arghhh not in-the-mood to blog
photos for sat(chingay) will be up soon
i'm busyyyyyyyyy.
anyway i'm here to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE(:
and praying that all the things ard me would be on-going smoothly.

selfishness all in me
i want things my way.
i realise i'm very wrong.
forgive me people.
learning to be a good fren, daughter , a good person
time will prove everything

TO her~ our friendship was gone
left only hatred between you&me
that's what u think
i know u want to revenge.
by all mean~
i'm learning to be a good friend
SORRY~ i'm tired

yess yes. byeeeeee people

LOVE,
WEE<3

Helllo everyone(:

NEWYEAR was really fantastic(: yes, i love it loads. so me, sis & mummy went back malaysia w/o bro & father. so ya everything was fab, i love my angbaos, love all the food,love slacking & love all my relatives all & all. so what we did on the first day of newyear(chuyi) visited 3rd uncle hse first. and met my cousins they all, some of my cousin i only met them once a year which was during newyear. funny luhhh~ afterall they are my relatives and yet we only meet one time in a year. anyway went to mama's hse, my eldest cousin(according to age) drove us there, with his family. my nieces. woww~ they are like are grew up liao. not badd. then reach mama's hse & here comes more &amp;amp;amp;amp; more food(; eat & eat..... then went to dajiejie's hse(cousin too). a pity i forgotten to bring camera or phone to her hse so no pics.. anyway my cousin bought his husband a shirt on valentine and the wordings are really shiok, in a sense is soooo sweet. is printed " My ambition is to love my wife, buy her diamiond, houses,roses etc........my money is her money & her money is HER money" awwwh is damn sweet duhh~ sumore cousin told me that his husband was pestering her to buy the couple shirt. he insisted but jiejie just dont want lol. so ended up cousin-in-law bought it and he wore it mannx~ and in exchange the husband bought her a GOLD watch which have 8patterns. meaning that can change it as and when u like. jiejie was like telling me his husband 10yrs ago bought gold watches for her & 10yrs later still same thing. she said he was dumb. though she was saying in this manner but i could sense that she's happy(; ( he bought that for her because last yr her hse burglary then that watch was stolen, well she was sad for a long time but but he bought for her something that resembles the watches for her) I"M SO TOUCH LUHH. and i know my cousin is damn xinfu(: yayy A LOVING & SWEET FAMILY<3 anyway slept at mama's hse & mummy went aunt's hse.

ChuEr' second day

today just stayed at mama's hse for the whole day. & was kinda bored. anyway learnt that my ahkiim was not feeling well. is not that type that is just sick or not feeling well. but is something that maybe some christian dont believe. well i'm a buddhist, i grew up as a buddhist so somehow i think is "choing" dao. she dont seem to recognise all of us(is not senile), her memory tend to be in the past all of a sudden and she still thought that her husband & my grandparents were still in this world. so all of us were shock to know abt her stufff. and the bonding of mummy's side were unexpected. at first i thought they were heck abt it. but all of them were really showing concern for one & another. this is what i think( Reality: who cares abt you) but it proves me so wrong, kinship do exist & is just everywhere ard us. hopefully my auntie would get well soon. praying that she'll be alright,okayy

ChuSan' third day

awwhhh i'm so sad, came back sing at night and is so terrible because sch the next day was really sianzation. everyone were hoping for a longer break but toooo badddd. anyway sis almost lost her passport lol, she's so careless that she left it somewhere else. if she had lost it, she will most probably be back in malaysia and cant come out. hehhxx she's luckky duhhh. anyway i met a guy who looks damn familiar, seems like i had seen him before, we were looking at each other trying to figure out but i think i really dono him. but he's damn familiar lol.

sheLOVESme so much

she's a shyyy girll ho played

peeka-boo with me(:

is so familiar(: ILOVEit

A series of funnny act

this is what sis took when we were bored(:

my toes giggling lol. is damnn grosss lolx

that's nottttt the way i am okayyy!!

please laugh mannnxx!!!!!!!!!

no offence to anyone.

My toes are giggling(:

anyway i've got loads of photos haven upload.

will upload asap. i'm stilll looking for the camera adaptor. arghhhhh

I'll post about my NEWYEAR on my next post, most probably tomorow(:
so i'm back from malaysia and all of us back to sch
IDONTLIKE it, haiz... i want to have a 15days of hols from chuyi till chu15 but is fathope. so back to school with really that kind of what-the-hell mood.sickening & reall sickening. but alright weekend is coming soon, that's what i was hoping for anyway i'll talk more abt my NEWYEAR most probably tomorow. okayy!! wait for my next post hur. because haven upload photos from sis phone & i'm really lazy to post it todayy. have to think ma..

think on my previous post i'm very harsh on some of my remarks, felt kida sorry and i'm really so hot-tempered that i starts to blurt out anitin whenever i'm damn mad at people. well sorry is the only thing i could say.

anyway really feel so strange. the feeling is so awkward, and i know i will just siam & avoid certain things, i'm still thinking/ it really exist or just rubbish? arghhhhhhwwww. i dont like that eeeeww mixed feelings. yucks manx!! is so rahhhh-rahhhh. iLOVEroses loads lol.

love,
WEEEEE

14feb,wednesday HAPPY VALENTINE(:
today was a really sweet & memorable day for me & guess for most of you, is so sweet that you'll get a tooth decay soon.

FIRSTly- thankyou chanpeixian for being the first girl who left my present on the desk, is none other than the mickey ballon, so nice luhhh. thankyou so much

thankyou to those who bought me roses- felicia,xiwen,anastasia(myhandsome),mrHUND(:, erin's handmade roses, eddie belated roses & lastly kiankiat's one. yeahh i'm so loving in it of all the roses, nice sia.

Another big thankyou to Anastasia for the lovely cards, Bethany for the cards & cookies, WOO for the bearbear,Jiamin foe her chocolates & sweet card, Kahkhei for her ferrero, Kimberly for her notes for me(i'm touch by her notes), Mildred for the sweets, Suaney for the choco, gabriel for the cookies, Chorhao for the handmade paper rose, & more. did i miss out anyone? ohyaa, that teacher for the precious moment photoalbum-thanks alot sia.

anyway i had a wonderful valentine with all the boyfriends & girlfriends(; they are so great to me.




Roses are red


manymany love cards

iLOVEgirlfriend

anastasia's present

(handsome hooray~)

Candy & more candy

ERin NONG's present.

CHANKUKU love ME so much

15feb,thursday

hello, not much of today thanks eddie&kiankiat for the flowers(: yayyy~thankyou. then went off to buy feli's birthday present. so is like entrusted the task of helping xiwen & the rest to buy too. so had the money but really headache of buying what. anyway bought 1top,1bottom, i pair of shoes, belt, necklace, hairband & a small lil cake. wahh the whole day of walking can really kill sia. but really hope feli will the present. yes, love her(:

16FEB friday' TODAY
so went to sch & it was totally bored, no olivia in sch i'm totally so bored till i gona die. so had geography first two period & then PE, so i skipped PE cos i cant tahan that type of sianness so chatted with ruihan & woo-anyway was real good. then had recess, i tried to give felicia surprise but i doubt it really works but HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FELI-DARL, iLOVEyou so much!! and then had the newyear concert in the hall & i must really mention that the gym put in lotsa effort & welldone for the effort(:goodjob guys~then went off to marinas sq with xiwen,yanci,nicholas,wangzhi,howeyong,eddie- we wanted to eat seoulgarden but no seats luhh. then nichoalas called bugis de seoulgarden & make reservation then we hurried down to bugis then me & xiwen two jokers were like wanted to challenge ourself of eating that MOUNTAIN of food, but we dint make it anyway. bwahaha. we finished at ard 4plus5 and then eddie&wangzhi went off to IRC while we girls went to bugis village & nicholasYEE went for his 8course reunion dinner. he sure buaytahan, later stomach sure bommbaa. explode lol.

& yes i tell you i hate that person for who he is. so what for who he is, if someone actually said something bad abt his/her own country, i'm so sure he will be fedup, & yes stop being so fck for thinking you're so good, please luhhh. & you're just a piece of shit whom i felt & were disgusted totally. you could say that i'm a bitch for saying how bad you are,putting in words that I"M GOOD that kind of mentality. no i'm not, i'm just stating facts that you ought to change. is not as if the whole world only belongs to YOU. do you know is damn irritating for making silly comments. well you may think is so FUN but have you ever put urself in other people shoes, & even think how hurtful it may be/ i actually put off the idea of hating you for what you did before & even wanted to try being friend again. i forgotten everything. but i think you wont want what you think is all your opinion. alright i'll accept the fact that it is all my fault all along . but GET IT CLEAR, you're the ONE who hurt me in the first place & no doubt you have never ever give me a reason so NO ONE ELSE is ALLOWED to even say i'm a bitch for my behaviour, & i become so SLUT is ALLL your fault. please make it clear this is what u owe me. & yes if you think you're still so great, pls live in your own world.

i'll upload more photos when MRyee send me, k!!

byeeeeeeeeeee

love,

WEEE

FRIDAY(9feb07)
hello everyone(:
this week has been a quick one, time seems to be flying. everyweek passed by so quickly, the stress is loading in progress.
i forgotten what really happened for the past few days. paiseh hur. anyway gotten back the chinese result. i got a shock of my life, i guess xiwen felt the same way as me. we were just so shock that we burst & hugg each other & scream like nobody's business, you may say that is somehow like exaggerating but if you were in our shoes thinking right at the beginning that our hope vanishes since guorong told us abt the distinction rate earlier on. okayy. anyway i'm just so shock for any words.the moment i received the slip of result, here comes my biggest fear/ the end of yr paper would definitely kills. but anyway thanks to alot of people who were calming me down that day before the release of the result. thankyou so much(: sorry i dint mention the names cause really lotsa people. anyway no offence to any people. and KOHJUNXIANG''chickchick__ lemme tell you this. please don EVER come right infront of me and say I"M GONA BEAT YOU AT THE END OF THE YEAR. please stop being so childish, i really cant stand it. you need to grow up can? is really sickening to hear that when i dont even have that kind of mentality, u need some brainwash cleanser? and if you want to go & beat/compete with me. that's all your business so stop getting in my way. skunkkk. iHATEthat kind of remarks luhh. okayy well, hushhhh___ i'm chillx now.

devil went backk queenstown. i should dumpp his laptop lolx. idiottttt..(:

kahkhei, dont be sad. i loveyou loads. you're the best!!!
kimberly you're welcome. i also dont know why u thank me?
you 2 tears seem precious to me(: yayyyy~really.

now the rather sad feeling fills me, cos i dont want our chinese lesson people to be splitted up. is especially good to be in that class & of cos with mdnzhouliang---> this class really rockx!! most of the time we had hell loads of fun. we will always be together, yayy~~
have to work doubly hard now. OMG i dont know why have got tons of hw. and tons of undone things. this weekend have to buy alot of presents(is damn alot) lotsa people birthday coming up, have to clean my room, have to buy my stufff. alot of things to do. gona faint):
so many things to do in just 2days. wahhh my lovely weekend is goneeeeeeee..
sucks lol. nvm like i said before "RENNNNN"

SATURDAY(10feb07)

today went for the flagday, at first i wasnt expecting any generous people who still exist on earth but perharps i'm so wrong. there's a few kind of reaction like those who tried digging out coins from their pockets, some who simply ignored, some who acted. yayy! i'm not going to mention about the bad things but must really comment about those who really donated their "HEART". there's this ahma with the grandchildren at commonwealth bustop, she was really generous, she put a dollar notes in xiwen's one, then she came over to mine she continue diggin out more coins. so i thought since she donated already so i just say is okayy and thanks alot. but it turn out to be this " buyongjing,nevermind" wahhh i'm like this is really what i witnessed de "kindsoul" left me a damn good impression. anywaywent on to chinatown, clarkequay. and we went to harvey norman at centralC, so was like instead of doing what we supposed to do, we went on developing photos. wakaka. anyway went back to ikea at ard 3.15 and all of us were dead beat tired. so we separated our ways and i headed to vivo to meet sis to buy my stufff, yahhh. and on the bus met erwin. he smiled to me & i smiled back.then dinner at mac. that's all for today but damn damn tired after one whole day of walking. anyway the pice quite blur. paiseh cos i took from the photo that was developed out.

today(sun 11feb)

so woke up damn early todayy for nothing arghh, anyway went for tuition cos greathenrylee told me to go, and only me,jiahui,wanting & xueling. i thought was math but ended up science. anyway just attend. so like mother&sis went to suntec then i attend tuition, i wanto go lol. but i cant/ anyway finished tuition ard 12.30 and they cabbed from there to fareast to meet me.& i'm late anyway. mother's worker was with them. so went for my clothing, andd yeahhh finally i'm done with my clothings lol. i'm so happy. shalllalaala. but now i'm like 2days wearing the same colour but obvious pattern differ. and is a dress yayyy~ then went to eat ahkun lotti then mother bought her things and then separate ways. she & the worker go work i think. then me & sis went bugis to look for sis's stuff . i met kahkhei'aka piggu in bugis village. i called her. then she shouted MAOOOO~ wahhh abit paisehh.hehhhx but quite nice of her to call me. yayyy anyway then went to tapao food and back home

bye...

WEEEEEE

PEIXIAN ROCKSSSSS! [:

compare please!! i hate jeremyheng sia
he drew this, EVILLL.





THANKYOU dayton for drawing this for me(:
is long ago lol.

heyya everyone!!! my weekend is gone. that's really sad):
anyhow & anyway this is what happened the past few days

Sat 3/1/2007
woke up very early for nothing, then my hse waterpipe wasnt in the best condition. so brother actually tried to fix it & he this careless person actually forgotten to press something on & water was splashing & the whole kitchen was wet. very very wet & i've to clear it up. anyway he quite lousy in fixing lol. but in the end dont know he fix it of father fix it with a new waterpipe. & then went for my tuition, and is like i reached there on time but lesson started late/ dont care lol. not much thing happened then went on to fareast first to shopp ard. while i waited for sis to come & meet me after her tuition. so we met & went on walking. & orchard was real packed with lotsa people that u'll find it damn difficult & irritating to shopp ard.then went home in the evening & conincidentally met hansin,lizhong,shaosiong,huaiching in the train. bwahhaaa. so qiao lol. then was damn paiseh lol so just quickly alighted.

Sun4/1/207
went back to malaysia early in the morning & i'm really deprive of sleep): so went to meet aunt first & then went to jiejie's shop to look for her. & then to uncle's hse. I MISS MALAYSIA(: very long since i went back. anyway newyear coming so going back soon.yayy.& this is so bloody shit that daren actually win. wth. diya should win but no matter what i will alway support diya okay!!! iLOVEher.

Mon5/1/2007
todayy sch was tiring. or rather the SIANess so prolly shittttyyyyyy. hate it manx! i failed my chinese test paper. agwww. anyway assembly even worse sia, have to stare blankly & really dreaming time. i was in my wonderland though it was "exciting". humphh. then left to bukittimah with xiwen,olivia,yanci,kuankoon,ted to cornoration to buy the books. on the way out of sch saw wilson hehhxx. i was stretching my neck looking out of anyone whom i know & heyy saw wilson. so wave and then went off. waited 186 for damn friggin long but on the bus was funny lol. kuankoon was real mad, talked lotsa rubbish which obviously made us laugh like nobody's business, & i guess he was so much interested in st marg's girls. but he was so disppointed in seeing some girls. he's so realistic. then we went to serene centre to have our lunch. ate mac, talk lotsa rubbish & gossips, was nice & fun to talk with them yayy~~ & all of us went off at around 5plus. i'm so full nowwwww. wahahha.. i love them,yayyy~~

shock of my life
this is not what i wanted
please rewind it back for me
i love my past

i want nothing to be known

just keep me blank

i will be good as before.

i promise--.

it's no longer the same anymore

love,

WEEling

this whole week wasnt that good for me.
i'm so stucked & felt really empty for all i had done, in a sense that i wasnt in the best mood && obviously i scare off lotsa people but i'm glad for the concerns! that's so good/ i appreciate it alot. thanks soooo much, guys~ THANKYOU BETH(GIRLFRIEND) --> your encouragement from ur blog<3

before i forget HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO hanshen& junxiang(chickchick)

arggh getting back result on next friday. i''ve prepared tissue for__ tears will swell in my eyes & just as expected it is going to stream down fast like fluids. think really fathope of even getting a B's. i'm not confident at all, that's all i can say~ well. wishh me luck. i need lotsa luck.

today me,milk,erin stayed back for gym. and is like expected we'll be outside the office slacking, i dont like this. i want laoshi back!!!!!!!!!! gimme back laoshi~awhhh. nevermind i will bear with it for just a few more months.

OMGGGGGGGGG~
you know what?


i'll stop here, kkheas bye
miss me(:
WEEling'