Don't let bad people get you down



"Dont let bad people influence you to become bad. A bad tree will only produce bad fruits"

Hi, I'm home early today. Yesterday I was feeling so down but i guess today pretty ok. So many things that I dont understand, is just so tough. I'm going to study for it and hopefully i understand! Hang on, is just a beginning so dont give up that easily.

Happy National Day, Malaysia!



Ending off with a spastic one. Bye.

I'm ridiculously having moodswing. Omg, so please dont even try to talk t0 me.
Feel like crying but i cant find a valid reason why i should cry. Damn with this, I dont think i'm into depression right? Oh no, but i feel like crying now. What the hell is wrong with me. Please tell me I'm alright. Oh yes, to those who kept saying that I slack too much in Jc, get a life please! Just like me telling you, oh forget it luhh, you wont get into what you want lorrrr. Will you be please to hear that? Just put yourself into people's shoes like how will you feel if it is you. How you know if I did/did not study? I'll tell you right into your face that my mum said I was studious so what's more have you got to say? Arent you guilty that I tearing while typing this whole bloody paragraph here. Why there's always these kind of people trying so hard to put me down. Thanks, you did it. If you're reading this, guilty??

Banking and Finance, Can you love me please?

Nothing much for me to talk about my course because is not as easy as I thought. Principle of Banking & Finance not Singapore context :( !! Let's see if i can survive through. I guess i really need to put my heart and soul into this course for i dont want to retake any of my units. Furthermore you need to pay extra money for the specific subject if you fail, so why not pass it or pass it well right. To be honest, I'm scared. I'm timid.

Youth Olympic Game just ended, sad right? I watched the closing ceremony alone at home and just felt sad that it ended. I've got all the YOG info daily through twitter, so once-in-awhile I'm high over the games. Now no more:( I love merly more than lyo, she's such a cutie!

Urghh tomorrow Econs lecture! I've never taken econs in the past 19years :(
I'm getting so whinnny, heehee. I'll stop here.

O m g. When i say Omg you will go HuhHuhHuh.

A few hours to my first lecture. I'm nervous and i dont know why i'm reacting this way. 8months you know? Ok, maybe i should sleep early tonight but i know i wont sleep well tonight. My body clock is like 2-3am then I will fall asleep, waking up at 11.30am. So if I wake up at 11.30am later, good game! There goes my first lecture! hahaha. So I will set many alarms tonight. My phone's alarm #1, then my father will be alarm #2, my mother will be alarm #3. Prrrrease wake up at 6.45am sharp! I dont want to cab on the very first day of school term. Nervour Nervous Nervous. K luh, is not like I'm getting married right?

11.33am now. Goodnight everyone.

Saturday



Heheh. I love my hair alot because i have a little of natural curls. Damn nice right? (I know I'm annoying here. hehehh just bear with me) But my fringe sucks big time, I'm still waiting for my side fringe to be back! Oh, my face -.- I do wonder why my expression is like that- constipated look. Tsk

Now is 1pm, I'm waiting for time to pass. Meeting my friends at 5pm. Hehehh, I think i'm in good mood today. But i think this good-mood thingy will die off soon. I'm weird, i know. I can't wait to meet Suwei and it seems like i cant make it for the meetup. Omg. Suwei Suwei Suwei, i miss you.

Alright, I'm tired again. Nap. Have a good weekend dudes.

:D

Oh hi! (Last weekend, sit-behind-us gathering, my primary sch friends)










How's the week people?
Infact I'm prettty happy that I'm not that busy for this week. I had ample rest, slack, time for myself at home. School is going to start next week and rewinding back, I realised that I did not achieve much thing for the past 8months except that I packed myself with meetups and more meetups. I think is very unhealthy if i dont manage my time well because obviously I would be wasting my time off just like that. So what I did for this week so far, went over for friend's 21st BBQ-chalet but i didnt stayover. I met Felicia for Brunch today. The rest of the days, i spent time at home watching korean dramas and doing some reading. School is starting on monday and honestly I'm looking forward to it minus the fact that I've to get up damn early-.- Am I the only crazy one who's anticipating for school? The bloody textbooks have yet to arrive! Does it take really that long for the books to fly over to Sing?

Infact I'm really free but i dont blog that much. Idk why. Maybe I should update more often because i love to read archives many many times and I'm not sick of it. I'm definitely one sickos who enjoy reading what I posted previously. Hahhaa.

I used to meetup with Weijie and Ashton occasionally but now we dont meet at all. OMG! Tsk tsk. Maybe is my fault that i neglected my friends. (yes, i think is me) Ok, I was being extremely random here. But then, I'm like slowly and gradually losing more friends. That's the fact right! Aiyah, i dont know how to put my thoughts into words!

K bye.

Today(Friday afternoon), had my run at Fortcanning. I love running, but I'm slow now. I love the heat, but migraine is killing me. I'm happy when I get to run.

Meetup with the sec-sch friends for Olivia's birthday dinner at Marche. It feels weird without a cake. Omg, I want to get her a cake and sing. (is ok even if it is just one slice) Omg, Prease-prease-prease let me see her tomorrow. Contact me! See me soon, we need to gossip like no tomorrow. Cant wait.

I'm meeting more people tomorrow. (Though I'm sick of heading out) Oh yay!
YOG is tomorrow. Can you feel it? Ohyeah-ohyeah-ohyeahhinggg in my heart. Hahaha. Goodnight. Timecheck: 2am. Bye..........

Hi girls!





Super long time ago. I'm slow.

I'm lazy, no pic.

I'm old-really old. This is weird, I kept thinking and feeling that I'm turning 90years old. My friends actually analysed to me why I have this mentality and the reason is just so funny. Right huihui?? Ok, life's good except that I really hate the national day this year because i was alone watching the fireworks at marina area. Bullshit. I know most of the army guys doing their duty and that's even worse. From Tuesday onwards, everything turns out fine and good. Wed till Sun, I'm going to be busy with meetups and meetups. My camera has not been up for good use because i know something went haywire with the zoom and I'm just too lazy to travel down to Panasonic building. (Next week, I will go)

Yesterday went YOG previews with Xiwen. I want to go to the Marina Bay Sand Skygarden. Can someone please bring me there?? Initially,my friend wanted to bring me up but I've got gatherings, meetups. I'm so angry with myself. Urghhhx. I'm supposed to be talking about YOG rehearsal right? (Just hope that on the day of the opening ceremony, it will be good) I mean come on, is "Olympic", which means presenting to the world something wow!! That's what I learn from China Studies- image image image! The rehearsal make me feels like I'm watching national day parade. But the kids, youth performing on stage, I can see their effort. They're really cute.

Had breakfast with Huihui & Eleanor at tiong market this morning. I woke up at 8.45 when we're supposed to meet at 9am? Hilarious, but I managed to reach 9.10am. Power?? We are all going crazyyy with the alphabet B* You know, I know, we three knows only. Hehehh! K luhh, B can mean alot of thing, like (baby?, bee? bobdog? bye? brother?) Alot of meanings. So all of us been using this B alphabet. Ok, maybe i should change to W. My name!!!!

Ok. I'm going to get ready for evening dinner @ sakura ADMIRALTY. Where the hell is this place? Dread heading out.......... );

Hi a quick post. No pics.

Megaa problem with me now: Insomnia.
I dont know what's wrong with me that I cant get to sleep almost everynight. Maybe is because that I'm not working- enjoying life that's why i cant get to sleep. Just like as people gets older, especially old people, they have this problem of getting to sleep. (Just like me) So for me, once i cant get to sleep, I will start playing w my phone's game for hrs in the middle of the night. And then when everyone in the hse head out for school or works, I start to feel sleepy. Something is very wrong with my bio-clock. Just realise that I'm starting sch in 2 weeks time and my timetable a little morning-freak. 8.30 lecture. Wish me luck because the travelling drama-mamas going to start all over again.

Am I the bad guy or are you the one?
Ok. Is time for story tellling once again.... I think is damn irritating when people wants to know and see who's my friend(s). (sad to say, i have to say such childish stuff at the age of 19years old) I choose my own friends, who I want to mix around with. It totally makes no sense that I cant friend somebody just because that group of my friends dislike him/her. Let's say, just because of this trival matter that you guys doesnt want to talk to me or stop hanging out with me, that means that you people are not friends. I can't believe that I'm typing out this silly paragraph here about "Friends" Maybe because your action me that's why i see the point to type it out here just in case you happen to read this. I'm 19years old this year and I always think that I'm a little childish, stubborn... but it seems like you guys elder than me (Supposed to be mature in your thinking) dont behave that normal to me. Initially, I thought we can still stay in close contact etc because we're FRIENDS. But... I just want to roll my eyes off now. Maybe I read too much into it. But i don't think so. Damn you.

Everyone is excited that there's an extra Monday off for the week but I'm not one of the *everyone. Tomorrow I have Cygnus gathering but why is it that there's only a few people attending? My OGLs, where are you guys? (Omg, so sad!) Then if possible, go back Malaysia on Sunday. It has been long since i last cross the border. I do miss home.

Have a good weekend. Bye

Happy Birthday ANGEL!

Pictures taken over at her room. This shows how much we love you. Have a good good night, good good day. With love.




Primary school gathering! (Huihui's birthday celebration)
Headed to liangcourt for dinner and then starbucks at central.






Enjoyed the past one week of slacking at home. (though most of the time I'm always not at home) Enjoying my free time to the fullest. haha. Is nice to be spending time with your love ones. So yes, later I will spend the day at home reading, rotting at home. I'm busy on weekdays. I watched inception that day- NICE! Though half the time I was totally lost and Bb have to explain to me. So i guess Life's good for the past one week except that I was on good-and-bad terms with my mum. But I'm sure we'll be on very good terms anytime soon :D

Ok goodnight. Love you- whoever is reading this. bye is 2am now. Need my sleep. Night!

I'm hungry now. Headed down to SIM to settle my school fees just now. A new place that's on my dislike list: Clementi! Crazy, is mad to travel down to that place. Take train, take bus. Haiz. Miserable life. I know. Ok. I'm going out now. Bye.

I'm hungry.

So I've been rotting at home since Sunday and yet to step out of house for 1.5days already.

FOC Cliqueee.....









FOD's Cliqueeeee.............

Good afternoon!

Met Huihui for lunch just now and we had our favourite pizzahut. 3 weeks ago, we went to the same outlet, ordered the same food and it just felt like deja vu! But then again, we had the same waitress who served us, this time round she's very friendly (The previous time, i think she was in bad mood) This post, I'm going to type out whatever that's on my mind. Hehehe, sorry if you dont catch what I'm saying after reading it. Actually I'm feeling extremely tired now, but I'm heading out in the evening so that means I can't nap now. The bash with UOL peeps tonight! I hope it will be good. Tonight's gonna be a good night. Right now, I dont know what to wear out! Limited clothes that I have.

I'll be working 4hrs on Saturday, Council BBQ. Sunday evening-meet huihui. Many more things to come. My best friend B will be away for many days (PS me, I'm sad) Alright, I need a job! Or else, I'll be a maid at home. When I've nothing to do, here comes all the vacuum-mop the floor-clean here and there. 4more weeks to the start of school term. OK. let's wait!!

Sentosa soon. I want to go.

When's my Europe trip?

Both Ann and I came up with something good. (But what the shit, another 3years! Let's wait!) A must to travel to Europe after my 3years course. We were saying that we had missed out our post O level and A level trip, a must to travel to somewhere nice. Why 3 years later? Because how to save like 7-10K within a month? That's unless i rob the bank.

I want to travel out of singapore badly. 7months since I last step out of Sing, putting aside Malaysia since that's my birth place. I've been stucked in Singapore for really long and the initial plan was Yokoso Japan at the end of the year but it will be pushed to next year. (Mum told us ystd night) Heartbreak right? Beekaykay at the end of the year, sad though. Maybe is good to go there this year since I'm mega poor kid now. If you realised, I'm trying hard to console myself that I'm not flying to Japan this year!!! And Who knows, sekali batam trip/ KL trip- that's like -.- Pray hard no!

I need to work and not slack at home.
I like this week, i think. Ok, I will go pack and tidy the hse in minutes time. Vacuum vacuum vacuum, mop mop mop. Haha.

Hi
I'm a beee, I'm a bee for the past one week. This week will be a good one i guess. Something i need to learn, time management! Need a healthy lifestyle right now. haha.


Karaoke with the council peeps! (supposed to be esprico gathering*) Anyway upcoming sat is 9th council beebeeqqqqueeee. Haha. Can't wait to see the rest<3




& of course Freshmen Orientation Camp! A nice one!
Oh, i lost my voice again! Haha. OG 4!!!! Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah! There's a outing today but I think i need my rest or else I wont recover. See them on Thursday night, Supperclub :)




Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

I'm tired. sick of everything.

Hi.

I'm back from camp. Very tired but fun! I need my rest.
Ok, will update here soon with pictures. What's up for the upcoming weekends? Tomorow heading down east coast for Fuqin's SSC night (He invited me! We're sucha good friends in Peejay) Ok, i miss my peejay clique alot, i mean the 2 guys and me. Saturday meeting some of the 9th peeps (Espirco-oh yeah, we're gotta get high high high) Sunday I'll be freee. That's goood. Hehe. I think i need a job badly.

I think i miss OG 4.

Time to charge the camera. Haha.

Weijie :D

My phone's camera. Lousy quality.

My weekend feels long. 48 hours but it just doesnt feel right for me. I thought the camera spoilt because everytime when i switch it on, it will show "Dialing mode is not in p'lace", like what's dialing mode for a camera? So after 7days then i realised what went wrong. Actually nothing went wrong, it was blur on my part thinking that it was spoilt. Lucky it is still good but i could have taken alot of photos but -.- So Saturday met Xiwen for the flea at cine. Ok, alot of people. So we were there or 15mins and we left. Not interested at all. Then we were walking aimlessly towards the shaw centre. We had dimsum for dinner :D nice! It was just random... Then we walked down orchard road again...Headed to scape park's Rainbow cafe for my mocha. Then Weijie & friends came to meet us. I forgot the last time i met him. Each time i meet him, he surprise me w something. I'm glad that he is who he is now :D And this guy, my birthday present is still with him. My birthday was 3months ago???? Hope to seee him soon..

Alright, i'm going for a camp in less than 12hrs time. What I'm worried is that my phone will die on me. I feel so unsafe when I dont have a phone with me. Ok, maybe bring 2 phones in?

thanks for breaking my heart! I like your style. Damn you.

Why cover face?



Monday lunched w huihui. She covered her face? Whyyyy?

Omg, Huihui i told you about that person X right, I totally cannot stand this person. If can, there;s a need to slap this anonymous X. Now I'm the unfriendly one!! Have fun for your upcoming camp!! Please put on sunblock or else you'll be lobster.

I'm heading out for lunch w Nicholas&Guorong- Ding tai feng! Though i'm not v into Xlb. Maybe Kinokuniya to get my gift?? Meeting B in the evening. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I really miss my thick, long hair.



Never ever trust hairstylist or whatever- they always love to chop off people's hair. So he cut off approximately 4inch of my hair. My hair length is like what the shit, at my shoulder length. My 2nd time that i cut my hair this short. The very first time was even worse that i cried for days and nights (when i was primary 4, at the age of 10yrs old?) Omg, I'm thinking of going for hair extension. Should I? I need around 3-4mths time for my hair to grow to the length that i want. My hair grows relatively fast as compared to the others, but I'm just afraid that this time round it will fail me. Omg, I feel so naked without my long long hair.

I looked like one mushroom head now! So now, i will fret over what to do with my hair when i head out. omg, so i hide at home the entire day today. Screwed up hair. So my friends, pretend you dont know me if you sees me on the street.