how much i miss guo zian. like i'm announcing to the whole world. is stupid of me not to cherish what i had in the past. but when i learned to do so, people dont. this is saddening, isnt it? imiss the time when me,feli,zian,yuchi & co were good. haiz. i miss him running away from his flight & talked to me that night. i miss my tears for him.i miss everything he had done for me & yet i just let it slipped away. how nice if i could re-wind everything. i swear i will cherish what i had. but is no longer the same anymore because he alrdy left. serve me right-_-

i'm so much in love with all the malaysian stars/singers etc.... i like huang junyuang, chen ren feng, lin yu zhong... lalallaa.

byeeeeeeeee

hello(;

i'm back from malaysia, i dont know what to say. i just have that kind of very mixed & complicated feelings. this time round back there, it seems like lotsa things has changed, maybe i'm not used to it. Mama's face really made me feel that i missed the place where i grew up, i missed all the people there, i missed the air, i missed everything & everything but i cant seem to blurt it out. feeling abit down. like how mama stays there, we cant visit her that often. i cant stand the loneliness in her, becuase i love her. lotsa things happening back there yet i couldnt help much. helpless feeling suck. how she help me dry my hair & comb my hair that day, treating me like a 3yrs old child really blurred my vision, this warmth that she gave me........ reminds me of when i'm 3yr old. she did that to me too & now is exactly the same feelings. just that i'm much more appreciative of it. learned to be appreciative of the peoples that's around me. though is like 10 over years, but i'm still missing the time when i grew up there, if i was given the choice i would want to lead a simple life back there. even for now, i'm very willing to do that. or get married at this age. OMG~ is like life wont be that stressful anymore.how nice

okay, shall tell you more funny things~ hey people, still rmbr xieshaoguang? he's in malaysia now, currently living there, he somehow opened a SPCA thingy in pekan.. then like mama's hse de dog is given by him lolx. so they named the dog "xieshaoguang"... damn funny lol...then everytime they will call the dog " xieshaoguang, come & eat' lolx.....

then my nursery teacher's grandchildren wahh damn cute...is like went her hse then they all playing peeka-pooo with me & sis. so cute lol

so sorry to those who called & msged me like(qianqian, keane, kendrik, huihui, peixian, Minyang, Dennis, Sedrilyn) some of them i dint reply back sorry!!

was ultra sweet of huihui to asked me if i want donuts. lolx. i was damn shocked lolx.

then kendrik asked if i want to catch a movie. lolx.

then qian ask me if there's any room that's available for renting. dotssss.

btw people, DONT EVER WATCH MEN IN WHITE.is a lousy movie, i watched it last sat with johans xiwen they all. & wahh is as good as fell aslp lol. really lor, when i go in is very energetic, then come out half dead cos is lousy. yucks

inside me is dead now...

such a boohoos~ suck.

sharing my baby fotos(: nice right.. hehehe

ME(: boohooos~

is MEEE.. heheheh

can u spot me? the ultra long socks de

dont you think my sis look like that small lil girl

who always act in channel8 de?

messy hair in the house(;

rocks right? her hair... heheheh

bro&me

Mama's wedding photos

me, dono who... my nursery teacher, sis & the son

Mama&me

bro&sis

hello everyone. blogger seems like bullying me):
anyway i guess this is a a long post with all the words&pics.

8June(friday)
could hardly wakeup for lesson, i was dehydrated seriously, lips dry,disgusting throat, my skins burning hot. so had chem lesson & of course practical. OMG~ i hate heating. i cant heat anything, since last time till now i hadnt been doing a correct way of heating. like wth luhhh.. then had emaths lesson. after eveything went off for lunch at mos. then walk walkk.(sorry i cant elaborate much) & then split ways, trained down tiongbahru to look for felicia,and i didnt see bamboo. like he left. then me&feli slacked there. was crapping all the way.. & yes, i love talking to her. she understands me. yeahhhhhhh. then we met andy&brian(primary sch twin). damn cute lol. then one of them kept walking to where we were and stared at us. i was smiling all the way cos he used to be my primary buddy or rather partner in class, he dont recognise me. how sad!!! but they kept looking okay! mayb they recognise? hehehhehh console myself... then sharon&yelin knock at the mac window. then they waving lolx..saw the teenager actress, lirong. she's just beside us. when i'm at the busstop, met wanxuan.. wahhh today met alot of people.then homed. then went to buy baby stuff for the little prince/princess that's coming out. is damn ex lol. then went macs with mother&sis, met jiesheng. damn paiseh. then when i was queueing he was buyin ice-cream then talk... hehehh. damn funnny. i shunbian ask him buy me a present from perth. think he sure forget de.-_-that's all for today.

7June(thurs)
today went sentosa. of course morning lesson first. then went home & prepare and met them at vivo. and is like such a boohoos~ kind of thing fantastic manx~ 9/10 people went only-_-faint. can go bang wall. (peixian,yanci,rachel,vanessa,JeremyHeng, jeremyooi,keane,ted,zacharie & me) sian. went there, peixian,OOi & me tann nia. the 3 peopl lie down on the frigging sand which is so hot. Ooi was saying we must make friend with the sun, (ba ta de di mo de qing qing chu chu)... and then we did. like is totally not hot at all. lol. anyway like sit ard,walk ard, then had a good talk with yanci&keane. we 3 were sitting facing the sea, at one corner of palawan. damn nice, we saw rainbow. & discuss lotsa things relating to rainbows, &then we saw stingray but then i missed it. then we told the rest but none of them actually believe what we siad but is true.then like homed ard 7plus 8. i'm tired. i realise i had a bad tann. the pain sucks.

6june(wed)
i forgotten what happened. but i know went to mother;s office & i photocopy like mad. abit siao lol. spent like 1hr photocopying lol. hehehehhh.. nth else.

sentosa (7june photos) !!!

see the difference. lolx.


sis has been helping mum's work through this.

dotssssssssss........

my kitty sweeet(:

weijie, see this? not childish okayy!
took it that day, going to mum's friend party.

friendship is such a creature.

this is getting on my nerve.

like huhh! anyway wont be blogging for many days.

i guessss so.. dont misss me people. okayy!!!

weeping is not an issue anymore

is about the on-going trust.

hiaxx......... just what the hell is this..

byeeeeeeee,

love WEEling