Wednesday, May 23, 2007

this one will brighten up my day
today was a lousy day. everything just seems so -_- it seems like the unluckiest day i ever had. woke up late in the morning but managed to be in school on time. anyway my conduct is fair~ my goshhh. is like the 2nd time le. and i'm going get back what's rightfully supposed to be our conduct(me,milk,erin) i mean c'mon in the first place we go gym often. is just that we werent being thought of learning new things. imagine the teachers only focus on the others. i'm not trying to blame the teachers but have they ever spare a thought for me? i wanted to learn so much since last year, do they even know that i want to take part in the competition? but there are just not enough B'division girls so what can i do? keep learning the C division again and again? i must even say that sec1,2,3 i dont even skip a single lesson of gym for no reason and now just because we dint do what is expected from us and people are judging us by that minor thing. so what is right? we want to be enthu, but how to when ppl already lost their trust in us and always thinking that we're just useless bunch. cant they just spare a thought for what we had put in ever since sec1-3s. alright, you must be thinking that i'm claiming to be "i'm right", but i must admit i'm in the wrong too. aggggrrrwww. i'm currently very mad at how things are going on. i ought to sort out my life.

and then what's worse is that somehow ps-ed twice. though i'm not blaming anything but didnt we said to do what we suppose to do. i should have run away and never get involve in this kinda thing. i wish i was dead. but i'm chilled le yeahhh. is alright bahh because maybe sometimes i do ps people. but what's worse is doing the project i got shoot by people. please just stop judging me, i'm a bitch so what. like i said over is over please dont bring it up again.thanks to that fox for accusing me. roll eyes* and disapointed in dennis because of some words that came out from his mouth, i hope you wont blurt that out from your mouth again. because we know that you're not that mean.


my day was really helly. sometimes i said tilll as if i'm so great but i just need more time to reflect and carry myself better. yucks weeling!! how could you actually blurt out so manny vulgarities in just one day. oh-mygoodness i will change. agggggrrrrwwwwwwww.. headache-_-
i will sort everything out.eeew.
probably tomorow will be a better day.

byeeeeee
WEEEEEEEE

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