The Marshmellow Effect

Busy April. No time, no time. Most of my time eaten up by intensive lectures. Overseas lecturer are so awesome, really. They have good experience and teach well. Alright, i need to shutup and focus.

In deep shit.

I guess I need to be 100% focus now. 30days left. I think today's 8.30am-10pm'a lectures screwed me upside down.

Need to sleep now! Bye guys. morning lecture later. Night :D

- Posted from my iPhone at 12.30am <3

Tell me to focus please

This pic is nice! I like the background! credit goes to kegan! Oh my sweetie! she's cute right? Both of them mixed blood. What's the key to success?? I dont know :( Oh, taken from my lousy phone's camera. hahaha

Should I cut my hair?

Perhaps No!



Is kinda long and thick now. I like it but it feels so heavy. Maybe that's the reason why I'm so short. You may laugh at this illogical logic but that's what the adults told me when I was young. They said that the weight of my hair is pulling it down, down to the earth. Up till today I don't know if it is true? Or was it a lie to trick me into cutting my hair?

Some funny weird explanation: #1 you pop out from the stone. #2 The monster is coming to catch you if you don't sleep #3 "You naughty, *mahta 来了"

Heard of these before?

- Posted from my iPhone

Me

Unclear photos because some of these from my phone.

Without makeup :) but i had to wear a cap because my forehead is horrible. Can someone speak to my hormones? Tell them that I'm a grown up kid now, I'm hitting 20 soon. I dont need pimples anymore. Maybe I should be thankful that my pimples outbreak is only on my forehead.














Been a lazy, fun week. Slack and slack!! It seems like I'm on long holidays. Friends, dont ask me out please. (But still, I guess it will end up that I'm the one calling them out) Shit... Is supposed to be study week, but end up more like my high tea week. Haha.

Slow and steady wins the race! (I'm good at lying to myself. Haha)

I don't want to talk to anyone but myself. I just want a good sleep and when I wake up from my sleep, a new beginning awaits me.


- Posted from my iPhone

Or else

Please protect me, my heart.


- Posted from my iPhone

I want!

I have been thinking of these for days. Omg! I need a new camera. Not in a rush to get one though I have been eyeing it for god damn long already. I shall get one after exam, May :D I know is gonna be long, quite some time from now, im just random.

EOS 500D


EOS 550D




G12




S95


LX5

Time to shut up

"Why everybody so competitive? I'm neutral.... Please!"
This is so sickening...

Fly

30 mins left for me to prepare and fly to dohby ghaut.
I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky...................
Why am I always late? Oh because I'm left with 29mins now, still typing!

Bye, send love love love.

Blog, Blogging, Blogged

Hi guys, what should I do today? Uhhhmmm....
Today is a good day. Alright, I'm going to test my eyesight. I just remembered that I'll be working on sat and sun for an hour each day. I take up this job because my wage rate has gone up! Hahahaha. So I will stop being so whinny when saturday comes.

I'm supposed to be doing resume, but I'm so good at procrastinating.

k bye.

Bored!

I'm complaining, whining... Mock exam over like as though the final exam is over -.- Omg, I need to start the engine all over again. But then, I'm so lazy to touch those disgusting notes. Each time i see it, I want to vomit. Wait, I think my life is pretty good now.. Slack at home, I'm rotting. For the past 48hrs, so lethargic. Sleep and sleep only. Heading out for hi-tea. Life's good like this?

I need to get screen protector for my phone. This is the 3rd one already -.- Oh, get contact lens tomorrow. My eyesight from bad to worst. I want to go for lasik when my degrees settle down. If i'm not wrong, is almost 700degrees for each side. So the optician is going to tell me, "Haiyooo, what happened to your eyesight?"

Xiwen, come back soon! I'm so bored at home. She's having fun in korea. Omg, I miss Korea so badly now. I hope year end trip gotta be good :D I want to travel out of sing with my friendsssss :(

Try Harder

I do despise girls that do whatever it takes, forever trying so hard when you're not even worth a thing. How should I even define a thing? Girls should have dignity and take pride in who they are. Carry yourself well with how you're being brought up. I'm not saying that I was exactly well brought up, at least my mum taught me to be a good person. (Not to take advantage of others) No point taking pride in who you are when you only know how to cast spells on others, to be more specific- attract attention. If you didnt realise, you're aging as the days passed. How long more can you be that beautiful slut? 1 or 2years more? Your expenditure on your cosmetic is going up because you need more coverage than any individual. By then you're all ready to be an old maid. Trust me, you're not heading anyway far. Girls should know where they stand and not even think that they're some princesses unless you're born in the royal family. {you can be the princess in your own world- Virtual world} Or don't you think hell suits you more? Whatever you want, buy it yourself with your hard earned money and not go round "One-night-stand" in exchange for one branded bag? Girls ought to have the reserve* that's within us.

I want to upload photos from my phone but can't :(

Tomorrow maths paper in the evening and Monday banking & finance.
I should blog regularly here.. I'm going to :B next week! After my papers. Ok

I know I'm a depressed kid

Deep inside crying. I hate it when I feel sad inside. Nobody will understand how i feel so no point telling others. They may not be interested to know your grandma story. I think the worst case is that they have to act, console you. Conclusion is, just have to go on even though it is going to be tough. Nobody is gonna pity me. I only have myself to rely on in times of troubles. No way can I go round asking others to pity me and give me a pat on my shoulder. Why life is so hard? Normally I used Twitter to vent out my frustrations because twitter's my friend. Yes, I know I may get real whinny, bitchy and so on there.. Like I said, I'm a depressed kid.

Tmr is exam and I'm still wide awake at 1am typing these from my phone. Sad life, I know. Enough of my dramas, jst hang on...

Happy Valentines Day everyone :D

I'm abit slow but I have been extremely busy lately. Busy with the upcoming Mock. Oh wait, I call it mock so that I will feel less stress. Seriously, I hate the word "prelim" Haha.. My face is damn ugly now. Damn you, pimples! Hehe..

OMG

I'm on my self-declared holiday when I'm supposed to be revising for exam. Hehe, so Chinese New Year mood. How?

Sorry That I Loved You

My irritating lip!

I just feel like posting a few pis up here :D More photos on facebook.
This week is hell. I was so depressed and troubled by so many stuffs, thank goodness this week coming to an end. For next week, I'll probably be hiding at home most of the time. Yay! Except that lectures on wednesday morning and thursday night! I've never attend lecture in the evening before. This is going to be a good experience, i guess. 7pm-10pm ! hehe. Intensive stats lecture for the coming week and the week after. I like the lecturer even though he likes to leave that few slides for the next lecture when he could actually finish it. He's a SMU professor, he can teach :D

My lips giving me hell lots of problem!
Cracking and bleeding. Especially when you smile or talk, it cracks. My sis told me that it occurs to her lately, and according to my tweet friends, they face this problem too. So is it the weather? Must be global warming!! Ok, I'm going to get lipbalm from either bodyshop or (khiel's?) that my friend introduce me. Have a god weekend, guys!!!

I miss doing crazy, stupid things with my friends. Like how we cycle from one end to another end of sing, peeing in the bushes because we couldnt find a toilet? treat classroom as clubbing ground, play musical chair with your teacher (in class), photo-outings with friends (different kind of stupid poses that we could think of), laugh as loud as we like in the public, climbed bukit timah hill and felt as though we conquered Mount Everest. Those were the times....

I'm home early on Friday :D So happy that weekend is finally here! Oh yayy!!!