Escape

Words can't describe my feelings now. But I would say that the one word I could think of is "empty" I'm not motivated enough to start a job now, money can't buy me the happiness that I want. Money can satisfy my material wants once in awhile, but there are times that I just want to relax and enjoy.

I need a gateaway. Just want to escape with the people whom I want to. I know because I'm sick of this place thus need a gateaway to feel motivated again, to find my goals in life. I just can't wait for year end trip or if not a short getaway this few months! Something for me to look forward to please!

- Posted from my iPhone

Random thoughts

Friendship
I used to have many friends whom I thought they are the ones that I'm going to keep for life but as I get older, I start to doubt what I assumed was right from the beginning? We used to be naive and innocent, but at this stage of my life, I'm afraid to know my friends better(inside out). Everyone is fake and pretentious, including me. They judged you based on your looks and wealth. Friends whom I used to hold tightly are nowhere to be seen. Maybe you meet them once in awhile but you know that you're no longer close with that someone. It just upset me because I may be the one who let go of them. But, there are friends whom you might consider letting go because they're just so good at hurting you. Is totally worth it if you let go of them.

Love
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. You tell each other how much you love them and how you guys going to die together when 2012 comes. I know couples love to put their status on facebook, (Hi, I'm attached to xxx) and then 1 week later, (Hi, I'm single, heart broken because xxx ditch me) That's why I dont quite understand what is love. When that special someone enters your life, you hope that he/she will never be out of your life. I'm never good at maintaining relationship because people come and go in my life. But at certain point in life, you can see a clearer picture of what kind of personality and character that you're looking out for. Most importantly you want someone whose personality&character fits nicely into yours. To be honest, initially I thought I found but...... At this age, I dont know if I know what exactly love/relationship is all about. So everybody just trial & error to see if he/she gets the correct one. But right now, I don't want to................

Maybe I'm still young? (I dont think so though.....)

Girls

Met them on vesak day!


I couldnt stop laughing when we talked about Haw par villa- the tiger's mouth and throat?!

My claim: Is better if we can avoid taking pictures when we're in the mouth of the tiger
Chiuyan's claim: No, when we walk in haw par villa, we already in the body or smth. And when we're at Haw par villa, we take pic with the tiger.
My claim: No, what i meant is that we dont walk through the throat to it's teeth and then take picture.
Sharon: Huhhhh?! (Oh sorry sharon, i kinda forgot what you said but i rmbred you looking confused)

Sick

Feeling weak, stomach hurts so much from all the coughing. Yesterday was terrible, was coughing the entire night and I could feel needle in my throat, yes it was so sucky. The doctor said my throat was bad, so she gave me 3 types "for throat" pills. I dont quite get it why there's 3? Stayed home today to sleep my wednesday off. My body feels weak, I just want to get more sleep.

Decided which camera I'm going to get. Meet my new baby soon! This month massive cash outflow. I will scrimp and save after I get my camera and all the birthday celebrations. So I will start to look for job soon.

xoxo
weeling

20

As you grow older, you're no longer excited about your birthday. It is a right smack into your face telling you that you're ageing.



I'm supposed to be uploading photos and scan all my polariods.. I'm taking way too long to get it done

Be mine

I have this urge of wanting 550D to be mine right now. I want to take pic of all the things I see. Yes I know most of the ppl will say you're not into photography so why bother buying such a bulky one? But I just feel like getting one at this moment 10.32pm. Who knows 10.33pm I want a compact camera?! Bitch fit.

- Posted from my iPhone

Just so you know

This feeling is unbearable

Supposed to upload photos but I realised that the photos in another camera, not with me now. I want to upload photos on facebook! Meanwhile some Ice Skating photos :D quite sometime ago.
I'll post more often.. k till then..

Heading out with Huimin now :D