I didnt blog for a week but I wasnt busy at all. I'm sick of sititng infront of the computer- so over the weekend, I watched teeveee instead of my usual online-mode. I was tired over the 2days HR Summit at Suntec (Last Thursday and Friday). That two days were hectic and tiring but i shouldnt whine so much because i had fun at NTUC income's booth! Life's been good, just that expenses gone up, I'm spending more than what i'm earning now. I'm poor this month! I will survive through [Fingers cross*I hope so]! I have not been hanging out with my secondary school friends for quite some time, so people when are we going to meet up? Is it this coming Thursday?
I told you I'm bitchy, you seee!
Ok, i'm so angry with myself. Jst when will i change my lao kok kok phone? Very irritating. And me, I'm all already for a new phone, the most in-kind-which all the people been talking about. iphone? (Ok at least to me, majority owns a iphone) I want iphone badly. I can feel that it is mine. I can feel her. I can feel that i will love my new phone whole heartedly and not like throwing here and there. I told you I'm bitchy. The fact that my current phone plan has 1000 free msgs monthly, i cant bear to say goodbye to my 1k free msg. If i were to change phone now, that means that i've only 500 free msgs monthly. That's like digging my own grave! On avg, my monthly msg spam is approximately 1500. So I've been paying the extras for the past few months. That is ok, I'm fine with it. But you see if I were to change my phone plan now, that would mean 500 msgs per month, that's like omg! One side of me dying-to-own that new phone, the other side of me cant live without 1000free msgs. Urghhhx. And i only can upgrade to student plan around July. So what to do? I envy people with new phone ok! Whereas for my this old phone, if someone throw it on the floor, my heart wont break. I believe that if i love that phone, has feeling for the phone, i will take good care of it. So i need to get a phone which i will love it. To console myself, I feel so special to have my lao kok kok phone with me.
I know most of the people would say, aiya- iphone/blackberry so common.
SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT! (Income's new sayings) You know why different? If it's mine, it will be different. Omg! Ok, enough of my crap!
All this while, I'm happy. I'm happy that I have more time for my family, friends (I mean people around me) I was busy for the past 2 years, now I'm glad that I've the time for all those dear to me:) During this long break, I reflected and reminisced the past. Though i flunked my A level, scored very badly and i had never wanted to talk about it here. But many had told me it was a "blessing in disguise". Initially, I blamed myself for being so actively involved in council, my time management was sucky throughout my 2 years in PJC. But come to think of it, I must admit that I learnt alot through Student Council. Yesterday I met one of my long lost friend (oh-well 2years considered as long?) He asked me "For the past 2 years, what is the biggest take-away or if not most impactful thing that makes a difference in my life" And to my surprise, I said that my biggest take away was student council and of course I flunked my A levels was in a way impactful. Everybody's impression of council is that- oh fun y'know! True, at times council is fun, but I'm glad that the tough times i had went through shaped who i am today. Of course,flunked A level is as good as nothing! But I know this is not the end. "This is the end of the world?" did cross my mind before, i thought that was the end for me. I broke down at that time but thank goodness for those who were there for me when I needed them most. Right now, i may be taking a different route as compared to the others, but I may not lose out to them in the near future. I will get myself up at where i fell. Trust me. Mark my words!
Alright, i know all these pics in my fb already but i just want to upload a few here so that my blog is not that dead yet.
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