I know I'm a depressed kid

Deep inside crying. I hate it when I feel sad inside. Nobody will understand how i feel so no point telling others. They may not be interested to know your grandma story. I think the worst case is that they have to act, console you. Conclusion is, just have to go on even though it is going to be tough. Nobody is gonna pity me. I only have myself to rely on in times of troubles. No way can I go round asking others to pity me and give me a pat on my shoulder. Why life is so hard? Normally I used Twitter to vent out my frustrations because twitter's my friend. Yes, I know I may get real whinny, bitchy and so on there.. Like I said, I'm a depressed kid.

Tmr is exam and I'm still wide awake at 1am typing these from my phone. Sad life, I know. Enough of my dramas, jst hang on...