7 days :(

Am still skyping and calling USA everyday. I feel that I have no friends except Ben.









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Daily routine

skype>googlechat>facebook. I love my phone so much.
I charge my phone for almost 3times a day because my 3G will be on for the next few days, weeks. My sis said that it doesnt seem like Ben flew back USA, it just feels like he didnt drop by our hse for the past few days (I'm always on the phone with him when it comes to US midnight, Singapore's evening)

:(

Mr USA

Please let me fly over to USA now, yes now! I miss you Ben :(



:D


Cute :)




Impromptu Bintan last weekend was good! I'll upload on fb and some here.
If you ask why I upload photos of toilet? (Strange right? Ok, just feel like uploading these few...) No more toilet pics after this post. I guess I will doing more updates here...

The city light

Believe it or not this is Singapore. I didn't expect my lousy phone camera to be able to take such good shot.



To be honest, there's no light in my heart, dim.

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-.-

2weeks of work down! 10 weeks more to go. Goodnight. In need of my sleep now bye


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Bakuteh

Sunday, brunch, bakuteh!
Love the one that I always go: Bugis. Yay, going Suntec for IT fair, hopefully I could get the sandisk 16G memory card for my camera at a good deal. Oh wait, I don't know what is a "good" deal because I don't even know the retail price for that. Hehe.. Bye


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Saturday

Sushi tei <3 My favourite. Salmon don, salmon salad and the octopus.



$1 ice cream :D So tourist look?! Haha



Time for me to sleep, night!

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Take me away, stop the tears

June

Hi everybody!

Right now, I'm feeling neutral towards June. In fact I'm the sort of person who likes year end rather than beginning of the year. More things for me to look forward to: Out of Sing trip, Christmas festive season (though i'm not christian but i like shopping for gifts and the crazy sales), Countdown to 2012- the end of the world? I can't wait for school to start and december to come.

Right now, I'm still looking for a job. Anybody have job offer- tell me please. Thankyou very much! K, I'm a slacker because up to date: been resting at home for the past 3weeks. Life's way too awesome. But.. I need a job so that I can spend. I'm thinking of taking up freelance job. But the company that i always work for didnt offer me any job this time round. I need a job! Job, please drop from the sky now! Thankyou

kth byeeeeeeeeeeeee...............

Escape

Words can't describe my feelings now. But I would say that the one word I could think of is "empty" I'm not motivated enough to start a job now, money can't buy me the happiness that I want. Money can satisfy my material wants once in awhile, but there are times that I just want to relax and enjoy.

I need a gateaway. Just want to escape with the people whom I want to. I know because I'm sick of this place thus need a gateaway to feel motivated again, to find my goals in life. I just can't wait for year end trip or if not a short getaway this few months! Something for me to look forward to please!

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Random thoughts

Friendship
I used to have many friends whom I thought they are the ones that I'm going to keep for life but as I get older, I start to doubt what I assumed was right from the beginning? We used to be naive and innocent, but at this stage of my life, I'm afraid to know my friends better(inside out). Everyone is fake and pretentious, including me. They judged you based on your looks and wealth. Friends whom I used to hold tightly are nowhere to be seen. Maybe you meet them once in awhile but you know that you're no longer close with that someone. It just upset me because I may be the one who let go of them. But, there are friends whom you might consider letting go because they're just so good at hurting you. Is totally worth it if you let go of them.

Love
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. You tell each other how much you love them and how you guys going to die together when 2012 comes. I know couples love to put their status on facebook, (Hi, I'm attached to xxx) and then 1 week later, (Hi, I'm single, heart broken because xxx ditch me) That's why I dont quite understand what is love. When that special someone enters your life, you hope that he/she will never be out of your life. I'm never good at maintaining relationship because people come and go in my life. But at certain point in life, you can see a clearer picture of what kind of personality and character that you're looking out for. Most importantly you want someone whose personality&character fits nicely into yours. To be honest, initially I thought I found but...... At this age, I dont know if I know what exactly love/relationship is all about. So everybody just trial & error to see if he/she gets the correct one. But right now, I don't want to................

Maybe I'm still young? (I dont think so though.....)

Girls

Met them on vesak day!


I couldnt stop laughing when we talked about Haw par villa- the tiger's mouth and throat?!

My claim: Is better if we can avoid taking pictures when we're in the mouth of the tiger
Chiuyan's claim: No, when we walk in haw par villa, we already in the body or smth. And when we're at Haw par villa, we take pic with the tiger.
My claim: No, what i meant is that we dont walk through the throat to it's teeth and then take picture.
Sharon: Huhhhh?! (Oh sorry sharon, i kinda forgot what you said but i rmbred you looking confused)

Sick

Feeling weak, stomach hurts so much from all the coughing. Yesterday was terrible, was coughing the entire night and I could feel needle in my throat, yes it was so sucky. The doctor said my throat was bad, so she gave me 3 types "for throat" pills. I dont quite get it why there's 3? Stayed home today to sleep my wednesday off. My body feels weak, I just want to get more sleep.

Decided which camera I'm going to get. Meet my new baby soon! This month massive cash outflow. I will scrimp and save after I get my camera and all the birthday celebrations. So I will start to look for job soon.

xoxo
weeling

20

As you grow older, you're no longer excited about your birthday. It is a right smack into your face telling you that you're ageing.



I'm supposed to be uploading photos and scan all my polariods.. I'm taking way too long to get it done

Be mine

I have this urge of wanting 550D to be mine right now. I want to take pic of all the things I see. Yes I know most of the ppl will say you're not into photography so why bother buying such a bulky one? But I just feel like getting one at this moment 10.32pm. Who knows 10.33pm I want a compact camera?! Bitch fit.

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Just so you know

This feeling is unbearable

Supposed to upload photos but I realised that the photos in another camera, not with me now. I want to upload photos on facebook! Meanwhile some Ice Skating photos :D quite sometime ago.
I'll post more often.. k till then..

Heading out with Huimin now :D

The Marshmellow Effect

Busy April. No time, no time. Most of my time eaten up by intensive lectures. Overseas lecturer are so awesome, really. They have good experience and teach well. Alright, i need to shutup and focus.

In deep shit.

I guess I need to be 100% focus now. 30days left. I think today's 8.30am-10pm'a lectures screwed me upside down.

Need to sleep now! Bye guys. morning lecture later. Night :D

- Posted from my iPhone at 12.30am <3

Tell me to focus please

This pic is nice! I like the background! credit goes to kegan! Oh my sweetie! she's cute right? Both of them mixed blood. What's the key to success?? I dont know :( Oh, taken from my lousy phone's camera. hahaha

Should I cut my hair?

Perhaps No!



Is kinda long and thick now. I like it but it feels so heavy. Maybe that's the reason why I'm so short. You may laugh at this illogical logic but that's what the adults told me when I was young. They said that the weight of my hair is pulling it down, down to the earth. Up till today I don't know if it is true? Or was it a lie to trick me into cutting my hair?

Some funny weird explanation: #1 you pop out from the stone. #2 The monster is coming to catch you if you don't sleep #3 "You naughty, *mahta 来了"

Heard of these before?

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Me

Unclear photos because some of these from my phone.

Without makeup :) but i had to wear a cap because my forehead is horrible. Can someone speak to my hormones? Tell them that I'm a grown up kid now, I'm hitting 20 soon. I dont need pimples anymore. Maybe I should be thankful that my pimples outbreak is only on my forehead.














Been a lazy, fun week. Slack and slack!! It seems like I'm on long holidays. Friends, dont ask me out please. (But still, I guess it will end up that I'm the one calling them out) Shit... Is supposed to be study week, but end up more like my high tea week. Haha.

Slow and steady wins the race! (I'm good at lying to myself. Haha)

I don't want to talk to anyone but myself. I just want a good sleep and when I wake up from my sleep, a new beginning awaits me.


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Or else

Please protect me, my heart.


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I want!

I have been thinking of these for days. Omg! I need a new camera. Not in a rush to get one though I have been eyeing it for god damn long already. I shall get one after exam, May :D I know is gonna be long, quite some time from now, im just random.

EOS 500D


EOS 550D




G12




S95


LX5

Time to shut up

"Why everybody so competitive? I'm neutral.... Please!"
This is so sickening...

Fly

30 mins left for me to prepare and fly to dohby ghaut.
I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky...................
Why am I always late? Oh because I'm left with 29mins now, still typing!

Bye, send love love love.

Blog, Blogging, Blogged

Hi guys, what should I do today? Uhhhmmm....
Today is a good day. Alright, I'm going to test my eyesight. I just remembered that I'll be working on sat and sun for an hour each day. I take up this job because my wage rate has gone up! Hahahaha. So I will stop being so whinny when saturday comes.

I'm supposed to be doing resume, but I'm so good at procrastinating.

k bye.

Bored!

I'm complaining, whining... Mock exam over like as though the final exam is over -.- Omg, I need to start the engine all over again. But then, I'm so lazy to touch those disgusting notes. Each time i see it, I want to vomit. Wait, I think my life is pretty good now.. Slack at home, I'm rotting. For the past 48hrs, so lethargic. Sleep and sleep only. Heading out for hi-tea. Life's good like this?

I need to get screen protector for my phone. This is the 3rd one already -.- Oh, get contact lens tomorrow. My eyesight from bad to worst. I want to go for lasik when my degrees settle down. If i'm not wrong, is almost 700degrees for each side. So the optician is going to tell me, "Haiyooo, what happened to your eyesight?"

Xiwen, come back soon! I'm so bored at home. She's having fun in korea. Omg, I miss Korea so badly now. I hope year end trip gotta be good :D I want to travel out of sing with my friendsssss :(

Try Harder

I do despise girls that do whatever it takes, forever trying so hard when you're not even worth a thing. How should I even define a thing? Girls should have dignity and take pride in who they are. Carry yourself well with how you're being brought up. I'm not saying that I was exactly well brought up, at least my mum taught me to be a good person. (Not to take advantage of others) No point taking pride in who you are when you only know how to cast spells on others, to be more specific- attract attention. If you didnt realise, you're aging as the days passed. How long more can you be that beautiful slut? 1 or 2years more? Your expenditure on your cosmetic is going up because you need more coverage than any individual. By then you're all ready to be an old maid. Trust me, you're not heading anyway far. Girls should know where they stand and not even think that they're some princesses unless you're born in the royal family. {you can be the princess in your own world- Virtual world} Or don't you think hell suits you more? Whatever you want, buy it yourself with your hard earned money and not go round "One-night-stand" in exchange for one branded bag? Girls ought to have the reserve* that's within us.

I want to upload photos from my phone but can't :(

Tomorrow maths paper in the evening and Monday banking & finance.
I should blog regularly here.. I'm going to :B next week! After my papers. Ok