Tuesday

Hoping that this week will just get better. Prelims time table out, my first paper on 1st March, 6-7weeks left. Need to work on it man...

End of school for my Monday

Words can't describe how happy I am now 11.40am, otw home after Morning class.. Life's good like this. Going back home for lunch and then rest a while before heading out to study..

One thing I love about going to school, is to use up my coins to purchase drinks from the vending machine. I get all excited over this all the time. Found out that the usual vending machine no longer has my favourite Vitasoy now. Mega sad because they replaced it with Coke :( I have zero interest in coke man, sad to say!

杨枝甘露's treat from the bestie
Groceries shopping at Chinatown Point :D

Needs

Need some peace, need to stay calm, need to live free, need to smile, need to laugh, need to shout, need to run, need to eat, need to sleep.....

Yearning for this now. Holy shit, Krabi I miss you so so so much, I need you right now. To escape from school, people, this place.

Happiness

Something that made my day! So simple, but I'm all happy that I bought this for myself.

Mr B Belieu

Sunday's pic :D

Sunday

I have been feeling extremely tired lately.. I need a good sleep, like maybe sleep for straight 15hrs for once?! That's like accumulative of 3days of my total sleep. Physically & Mentally exhausted.

On a side note, heading out to study with Benjum for awhile, probably sipping of hot coffee, life's good like this. After that, heading out to meet the primary school clique! Can't wait to see them, to celebrate yonggeng's 22nd! We are all so old already, oh man...

:)

The real source of inner strength and self confidence is warm-heartedness. (Dalai Lama)

201314

Shall start the day earlier today..
Get to the library early, study!
less than 2 months to prelims! Stress kicking in. Stay focus..

They say today is 201314 (爱你一生一世) Whoever that thinks of that, omg you tried so hard, Hahahaha.. But at the very least it makes some sense lol.

Pack my bag and head out soon!
Have a great day!

Food

Been eating and eating, just eating and not care if it is fattening or no. Not watching my diet as of now....

Thankyou 2012, I'm moving on to 2013

I can't ask for more but thankful for the good times I had with families and friends. Those close to me. Thankful that Ben is always close to me :)

So much to say but leaving to my heart to deal with it.

Thankyou 2012.

Alone time

Sitting at Raffles city Starbucks 6.15pm, with Cafe Mocha. Just feel mentally drained, I feel so tired really. Just hope that this moment, anybody/somebody whom I know will pop by, right infront of me and talk to me, casual talk is fine. But apparently no one so far...

And these 2 Vietnamese beside me talking non stop and so loudly. I want some peace man!!

So I'm having this alone *me time, people watching now. This actually feels not too bad.. I'm back to studying mode already, thank goodness I woke up and perhaps in my dream someone did knock some sense into me yesterday night! I went to the library on Sunday and studied for near 5hrs straight! Amazing! So tonight when I get home, I will study more. I need to get a planner 2013, I shall go source out with the sis maybe tmr...need to plan my time well.

Played too hard for the past 2-3weeks, i guess that's the reason why I'm so drained. I'm in the the festive mood no more. Sian now!!!

PS: You mean something to me, really

Merry Christmas

Drink Drank Drunk. Not a very good one. Truths that come to light. I'm not very good at handling this kind of shit.

21.12.12

Throat hurts, headache, migraine.

I slept early last night because I don't feel well. But woke up to these. Think I need to take panadols, my best friend.

Heading to the library in awhile. I shall read VSA today, most hated mod. Alone for the whole day, need to do some soul searching. Die, cfirm into depressed mode later in the day. Sometimes I enjoy being alone, but on the other hand when no one contacts you 24hrs, you feel weird. How strange. So they say today is going to be the end of the world, I think if it happens, is going to be sad for me since I'll be alone today. So from yesterday, Thurs-Sat I will not be meeting Ben, since he have his activities.

I received a very touching message from a friend yesterday! We were really close friends in JC, but not so in the recent years (last year-now) After I read his message, I was shocked and on the verge of tearing. I hope to see him soon, we need to talk. I know he needs friends to be there for him at this point of time and I know I want to be there to hear him out. I shall arrange for a meet up with him soon. Please stay safe and be happy my friend.

Let's go Friday, let everything goes into my head please.

Today is an excuse for us to say whatever we want- if we survived through today, we may not have the opportunity to say anything we want. Haha! Everyone, go confess or whatever you want!

PS: Everybody stay safe and Dear world, please don't end today, I promise I'll be good.

Cute

So cuteeeee! I love it when I receive sweet and cute stuffs. Received my card from Huihui<3 Thankyou! I have decided to stop mailing cards to my friend, so lazy! But I must say Huihui is my sweetest friend, she put in efforts into mailing greeting cards to us yearly. This year I received 2 cards by postage from her. I'm the lucky one to have a friend like her. The joy of receiving handwritten card+ our pic= Double Happiness! Thanks Babe.

Took a pic of the soft toy at taka! She's so cute. Couldn't resist!

Keep me sane, please.

This sudden sadness creeps in. I hate it when I'm sad. I can't sleep, did not sleep well last night. Is going to be miserable day today. I need to meet my friends, do some shoppings to kick this sadness off. I know I'm lying, lying to myself. This is getting me nowhere. When I'm sad, I spend. Especially dresses, I will be back with many dresses. Is not just 1 or 2. Strangely, I usually comes back with many dresses during :( days. I don't know why. And yes, when the bills come, congratulation to me!

Please keep me sane. I need to think straight and right and not like 1+1=3. Geez, if the world is coming to an end, all the more I shouldn't be feeling depressed.

Old Habits Die hard

I have this bad habit of coming home to stone for an hour or so before I finally decide to shower. I just don't feel like moving when I'm using the phone to post here, check on twitter, instagram etc..

Hopefully I'll get a good night sleep tonight! 累.

Photo taken on Sunday, another random pic :)

Hey

Hi

Back home on an early Monday evening. I need to hit the sack early tonight, lack of sleep for the past few days, on average 4 hours a day. But well, I'm sure I will sleep at 2-3am again later on, thanks to this body clock of mine. I'm actually not that busy, but I wonder what did I do for the 20 hours daily. Wasting my time and life away, Why am I so screwed?

Yet to start on my present hunting, need to buy 2-3 presents for gift exchange. Can't decide what to buy. I want to buy something that will be of good use to the person who receives it, something that he/she will use, so is really tough for me to decide what to buy since I don't even know who I am buying for. Just need to try my luck I guess....Am still loving this Christmasy mood! Actually can't wait for the gift exchange with my primary school friends, a bunch of fun people! 

Ps: Mind over Heart- or- Heart over Mind?

:)))))))

After a few hours of studying, sitting at a cafe having tea. Life's good like this. Thank you December, for once I felt that actually I'm so blessed. Though I'm not rich $$$$, very broke now (acc left with a few bucks perhaps? Hahaha) at this moment I feel that I'm the richest girl in the world because happy from within. I'm contented with what I have. I'm happy :D This is what I have been asking for all this while, I hope I will continue to be happy in the many days and years to come. Of course all my friends to be very very happy.

Yours sincerely,
Happygirl1991dotcom! (hahaha)

Angry

My blood is boiling, reaching its maximum point soon.

Sweetness overdose

Ben said to me that day " Sorry I kissed alway your lipsticks (lips)"
Me "I didn't put on lipsticks today :( " what are you talking about? Hahaha

And both of us burst into laughters...