Monday, September 11, 2006

start of school after a 1week hols
had been long since started laughin like freaks with olivia&gabriel
it always seems so fun with the cute familys(:
SE lesson left me a deep impression
class was silent whenn....
the *gracious world [f--k up] shot out from my mouth
i guess the whole class & even ms seerin heard this
alrite pple, merely pissed at that moment thus spittin all sorts of language out
reflected myyself when the lesson ended-
cooled down, guorong apologised, infact wasnt mad at him after my thinking
i ought to accept truth even earlier on, but myy reaction always so implusive
felt so shameful of myyself for speaking that infront of the whole class
i shoud be ignoring what pple says about mi or relating mi to that black person
i should remain calm for whatever it is..uhm-mm
in the process of explainin history to guorong,
myy mouth jus dummy ass..
blurt out the name and i guess pple was nearby anyway
this is so embarrasing...
agrrrrghh was digging a hole at my own seats at that moment
someplace for me to hide..it's jus horrible

guess this term will be rather hectic
exam coming in another 3weeks
gce chinese paper is coming soon..
goshh everything is in such a fast pace..
do wish it will slow down especially for me
FATThope!!!!
off to do myy stuff.. byeeeeeeeee

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